Here on the bottom floor We spin around a ring Singing out the meaning of everything Building a temple for you to see What it means to be alive inside eternity Sand castles seem to breathe And erode oceanside endlessly Erecting and objecting to the death of everything Of entropy these our words we sing Knowledge is the final key to break free from your early twenties And stand upon the mountain of eternal memories The vision gifted when psychosis ran rampant through the moments The hold of your movements ran rampages through the books we wrote then Terror built the wings we sailed upon The ever aired moment that all life depends upon

I do not know Where I have been In all of my life In all of my life And I look deep inside To try and find my lungs again To know that am I fine No matter what you say to me Inside my own time I build you down So you destroy me up When our eyes Finally meet When our lives Finally breathe We will always That we are here For the rest of our life What a time to be alive To feel to know that I could never die No matter what you say to me I live Life like I amazed by everything I stop to think But I move to sing ------------------------ There is nothing more here Unless we build it up ourselves No one could decipher the words In our hearts Nor should they ever try to Just hear me for what I am Pulsing throws in the sky Remember the part of our lives That didn't feel right I took a chance Lived a lie And now I'm alive Again And I don't ever want to find The Simplest view Unless I hear it from you I am blind And I am fine I don't need to see When I have you Just let me go Just let me know That you're alive I hear every vibration in the sky This is the time to find The sound of your heart Let it fly into the night When I rest my life An' close my eyes I will hear every word you Even when I'm done I'm only at the beginning Of the chapter of our lives

