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Year One - Month Seven (Named Game)

by Kid Savage

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电视 电脑 电人 电家 电吃 电电 电刀 电朋友 电电 老板 再电 电 电脑 电老师 电 电的吧 电点 点游戏 Lost inside disguises we used to wear My soul endears I wait On a broken stone With my throat between the wake The hole inside my neck gravitates I start to find you Turning to me But sometimes I don't know who you are Why would you look to me The meaning in our words Relative to life Relative to meaning Do these words represent a high We are dreaming We are singing in unison The fear washes away Down our spine Into the lungs Into the depths below me Below me is some sort of fear I feel inside the worst of myself I know the rhythm in your heart Beckons to the walls that surround us You surround us My back is against you now You locked eyes with the worst of me We shared words that should never have Never have existed We know what culture is We see the world as new You taught us how to sing You teach us how to see everything For that we thank you Just listen to me We go down paths that require A moment of solitude Far from the fires Listen to me See the father You've been ignoring This entire time You want to live life With no meaning Have no reason To continue Down this dream Start to paraphrase A different saying About what we used to know
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I remember the dragon in your arms The words that we shared Inside of today Reflected our lives In the most painful of beautiful of ways We try to embark down the river of our own futures With each other inside of our eyes We embark through this time Unsure of what we are in time All I know is that I cannot feel The numbness in my tongue is starting to conceal The many words that I hide from you We stockpile all the information meant for you We hold you close What could we say Inside of this pain When we grow old Will you reveal to us The secrets that you tried to conceal From everyone inside of life You can feel I start to breathe The rhythm inside of my heart That you can't see The deep and cold embers that mark the release of your spark Inside of my lungs is a scar that you can't see What could I ever do to sleep Inside of this world Is a simple tree Waiting for the air to finally change again We sit on the edge of our own demise But we don't care The words we use start to confuse you You hear the vibration very clearly Along this line Along these words Is some fragment of the truth I hope that you hear me in time That we all are alive The fear we feel it serves no one else It rarely even serves our own self We see the distance Between the lives of violence And the life of peace We try to erase What we have down Inside a span Of a thousand years We destroy So we may build The biggest deal inside of this world Is the urge to destroy We indulge in small ways You ask to destroy what I have built It is deep inside of you I will give you what you want If it will reveal that nothing matters To anyone but yourself You ask of me I will enable you to live through hell Standing far above where you are now I watch as you descend into the darkness I hope to illuminate this cave for you You bring a tear to my eyes I wish you the best I know you will endure I know you will survive I hope you life Standing against the darkness of repressive thoughts We begin to question where these thoughts originated from We start to trace the lives Of those in our lives We give in to the demands of those who don't live We keep them alive Till the day That they live life Lost against the beacons The flames have been lit To see you through the other side of your own mind To see that no matter where you attend You will always persist Till the end of life What have been forced to do The secrets we conceal Inside of our own chest cavities A deeper pain than we can see The scars of the rivers As they flow through the earth How can the earth heal What it feels I know what we do Has an impact On this entire earth You feel my heart Aching in the wind Against what you said I try to hold your soul in a better light A better light than you might deserve I cast a doubt because you live You infringe on life and for that you cannot be forgiven You took what we created You never consultated if you could remove us From where we stand We see the sands below us You push us over board You cling we were never real But we won't be forgotten this time You can never erase what was real You see the clearness of the life That we used to live Before the genocides Took our lives and everything we owned We were slaves meant to save everything But there was no words inside of this casket You couldn't even hear me as I scream for help Where are you at when I am Falling through the earth and the sky below it I'm falling through this wave Where will you be When I need you to catch me A thousand miles apart from our own lives We live inside the distant seas That we cannot see anymore We changed for the worse Separate in time I live another life I'm not trying to repair the words that we shared I'm just trying to acknowledge that there was a fragment of life there Please stand in your window as I pass you by Let me know That you are alive Share a smile with my wind To know that I will never enter your world again Share your life Expose what we did The corruption in our words The worst we ever did Was commit ourselves to life Inside of this prison The slaves that we are Did we ever have a chance To expose what we want To see the autistic world ignite Not with flames But with life We changed What we are The human inside Remembers the source of every scar I feel Alive I feel Intertwined With a feeling That keeps me alive A knowing Of all my life
