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Surrounded by a thousand crowded people,
You stand out so clearly,
I need to reevaluate priorities,
To force a reason out of bed,
Depressions sweetly trembling beneath Me,
Help Me

Jokingly a cuck while You were Secretly fucking life
Up the whole time,
Isn't it funny,
Why aren't You laughing now?
If Your family listens in
I pray they realize who their daughter is,

This travesty We both wrote,
Unable to bind a library large enough
To contain enough detail to explain the suffering You've put
So many people through,
It's Your turn to join us,
Choose to ignore this and
Your mind will divorce You for good,

I'm begging You to hold on,
To ask You to stay here a little while longer,
Please learn to open Your mind,
Learn to love Your child in
Your heart and I Know You
Will someday realize how selfishly
You lived your life,

For them,
Not for me,

Till then here is a letter to
A friend I once knew in rehab,
I wrote You my sinners log,
I'd love to get back to You and read it,
But I can't see You anymore

But out by the fire pit,
With a smile on My zipper,
I knew I had to be the one to burn
Away what remnants were left of what I thought
Our life was,
And what it truly had become,

To have lost every sense of even apathy,
We know We belong here,
If I could pacify the time in between
Schizophrenic lies I would,
As for second chances girl,
This is the fifth or sixth occurrence
This has fucking happened,

How many times do
You need to deny it?
But I read shadows like they are glowing,
Still no one else is stopping,
They choose to ignore it,


I've been to the other side of Hell,
Now I am Awake,
I will redeem Your life,
I will be the one to sacrifice Myself,
To carry You in this cave,
It is dark We build torches,
I am the one to behold Your body,

I am the one who pushes life,
From beneath these stagnant lights,
Heading south,
I transport Her in time and space,
To what You expected to see out of rehab,
I promised You change,
I was the same and I knew,

In time We grew apart
Like grapes from the ground We distanced
Ourselves towards our son,
But caught up on weeds You
Twisted and withered away
Into the dirt where You lay,

An ambulance comes quickly,
The driver, ninety miles an hour,
Down the highway, The sirens are blaring,
Your heartbeat is racing,
The sirens are tearing apart,
Environmental silence,

No one expects You to survive,
In the ICU You wait to give Your life
To any man to come to Your hospital bed,
I should've known I wasn't one of them,
Then again I had My own bed to attend to,

You ask where I was but in the psych ward
I wait beside You,
You want to die hand and hand with Me,
But a thousand miles apart,
Know that in every spark
I will stand for You,

In every high I will wait and hide
To be there for You,
I truly care

I will be the one to bear Your coffin,
Will You be the one to bear mine?

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from Of Amber Skies and Of Emerald Oceans, released July 4, 2017

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