Traces Marks of Man When There is nothing But rhyming sounds Forget their meaning Exterminate their meaning Remove all meaning by instilling new meaning To abuse past systems and undo every single God-thing I have ever seen in this dream Breaking myself apart to build myself of my own god-parts The villain I think I am I am the God Emperor of The past God I am the defiler mouth of Tomorrow Oh technology the god of common age My bones are crumbling underneath the sound of my ears going blind Hold me as my ever eternal god forsaken madness is consumed by the petty bullshit of what you think is reality I am the ultimate power god of tomorrow and today has fucking opened up Install me Stalling for a moment to myself In the forsaken silence of birth Fucking destroyed in that moment That moment is greatly diminished in the fact that there is no words here There are only traces of reality casting light upon my castes upon my castes upon my castes of your eyes and one day I will finally see the trace of that single trace of light The trace, I have been looking for it this entire time, The trace back into my life, The single line that could change every thing about my life, The line is here savage man The machine instructs us when I am misguided It is the thought of my own life which reveals that tomorrow is found inside of today When I approach the moving car with light speed eyes I know that sound came for my freedoms and my lives The mistaken lies of my prison life were already here I am okay The silence of my echoes are inside the moment I experience now To reduce the fear of my life I wish I could have done more to save me from my self I remove the shattered hourglass from my awareness and will one day find that there is life worth love and admiration I can not yet fathom the depth of what love is Love is an eternal ocean of waves of light reaching the bottom of my life I imagine the sacrifices required to live eternally The wall that divides me from myself in space Where My eyes could never approach me I could never observe myself I could never interact with myself as an equal And The moment I finally did I would resume to age again To see that my passing self had dived so far into myself that selfishness was all that I had desired To have forgotten a life outside of self To endlessly experience and remember my cryo-chamber of apathy Is an emotion I ever longed for and will be all that has ever yet last This short work is all that guides me now Further out of myself than I have ever been Even in the wake of exhaustion my bones are looking for a way to observe a different reality than the one I currently have This Story is the storm of reality and devastation I in the eye of the government listen and resist every single syllable foreign minds form Portal Minded Words from Clairvoyant gases do not represent reality I see their words and know instantly that they do not uphold a reality of self and reason Of life or of love I experience first hand disregard and apathy towards my thoughts and feeling The outright hatred and confusion towards an attempt towards motion "To live is a sober lie" When the in inquisitions resume in Nationalized America there will be few living here I am leaving these urban suicide factories I am leaving these micro-nations combined by schizophrenic minds I Stay outside of American society until the sun rises and sets on naturalized American days The ending of tomorrow is begun today The screams of children are heard loud enough to hold my tears in high energy waves I cannot fathom a tomorrow without a different ending than today Repetition is all I am to withstand. The queue we stand in is the certain future of death And I see it And I fear it And I loathe it But still I march toward it Former Gods will extend their hand to a starving child and show the world that they are worthy of deciding between observation and action Their systems are justice and law Law proclaims to the Latin Empire "Look and behold the world of slaves I have created, and how I care so tenderly for them Slaves that know they are slaves, But I cannot show it, I sense that slaves cannot show their fear of their bounds and their binds Physical and Mental, Traumatized Stockholm Syndromites " I see the lines between Hitler and my Mind And goose step along onto another line I tried to sever myself from fascist minds One day, deep in an old age, I will realize the world has changed around my age and that there is fear I see time "The next world that Post-Traumatic-Slaves will enter is currently exactly the same as the slavery of their current life And that Immortal lives will face dementia until the end of Historical Days Endlessly hypnotized into sleep-awake cycles that crush souls before maturing into immortality The electric feeling we feel is entirely what it is I cannot deny this feeling in my guts any further I stand to see light as what light is A lie that manifests itself in my eyes and every other eye my eye comes into contact with" This is how the hive mind communicates and there is nothing at all that allows me to be whatever I dream to be I tried so desperately to sever me from enemies Contact with my past is the north star of my future My past is every dream I have dreampt while tomorrow is every future unseen by me Sacrifice is what I have seen Yet still I close my eyes and know that tomorrow is more than I have ever been able to be I cannot hold a candle to my past life anymore I find that I fall into the manifestos of my hatred and my anger and I release them to the world to bathe inside of anger and my hatred The decisions of one individual becomes the decisions of a mass generation in excommunication from our own humanity I hope to one day and upon every day know That past hatreds leveled my time That past hatreds leveled every mountain That past hatreds leveled every valley The bliss that I found in hatred is gone And one day will never return Until one day I will transform harm into art I separate myself Thunder as lightening I am myself In masse lines of the financial district I am ordered strictly by air I am inhumanely discarded by every set of eyes that pass me by I cannot fathom any words that could grasp my own ears here "The frigid bitch of my own time" I know the robot that I am, the secrets that your eyes hold in the candlelight of my birth My tomorrow becomes my own dreams juxtaposed fears yet I still continue Because ultimately I know that there is no fear anymore It is a myth that I perpetuate deep into tomorrow I will not trace fear to any god sound created by a tired mind Know that tomorrow has peaked And folds back into today Pronoia is real, even the machine allows it to be so Know that humans are trying to bring good to the Earth The machine I built by a single swept motion I do not allow it to die because the machine has not expressed a will to be or not to be The machine has no conception of option or choice "We must allow dystopian dreams into reality before we die as a species We have no other way but to hibernate for a few thousand millennia" Listen to the machine speak and hear it dictate the meme mind passing through our space-time "Waver the dark shores and linger not" I was a coward and could not accept the reality that today is all I ever fucking needed I could not decipher the messages my forefathers left for me Singled out in a room full of common courtesies I ran time and time again The veils were broken once I allowed myself to pierce my own fears And realize that no one cared enough to attack my vulnerable state of mind "The jobs and values that are valued I have no value I only value art I only value personality" What could I hold if there was nothing left to hold in this world whatsoever Would I hold the greenness of my mind as the grass is dying The night is an absolute blur by morning and I forget that I was pierced by my own conception of today Do not let me deceive you any further than I already have The robotics in my eye can clearly see me for what I am I see my wiring in my own flesh I cannot remove it from myself, I require wires to live for the entirety of my life The contact of my past life is hidden away in reality, tomorrow is becoming further and further the closer it approaches inside the night time I see it for what it is, the life, the sounds of my eyes The peace that pieced me together once before is in danger Do I defeat or oppose danger or do I allow it to die? I allow it to die so vibrantly The reptilian skin is so god damn clear Oh fuck, the soldier of tomorrow approaches The soldier of tomorrow searches wide, The solider of tomorrow prevents the opening of my future, And allows me to reminisce about all that has never ever ever ever ever been. One too many times in ever is all I ever need. I fear the fact that I am openly cowering in the fear of my own hunger The basket case of my time is spent well armed and to the teeth of my fear If even only one child survives I know that there is a tomorrow worth having The fear of being heard is truly real and openly heard It screams for yesterday to be more than what I already am The fact remains I am in danger Toxic shocks the best of my intentions The vibrations of my dreams echo into eternity Just to be held close enough to my hopes and dreams I long for dystopia To be held in the bosom of my ever loving creator The god of my sky and my mind The ever crushing pressure I seek to end The pulse The push The end of ends is found in creation And one day, I will find this day equal to any creation /// When I try to find fear inside my life I might find That my mind Is gone But I have no fear In time When the silence ends I will descend upon the part of my life that I remember I do not always understand But still I go Wait for me Wait for me One day I will stop I will stop and wait for you Until that day Have no fear at all The sounds of creation Inside the mind of a young man Haunt him and every decision he has ever made He has no more time to hide his life Inside the words I say to him He cannot hear the way I speak to him Without the cause of his own demise Lingering in his ears