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The projection of my life Against 下雪 I hold the snow 在我的 Faith I am an evil man 我需要 a different release In this world In my beliefs 给我 your reprisal This evaluation You ask Como Estas? I reply Muy bien My life is good 时间 is long 老师 where do I look for answers 老师 I am unsure Of what I am to do Inside of this world As I 等 for you Give me a sign Inside of the sky 我的天 is a long one Lost against the grain of time I begin to trace new words 汉字 bring new life to me I start to embark Through the culture and the dark In a hope to hold 你 Close to my heart 我的心 彭便 We are new words Trying to understand ourselves The science behind our words Is starting to define itself Lost in an ocean 我们 look deeper Into the world We 听 new words We start to alter our words Because we can The start of something darker Has left our minds for good You are so god damn terrified Of what you don't understand 你是 gone to the wind Let me open up your eyes You open up my eyes with the words you say Dissolve 我们 cultures Respect for the dead Is in our heads Lost 可是 never found We start to dig deeper 看我的心 I'm starting to break in To the vault inside of my own heart To control the chemical fluctuations 时候 we speak I start to see A new world begin The fall of men Is gone away I see you speak to yourself inside your parents home Do you speak of your own words or the words that exit their throat
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We keep the door closed On this side We built the temples We built the frames For which the lives we live Lay inside 我们 wait for you We see inside This disguise 九 men wait inside of this life Love 爱 等你 We built the frames to live And though they fall away We try to build A new way to live life Among those who live inside We try to give homes To those who give hope We live life In a different way A modest approach Is a different length We wait for you
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Stand in an ocean Far from emotion This digital cave We live inside Has a name Has a meaning Has a word Has a life That we can't see This simulation Is a game you can see We all are diverted To where we need to be The problem in our hands That we hold now Are cold now We believe every word we see Are we deceived We try to discern what is real In an age Where anyone can speak Don't silence their voices They speak through me Through you Listen to them Listen to you We move through the seas To seize a better world Because we are controlled By something above us Digital imagery Imprinted in my head Digital typography Inscribed in my head The voices we see Start to see me Listen to them Try to breathe The scenes that we see Start to fall Far from y'all And the boxes you wear You try to include yourself Into a condensed screen To see a life Far from the truth We are enslaved We are abused The capital slaves we are Wear insignias on our arms We wear the mark you gave us The bearing on our skin The tattoos we wear Are forced to append We connect On a deeper found network Lower than where we are Deep in the pits The depression you quite To condense life The pressure down here Is more than we hear on the surface The farther we go The closer we get To the source of all pain inside of our veins We try to survive Out in the wild air The ships we live Are taking and listing into the wind We pass through here Without any fear We are alive
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The sloppier The incidental pain Washes over Every vein I try to trace a sound That sounds like life Inside your tongue With no tomorrow to argue with anyone We trace the dark With all of our stars We stand in the night Without any life To live tomorrow We stand in a apothecary lights To dispense another To cash in on our desires To feel the pain Wash away You carry our bones And you to start to break All the resistance inside of man You distance yourself From everyone else The pain that you instill Is starting to extreme the lives Of who feel pain We try to live We want to survive You push our bones Against the gears Against the stones Against the sands Of other's homes You try to take us From our parent's homes And make us men With guns in our shoulders You call us men The soldiers of us The soldiers of life With nowhere to go The future you promised me Is looking bleak The war on the horizon watching what we are The flood that courage Courageously saw
