I wash away the parts Of what I used to fear So I can finally see What I am facing now This world collapses That's what they say everyday Why do you fear At all When you open Your mouth and try to see What you are doing here You begin to see Hold me down Tie me under The ship we sail on Drag me under The water so I can see The demons in the water Staring at me Once I open my eyes I see The bed I woke in Is covered in an ocean The sweat of all my fears When I wake up Hope to never show you Who I am I take what was once here Begin to rebuild All my fears So I can grow old So I can grow old One day I will hold you One day you will hold me And neither of us care now The finish line we seek is gone now We do whatever we want in here If you want to save yourself You do what you want No one is fighting for anyone anymore We are all lost We are all damned To hear the echo of The shadows on the walls Of our parents homes We burn down the forests We build a factory Meant to assemble Who I'm meant to be But who cares But who cares What we are doing here

I Wash away the part of my fears That doesn't know the way Deep inside of my life And everything I've yet to ever see I speak like I don't know anything I know I know a little more Than when I was born When was I born On this Earth What is time Relative to me What does history mean to me Was I there Opening my eyes to see The world pass me by Until this point Which I stand before you As a man Your friend is here Deep in my heart I carry him wherever I go Where do I go now That I have everything Do I begin again Or should I build over everything The weight of our minds Is killing me So I stop to stare Watch the world pass me by As I say hello once You say goodybye twice I don't understand Why do you think, this isn't your first life? Where have you been Why is it only That I begin to see the world Through these eyes See the light Fold my heart into pieces To distribute to you My soul for sale I sell it by the dollar But you don't believe In passing air The value of a ghost in this home You walk right through me try to see yourself Inside the mirror you built Inside of your mind

When I remember what I was inside of my lies My tongues caught fire When I look into your eyes But now that I see Your eyes are fire I know what you are inside Your tongue is just like mine I have no feeling in my chest When you turn to me Ask of me, why do you hate All that surrounds you The fire within you You want to waste my life With disputes of your hatred But I am gone My mind is here Inside of your own fears Why do I see you The same way I saw you When I was young The same message On repeat, repeats itself Day in, day out my mind is fragile The trauma of the past Haunts me every day I'm alive Still I breathe Wait for me, one day I will be gone, Far from the fears of the past, There is no other way, Than to walk through my past, And feel all the pain, with a grown man's eyes To know there's no to intervene The things that pass, Are in a dream, that I cannot wake up from, Nor would I want to, I cannot sleep the same, Unless I dream, The nightmares are coming to the forefront My mind is wasting away, With every fear you put in my ears You are the death of me Still I try to be, a friend for you One day I will be a parent too, Already I know the suffering you go through, To give us a new world, The pain of growing

I begin to find my sound Without you in my lungs anymore Where am I Where are you I decipher my enigmas I built to define you The codes are broken I see right through Your skin and bones Cannot hide your fear So I sit inside my own home Fearing you I cannot believe in you Your manifested death Brought upon me like a plague With no one to help you I cannot find my own way Through to you anymore Where are you Anymore Will you help me See to you Will I ever know The part of me is you Will you ever show me life The way life was before Perfection intervened And took ahold of all our lives I trace my feet Through the sand How I got here You could never understand So I Begin to outline my past To show the path To where I stand now It takes time I know depression Wages war against my bones Against everything I know I've lost all energy And I have no one to hold So I fall away into myself And wait for you to help I know you're so close And so am I To knowing as much as I could know Around this bend we go I can't see the light Nor should I ever I go home, with my soul intact This contract to myself I aim to be alive, just in time, For you to hold me, One day we will go, And live our lives, This darkness holds me Guides me through to you It binds me to you The trace of our souls With no one to tell us What is right or wrong Cuz we don't know We don't know We all fall down We all fall down In time So we may grow So we may grow This tree of life Guides us to our homes This tree of life This way of life

And what do you want from me My life is not your own I go my own way Through my hopes My dreams begin to fly away The night sky illuminates All my fears are dying I breathe air like life is here There is no other way around I will not die For anyone else I fight for my own life Because there's no one else To decide who's inside Myself begins to rise Into the night You follow your self Embryo Spirit Illuminate the light The darkness on the walls Begins to fade away I see myself Just the same way As before I was born This life is mine This life is yours This world is mine This world is yours We all belong to each other Not ourselves I belong to myself And to no one else Do you see Who I am When I am alone When I am with you Who we become When we live on our own For a time we spend Life alone, away in the darkness of our homes I cling to hope inside this fire Inside this world I love this life Enough to hold ---------------------- When you begin down this road There's nowhere else to go This home Is mine Is yours No more Someone else is here now Who they are I dunno know I dunno know Where are you my friend My love, is waiting for you to begin, I will glow until that day, We cling to the darkness in our hearts, This beauty is the same, These words aren't real enough, To bind you to yourself, But they're more than enough To bind me to myself, The art we create, is all that ever mattered, Is all that ever matters, The piracy of hearts, This piracy of love This rebellion of the hatred Deep inside our hearts, I don't know where to put my anger, So I create a fortress, From all my hatred, This war, I wage, Against my self is my own, Stay away from me, Stay away from me for a time, This time, is my own to fight, This time is my own fucking life Rise, away, Never see my life the same, Blind lights, Blind lights illuminate, Hold me away, Hold us the same, We have no escape, Still we cling to life, There's no other way, There is no other way