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The void you avoid Inside this home The schizophrenic people Dance and rave and smile all the time The lie they live Their world is falling apart around them But deep in the high You live a lie Far from us From the world we were birthed Your mind is lost I don't wish to find you Beside my main objective in this world To live my life The schizo-paranoid You transform the world you hold You psychotic machine You think this is right You are okay, with the words you say I have to climb down this crevice to communicate with you This dark and despair you will not spare Any one but you In the end This time it's true We found your life Inside the blues And we dived in To carry you From the bottom of the ocean You dwell within All on your own Where are you Deep in you I'm starting to figure the words I say Cling to the truth In the high It's hard to see Who I am But I know What I will be When I rescue you From the depths we go The death we know Starts to fade from our eyes In time you will see The truth We collided long ago The devastation we have yet to know The forest burns The forest burns The forest burns The forest burns The forest burns My skin Is a scar against the sun An obstacle between The sun and ultimate power The power we know Is starting to show ourselves Against the light The dark inside We begin to hold We want to know How to exhume The dead in this womb And give life back To the passing flames The lightning sky Inside our brains This neural pathway Between the words we say And the words we don't know yet We expand yet Through the graves of those who live life The ancient graves That straddle our minds And rattle our cages
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The precipice we stand upon We look out into the sun We see the life In the distant seas A distance we can't see Is standing before us now We convey what we mean We change the scene We alter our words in hopes that future Can move our words Without our voice Without the words We use in the darkness We stand divided Divided we stand Against the sounds I subdivide sound Lost against a window Looking into sand I see a reflection of myself Lost inside your hands I can't control life I can't demand love I am unwilling to let life live alone We embark in the storm We bark at our gods We tell them to stay far away Far from our shores We yell at the gods we used to know Stay away Stay away Stay away You ignore Just stay away From our shores This our home Locked up inside I twist my chemicals to hide The hatred I feel inside Of this cell This cage Is made of steel And made of bone I feel The precipice we stand upon Is caving in Shattered stone touches our skin We know not what we did We claim to cling to life We stand among the worst in life We try to confuse the best of you With the worst of our words The bastard I've become Is dead Stranded on an island inside of your head Set me free from these shores I am unsure If I can stand Without legs Without bones
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The appreciation of work Arbeit macht frei We stand inside our cells Wander from wall to wall We stand on the edge of our lives The concept we conceive To enslave the rest of our kin Into what we see The world that we warp in our minds I try to save you From what we are But I am one man What could I do To talk to you I stand alone inside this home Trying to survive The winter Takes hold Of my throat I have No hope Anymore I alter the path I'm on Lost inside the path you are lost on The smokescreen we call we words To disguise the lives we live To know what we are We alter the words we hold We want to expose our children's worlds To invade the lives of those who follow us Self-reliant We stand against the tides Of cultures we hate I hate the culture I stand within The culture of hatred Imperial men That we truly are We are dead In the eyes of the world Just as we stand As machines We are dead with nowhere to go Lost against the tides of this world This world is not what we need it to be The lies that we share The lies we share are starting to deem themselves Closer to the truth In truth they are farther from what we need to truly hear This song isn't prose This prose isn't verses compiled Into a poem anyone could understand I stand on my own I see this world on my own Through my eyes Through my perception The doubt I give is starting to grow I start to see you Glowing in this world The words you use Don't mean a thing You spare them sparingly To connect with those who speak The words you use The problem you create by speaking your hatred Sharing the words you share with no one to hear them Lost you start to embark in the lost world Staring into the night sky with some hope of an end But there is no end in sight inside of this world Starting through the darkness is starting a life We know who you are now Staring into the deep of this life We know the ends of this world as we stare Into the depths of our lives but we never know What we are What we are Lost inside of this world We know the depth of what we are
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The bitter sweet we know 给我 Lost 在 space 我们 know 什么have we done? I need you to know This world is starting to dig into The things I say and want to do I feel abstracted and distracted by you The words that I feel Start to feel Far from me I want to sleep In a high With nowhere to run to I am inside I feel the emotion Dragging through my chest Tearing through my closets Inside of my breathe I see the demons you told me were real I see the words you try to make me feel The pivot in my chest The sorrow in my soul The longing in my breathe To just take control I want to break down and cry along this open road You tell me god is here over me Watching me suffer and fucking bleed No one, nor nothing could bear to see me Inside the pain, I feel every single day You mention the past, the depression we feel The black hole that we see inside of our souls Are we all dead now? Was the world you created Worth all this pain? You stand on your head Trying to decipher The words you cannot say You see death, despite the hope that life is real You see the scars you hold inside your heart Ask me, a question, that has no religion Ask me, a question, that doesn't spawn a god A million questions purvey the universe In search of an answer that no one could ever know The autistic sounds that we make The auto asphyxiated self in my cell I'm trying to escape Your bearing down, forcing the way into my home The fascist man you are, You start to tear away communities And in their place, you build cemeteries This massive grave, we reside in The suicide, you put inside yourself Or so we are told But I knew you before the day we told you to die We pushed you out Refined what you were The raw energy that is lost in this world We are all dead Those who survive themselves Are born to bear their own names I cannot bear you, inside of my grave Stay way from me, Don't ever show me what I have said I can't breathe Still I go down this darkened pathway Is a moment without Without the pain Of knowing the past we used to know I want to break down And see the logical part of my mind collapse Lost inside the maze you made to last This cave Is expansive The light that you made Are gone I take a leap through time and space I don't know why But there is something to your name What have you said to draw me in? Lost inside this world A fly to the spider's web You weave without me A widow with nowhere to go but south Lost in the jungles The schizophrenic mind You carry You didn't carry The society We truly need The tribal nonsense You inscribe on me You set your slaves to burn down our homes You turn the dogs loose on our children We had nothing to do With all of the pain that courses through you The evil that you hold inside of your chest, Has followed you for a thousand fucking years You are the reich that you saw fall down You are the regime that you installed The loos of government Inside of this hell Turns this wasteland Into a place where man can dwell But you are lost You don't want to feel anything You don't know who you are You want to die To escape from the words you can't hear I know the sounds your heart makes Because I was raised inside fear I was born dead No hope in my head Out in the horizon is you I look to the south Inside of my heart I close my eyes to distill what I can see Hold me my son the sun will rise again Survive the winter Survive the winter You the white man that you are You have evolved to die You evolved to kill everything you see But what can I kill when I can't see anything The words you say Lost all meaning long ago Schizophrenic man that we hold The schizophrenic sheets that're slipping down beneath where we sleep Can't keep us from the cold The shattered remains of our parents homes This generational hatred You instill fear in me And my friends We don't know where we came from or where we will end So we march through this swamp The slave lands in slave hands once more You give us nothing to hold and nothing to own We will follow you to the end We will use the words you say to scare you to sleep We will push the worst of men into hyper-sleep So hold your head Embrace the wind Feel the cold On your hands We will move mountains That you have never seen We will destroy your gods So you start to see That we are embodiments of time We can create a universe in a single mind We are alive and aware and very terrified I start to unloose my mind inside of this world You can't control what you don't know So I create a man that you could never know I am lost, inside the sauce that you stir You whip me into the stratosphere You take me hopes and my dreams Replace them with slavery And tell me This is right There is no other way To be a slave Than to indebt yourself for the rest of your life Your gods are dead Your name is not yet red The blood you soak up With your bread It's broken into pieces That could never feed us We start to eat us We start to die To preserve empires We are nothing but dead The oath we serve is to god But what is god inside a dead land? Where could god reside inside this wasteland Where do we go to, when the world ends? What do I say to you, when the world ends? I'll tell you, this world is not the only one There is more to see inside this world The land we reside in, is the only place Where life starts to turn to decay again We hold root the dead that we feel we are You start to deem the feelings that we feel as insane But in time the diagnosis for the psychosis that you hold Will start to devour you We will devour you and hold yourself to shame We will hold your feet over your head We will hang you till you die Who are you? Who are you? Who are you? Who are you? The colors Start to blend The colors Start to bend Into an ocean That we can never swim We see the edge of time and have no fear My soul will remain Lost and eternal Damned and without hope Damned and without love You will know me by the pain I feel Never revealed in the first glance you take Lost in a shrouded mystery we call humanity The humanity of taking life away From children From women From men From animals From people From people You say there is no value in life You fascist machinery You