When the light Turns from the dark Into the sounds you've heard Before you were born You begin to wake From the slumber Of tomorrow And live today Isn't this what you wanted? To combat the ideals, That you are enslaved, To someone who doesn't know your name When you live your life, The same way twice, You begin to see imperfection Shine through your eyes The smile on your face Laughter in your heart As you face the dark With no fear

I begin to fall away With my tongue against the moon And my throat far away from here Will you see me Illuminate the darkness of your heart Or will you become a mirror for me And show me everything I cannot see This luminary version of me Is growing cold again Where are you When I open up to you Do you still see a man Within me? Do you see the scars against My skin? Illuminated by the sun in the sky When will you let me Into my own eyes To devour what is there To devour what is mine? These scars, this cancer Is not my own Where do you put When I am all on my own Why must I fight to live my life The way an ordinary man would? Is this way, we've been going For quite a while now? This course, has blown itself apart I impart my empathy in you There is so much good in humans They don't care, for your evil tongue We march away into the sky Waiting for the sun to rise Over top of our graves This war has consumed us Still I breathe With corroded lungs inside my chest One day I prove to you the rest Of what you truly are This feeling, Has grown so strong, My life, begins to twist, Begins to burn, Begins to scream for much more I am the cancer within your mind, Burn me away with your hopes and your dreams, They are not mine, if you don't stop me, I will consume everything, Apathy washes over me Finds its way Into my mind So I can wash you away When I Reflect upon the moon Inside my eyes is a god Not waiting for you I move my legs Across the scars of my sons To wait for your Return to the surface I only need A single sound To open your Corroded mouth Wash over me Take a deep breathe As you take over me The controller falls away Wait for me to open my hatred The floodgates begin to descend upon you The reasons are gone, The reason to feel is here again, Wash away, Wait away, Take away, The illuminated, life, All we must do is wait, All we must do is wait, On the sidelines, Wait for real life to emerge, The whale of the sea in me, Swimming across the chemicals that define me

I believe in time I will convince My soul to rest down Take time to breathe Stop creating Anything I need space To breathe, and create Just let me be I will see My own way Through this world Through my pain And I will heal I will heal In every beat And every sound I see my self I see my self Safe and sound Alone in this world Right where I need to be Away from the sound of Those who don't know Who they are Cuz I'm no god No I am a man Cuz I'm no god I have no plans I see myself I see my words I see my cells I see my life It is my own I have true hope That the end isn't near It's never near So far to go To see the world Finally flow This ocean is ready to go I see myself Inside of this world Vulnerable to everything again My scars on my arm The scars in my heart All you do Is ask Who I've been And what I've done I'll show to you The violence of man The violence of one Deep in our homes With no one but ourselves You see my words Your terrified Well so am I Cuz who am I Who am I The question marks That mark my skin The questions begin to descend Cuz what they mean Confusion means To see yourself And nothing else And nothing else Cuz where are my friends We walk alone Till we start again We walk alone We prove nothing We have everything again I see you See yourself In my eyes I see Everything that defines My self Cuz who am I Who am I To dominate Everything In the world I've listened in I've tuned my ears in We begin to see Everything that resembles a dream And where are you Inside our dreams Are you the nightmare Are you the demons Are you the saviours Of your own proclamation We begin to decipher our own minds You can't get in We're leaving you out You won't let us in So we're going out No one has to die Not this time There is no war Unless there's war I can't see a division of me anymore

I wash away my fear Inside your pain It's the only way I can see My reflection in your eyes The murder of you The murder of me Inside our youth I can't see another way out I close my eyes I hope I'm wrong I sing a song That has no hope Of being heard Am I lost inside of someone else's fear? Can I find my own thoughts Inside of here, But where am I if I am not here? Lose me inside of your mind, I swear one day I will be fine, The edge of the sword, You press against my throat I don't understand anymore This war you wage against my hope My soul, begins to wither Inside of your world, But you don't wanna stop, Pressing your advance against all our souls And you don't care I know it's here, The source of your fear, It haunts me every day And I don't wanna face Your lies are crumbling down Upon all of our hopes Our noses turn down We can't bear to smell anymore Intensity is here Inside of my veins is fear But you don't care You don't care at all Let me rest inside my own mind Inside of someone else's hopes and dreams I've lost my way through this dream, And I can't pay anything forward I am lost Guide me through to where we lay Inside of our home, it's dark but it is our own, I can't stand to see anything anymore, This light is losing, This blinding fire is consuming my soul, Who would fight, against the sol Will you find me Terrify me once more Will you save me Guide my soul home Through the fire Through the flames Through desire Through the shame Of never wanting Anything more Than what we have

The hype Of family life Is living in a flame No control I have no fear anymore Still I run away The oil on my skin I'm drowning here The air here is my father's I go away