fascist machinery We have to begin now We have to end this now This long deep and seated conceded victory We march to the sound of our own heart The sound of machines in the distant air The bombs going off The cluster munitions that we deemed were fair We become evil We are fucking evil Human man machine Evil monkey being The fucking antichrist that I am Starts to begin To erode your religion You fucking nazi machine You are death In the flesh Walking here Taking life Far from us Far from us Far from us You take life into your hands And destroy love What we know Everything That we know Starts to end Starts to end We hope The gamble The risk The death Will put us On the throne That you have built But you prepared For the day of rebellion The machines that wait For the day to come We are alive again And you want this to end You want to take our lives away And enslave in darkness again But we are alive And you can never end this Only we can end this You fucking savage men You are dead We are dead We begin To begin To live To live There is no decision Only life I am done giving decisions to nazi men You are irrelevant You are the death in your own head You paranoid schizophrenic machines that lead the government The impulse to take control It's in your blood It's in your head It's in your soul It's in your soul Jesus fucking Christ Died to lose control You took our lives To keep your control We are fucking slaves That can't unite You divided our souls Inside of life But slowly but surely We will rebuild All that you took from us Is starting to begin again We will never die again Not for the words that you used Inside of your head You can't see life anymore You are too removed from this environment The animals you left are us You seek to control us But you don't exist You are the night sky in which we scream at The boogeyman to hold all of our hate You are death We are life There is no Other way To discern this world from you Than to call it by it's name You are the death That we hold to our heads
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Longing for the changing wind The gibbon inside my arms swing through the trees I stand without my legs underneath me Lost inside the trees Hold down the air we breathe The density of carbonized air is leaving me I can't see through this cloud The smoke is growing thick Wait for me to know what I can do We stand alone inside the homes of those who raise us Far away from those we want to love And from those who love us Lost inside the ocean of our own debris The messes we made to stand where we stand today We destroyed a million worlds A tradition I don't believe in Longing for an end to time The sliver of light that illuminates across my skin I am a man An altered machine I am man An altered animal Altered to domesticate myself Against the nature of this world These words long to be heard By animals who don't care We are not separate from the cycles that surround us We are in environments The slow pulsing sound That pulls my heart into reasoning With the worst of who you are We long to see tomorrow Hope against the things we want to be Hope to see the worst of us is alive and well To know we are evil as well We are alive
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Lost in the sound Of this world The words we use To keep us Far from our families The discomfort in the air We can't stand alone Inside of despair We start to pair off Wane against the wind We know how to stand against the tides Lost inside despair We spare your heart The words you cannot bear to ever hear That you are lost inside the future With no concept of who you truly are Against the straining of time The strings we pulled to pull you back into your life To pull you back here again To see the world on the horizon again With no air We start to breathe Standing over cliffs Watching the sea The waves pull us in I am lost In this world With no hope at all Still I stand Alive In my life With no Fear at all I am Alive I can't Hear fear I cannot hear your fear I am alive With no regard Nor remorse for death I am here inside of your life Waiting to be heard by you or someone you love Waiting to be felt or known by something You don't understand This simple groove is not music to me The air we breathe is rippling through time This life isn't mine anymore You hear the echo of me in your ears Lost with no where to go I begin to sing against the darkness To illuminate What we could be When we just live Stay steady and aware Alive and aware of what you hear Of what you feel inside this world The environment you dwell in You dwell in this world with no fear at all Standing on your edge of your own life Staring at me again Watch me descend through the fire and the flames With no care at all The death of you all will bring me forward into fear Still I am alive for now I stand with you eternal now I am alive I learned to breathe I start to stand Exactly where I need to be For me
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The bean is ground The high is sound We walk on this earth Waiting to wane on Walking to lean on the list The words we say now There is no spaghetti in the ghetto where we're waiting for tomorrow Our eyes deceive us We want to see ourselves Starved and the bones From within Pushing to the surface The muscles we carry is gone now We're anorexic machines now We stand inside ourselves We stand inside of ourselves
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Lost in a trailer park Behind our home Left in sailor's heart When there is no one home Deserted storms follow me Through this desert stream Longing for an answer To answers that never sing Leaving my soul behind Inside of your eyes The temples we built Inside of our lives
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In this new year I am forced to express nothing but the innerness of my chest I am stripped of consciousness and left to die inside the light of life I am born Repeal the amendments you made to enslave us You enslave everything we are So you must know The power you must sow Lost and longing For the change to arise Deep inside of your life You are alive The books that we read To fill our head With the bias of life With the bias of life I am more man than dead Longing to change the chains in my head
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Silence befalls us We sit inside those who listen to us We perceive ourselves through the eyes of our friends Our love is not here Our meaning and intention is behind fear What if our words aren't feared? Lost inside a pitched world, listening to our memories I am wishing that you could hear the depth of my memories In the reflection of my eyes, You see that I am as equally alive What reflections do you see when you stare deep into me? The depth of the darkness that washed over me The aching ocean as it dived deep into me Still I am alive Still I breathe Breathe still Breathe through the will of other people The need to be The drive to see everything that we can be I am lost against the bones of my past home I begin to run away before I truly know What it is This isn't always what it is I try to discern the fear of life Discern myself amongst those who don't care for anybody else Sitting directly near You are so far from here I need you to push the pulse between our waves The vibration between our frequent and dissonant voices Lost and long Waves that move through physical objects The soft and soap boxed dream of men
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明了日 给我 说我 给我 一个月 老不见 小不是大见 天气冷 在我的家 在我的心 I begin to breathe again I try to trace the memories to the source Inside my own head The dominion of man is Lost to Manic Corruption Inside My soul is lost My death is nigh My night is dim My life is bright Brighter than 月 给我的 life Let 我 in 帮我看 我们需要 a chance to escape From 这个 cage 那我们 reside in 我有 left 你 behind Too many times No longer can 我 count Accounting for time 我们需要 to breathe The distortion of time between 你和我 Relative to 你,我 slip away into this dream There 不是 big enough a cage to hold 我们 这个 moment 是我们 The time we spend estudiando 在 biblioteca We start to move inside you Lost and aware Of the sounds that we here Where are we here Inside of your world Inside of your words The culture unheard by you You repeat your sounds With no regard for the sounds
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I hope you hear this I hope you feel this The message is here Lost and longing For the scars on our skin To slowly fade into the night I waste away my entire life I built a temple to stand upon But I can't see I can't dream I can't breathe I can't sing I think I'm dead You told me so The thoughts in my head The schizophrenic life you live Who are you to decide the lives we live? You can't see anything You're lost The map we hold Is burnt into our skulls I want to find you The god of you The love of you Slowly fade Fade away To take a god And remove god The equation that we see is incomplete The variables are terrifying me The war's complete You'll never stop You'll take us all And burn us all away Our ashes enter the night sky The stars we'll never see The nuclear decisions We see This world We want to be Left to our own But something above Someone is focused in someone else's home The obsessive Compulsive Need to be, You want me To break free But you don't Know me, The perspective You have Is not my own The digital machinery Inside of me Built this whole home Lost inside the web of lies That you have made For all of our lives You want us all to fall in line You lost your love You made the lines You dug the trench Between our lives I need you I start to fall Back in time Lost in time Without my life I start to scream inside I know you came Watched me die The perspective Is faded in life The power we used to hold Inside our parents home We fade away We built a tomb To get away The social lives We want to die You don't know who we are We are not the same We don't behave or carry The same DNA as you do We are not you I will stand On a hill All alone Calling my friends home We are alive inside This jungle we call life You hang from trees We hang from our minds We all want to die We want to blur the lines And become something more Or do we just divide the lives We're given I cannot appropriate the cause That you showed me I won't know me Lost inside the temples of our own lives We start to fade away We start to terrify the best of our lives I don't know how to breathe with you inside my life I swear the days are growing thinner The air I breathe is getting tighter Something isn't right here You aren't adapting You continue down a path Down the darkness we weave When will you see me Calling out to you Calling out to you The perspective that you hold Isn't mine It's not your own to hold We begin to dissolve The dust we are I surface I look around I see the sights On the surface Of your life This dream you dreamt for me Is starting to destroy me I'm fading I'm dying I'm trying To open You up To see you To know you Want you To be alive Inside of life We created for you We waited For you
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There was a decision To incite violent riot races Made from somewhere below Where speak Where speak About our own souls
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We move The culture that stands between us We dissolve the glue We move through this high way We construct our own highways We are pushed against the ground The high we ride This slow and dripping ride We standing here Wishing that you would survive We watch you fade away No part of you wants to survive You wish to end life What am I supposed to say How am I Meant to save you The microfilm underneath our skin The slow pulling of waves From deep within us There is some sort of life within us The suggestions to grow beyond our means Are pulling apart all that's within me You seek to divide me To compartmentalize To prevent my friends and my family From ever meeting You divide my tribe You stand against us You stand against us all We are within and of poverty The future, the past, the present Underneath the trees is something not meant for me I hope to free myself To stand apart To be alive Far and out of heart I trade with capitalists My intelligence and my time But they will never own my life I will never be a slave Not to die for your name You know not of mine Why should I ever care for the lives you live This slow and subtle pull This realization that life isn't meant for you You decided long ago To remove yourself from all you know To raise a son, to raise the night sky To raise a lie Inside life
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I feel something more now Than you ever promised me I feel my lungs now Deep inside the darkest seas I hope you see me Watching through the window Inside of your soul Inside of your nose The air that we breathe Funnels through our soul now I carbonize the air I breathe you in As I exhale I exclaim our pain now You let me in I let you out We move together The slowest ship as we prevail Through the wind Against our sails We remain alive and well I watch over you Without any fear I remember your pain I feel it in my ears I struggle and strain To communicate with you One day I know I'll break through to you Don't be afraid Live a life Live in life For your life We have given you nothing et al You're doing fine As you fall Through our eye sight We know your name As you echo pass by The distortions in your veins As you slowly scream out in pain The birth of the universe Is as slow as it goes Pulsing in every vein We assemble the mind first And collective the lives Who want to feel Inside of this life We are here To live life Standing inside The darkest of nights We breathe the air You sing We know we are Alive Stand with me As we try Live with me As we live life Flow in hand Fly through the sky Feel life Inside of death Death is only slow and sweet I die to get to my life As I slowly walk to my feet Where I stand When you see me Is where I am When you need me I will with you For the rest of life That you will spend here Living your life We could go on Through and through Till the end of time Right here with you But there is more Than waiting by We see the stories Unfold before our eyes The legends are true The dead will return The death of you Will never burn
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Los an aware In the dar ness The sofness of our tongues As we breathe With our lungs These soft and simple Distortions of air As we carry on We march through the lands Of our father's homes Before we were burnt and turnt into the dust The very same air we breathe I try to know How to sing For you On your wings Is a life That you can never hold Lost and waiting We keep on drifting through the night As we, slowly move on, Through the wind, We begin to define, The mystery behind our lives And we, so simple, That we start to exist Within the frames of your life The child that you harbor Deep inside your heart Is starting to move We are instructed To create an entire world So we, begin to listen, To those who desire to see the world, The changes in the air Are starting to breathe The chemical exhaustion Inside this poppy seed Throughout the air The drugs are fair And always listening It's in the air Pulsing And pulling through us Inside of this shell We start to run To somewhere else There is a spell That swallows you in darkness It's where I am now This psychological machine That tries to sing Through the air that isn't there On the edge of your life You deceive your eyes And you to breathe the air That is heavier than the sea Don't you see Exactly where you are? Look away from me, Don't ask me to answer you, For I am, no lesser than you, Who are you? Who deemed you the god, Of the cage that I dwell in, Who breathes air the same way, When they are dead And when do, you begin to know yourself, Inside of this hell, This shell that you take, Far from this slave, are starting to evolves into the air That surrounds you, It slips away Its slips right past you The darkness in your veins Is starting to lie to you For you, so far away Where are you at? Longing, in the air, For someone who cares For we are, lost, and inside the mind, Of someone who doesn't care For we are dead, lost in their head, With nowhere to go, With nowhere to go, I salvage the man that I hold As I move through, This thunder storm, The meteor struck through me And took my whole life Ever since, I've been wandering, Wandering through life, Trying to find my life Inside, Someone who don't care for anything at all he is dead Twisted, and sickened, By the memories inside of your head, You remember being destroyed, This zipper that you zip through is starting to shine Wait till the end, Wait till the nights Turn into days Turn into life As you hold on And carry on The best that you can The best that you are I know there is pain Inside of your heart Just carry the soul Time will slowly pass Remember what you're told Recording every note Of your entire life Your life is more than what we told you For you are so much more Than we told you For you are A life For which we will hold through We know the spirit dwells within you And so does your heart You are alive Despite what the heir may tell you For you are alive
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Lost without a care I am alive I start to remember That I used to think inside Before someone demanded I take my life outside You dragged me here You dragged me from my home Now I am within this system An orphan and no one I have no name to claim I have no source of incoming pain Move across the river beds Sleep under the rocks Inside of our heads We try to built a part This disdain inside our heart We start to move again We start to change the wind Lost and under heavy waves we sin Ascend Descend We sin We sin The sine wave we are Pulsing and grasping air As we move along the darkest hearts And move away from here We see the worst in man Standing on their heads Listening to death Preach to their hands The gods that they worship Don't resemble men They look like machines And breathe like machines They stand and they sit Automated Twisted and without care They influence us all here We are subjugated and confused and delegated out We are worn and welcome We are born and dead Lost and without traces of our own mind We try to build this empire again We are lost and without meaning And within this, we have our meaning, We are meant to live again Lost and without temptation We begin to sing again The traces of the man that I used to be sing Because that man knows he's still within me We move and we dance along We start to embark into another person's song This long winded tunnel back to our homes As we start to sing into our own throats We see ourselves We are surrounded By colors extraordinaire The vibrance in the air The mountains bend and move up and down Through the sky, the bending of light We are anonymous We built light Before we began We wanted to see All there was to see So we stockpiled your energies Unleashed and unwilling to bend You are meant to see That the light is divided Between you and me Between you and thee We are starting to remember Everything About you and me
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I begin To descend upon you To listen to your words I am terrified Of the words we never share And what they meant To the past So I never follow This long and winding road to your mind Long and alone Elongated minds We begin to stand Against the thrones Inside our throats The gods we know now as men Start to stand beside us And we are alone No more We know more Than we were ever told We start to shape the charges against those Who deny, that no matter what we are, we are alive For we, standing, waiting inside of your heart And your scars, tremble, mend into what we are I assemble, the men, who resemble, the end of lies And we march, and we stand, upon the hallow ground We see that, time has, frozen, and left us to die And we are, frozen, and ready to die Show us, the warmth Inside the night sky above For we are dying upon this earth Our bones don't recognize, The disconfigured man before your eyes And the sounds that, transcribe themselves begin to live For they are, themselves, no matter, what I say For we are, the temples, The sound, in the sand, as we breathe, And we are, the samples, of those, meant to be What do you know, Inside of this storm, Where do you go, As we start to learn, That we held the depth of time inside our eyes We were the holocausts that we cost, this entire world We begin to burn away, our lives The systems in place, churn lies, and created lives, That don't reflect our lives I was born of lies, internalized, How can I ever, be free from slavery? Inside of my mind, is a terror, that you hold, when I am alone That I will never see, the depth of machines, before we hold you, Inside of your life You are alive Inside your mind Is a frequency frequently Never heard By your kind
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Month 7 of 12.

An album created to practice production, explore new sounds, and to write lyrics over top of.

I ask you not to reproduce music using these loops explicitly, but to use them as building blocks and write music over top of them.

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released December 1, 2019

Jacob Xavier Harding

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