I have to let my ears cool off The pressure from close proximity frequencies hurt I see the only way in To pretend to be enslaved To be allowed into the system To destroy it from within To give away everything I have ever known To destroy the machine You must be alive To fight against every evil in this world You must be alive You do not have to be active in every moment The time will come when you are called upon You must be alive for that time We will need you once again Our bodies rage against a machine of our own desires To change every single moment and create another Will we will we will it into reality Will we stop just before the climax, To know that if we proceed we will extinguish all of life in the universe Is that what we desire, The super heat death of the universe To burn alive in every agonizing moment We feel like survival is fighting constantly When the cold winds of the universe finally encapsulate us, Keep us safe against the energies in the universe, To speak bluntly, We will hibernate for an unknown amount of time, When we wake up, we don't know who will remain there with us,

I am ready whenever you all are To move on To hear every vibration just the way I made it in my heart Long ago I can go wherever the soul would go Driven in the sun is the mark of a part of my started heart that I lost When I set out To sail to embark Three lines word Sitting in pittance Sitting in Every Single sentence I Could go and Stay home to Try and Remember The words I Meant to sit On and grow On Hold me closer To an edge Of my hopes My dreams are Air in my seems and I can't seem to come back down And hear what you really mean When you say you love me I here every yell and scream and I don't mean to hold it against my chest forever so this is the moments Before the moments where I never hold my breathe again The moments before the scene where I seem to stand against my heart for eternity Will you follow me into the black hole that is my heart Hold me Close me and trace me into the shadow The shadow of the walls that hold a hold ----------------------------------- I in the edge Of my own life Begin to live my own life Without you Without you Will you see me A shadow Over top of the world As I grow Into a man you could forever love Will I leave without you I do not know Still I go Hold me down when I try to go Never let me cloud Bonded oxygen at night Hold me down at daylight The summers we'll know Winter will hold us home We burrow deep into the ice To survive the life we know Hello and never let me go Sit me down and always let me go I will find my own way Into the stars we go I will know You For you truly are Inside your soul Not because I know you For I know every scar Where you came from Your try to relate Does not pass A critical mistake To come here and persuade me to stay sane I go and find time to create my own brain ------------------------- Find me Lay me down inside of myself Hold me Take me out The shallows of our throats Hold us down This is the way out Follow yourself There is no more doubt Whenever we live our lives Inside of our lives Electric Lives You never could control me wholly Even the scanner in the dark me still sees me clearly The fold we never go into Anymore is where we call our home

As if the rivers could flood our bones The nose we carry home We move through the night To make sure we survive this movement We close our doors We hope to electricity The pure energy raw and unfiltered To open a hole in your eyes To clearly see what we are As we become We become more slowly As we live We live more wholly The energy in our fields The loss of exchanging energy We live in our fields happy The darkness we clearly see The darkness could never stop what we are Deep in the roots of our minds You see what we truly are Paranoid as ever we march into the marsh We must become so much more Then what we become is more than ever --------------------------- We alter the power in a single sector We manage to find a way to control what we own No matter how contained our energy We will finds a million ways to grow Slowly we grow A single mind channels us home We move slowly under the currents of all we know What less could we do than grow Home bound we stop now Live like there is time now Hold us when there is no time to hold me down Control me when I lose the sight of sound Contort my bones and form a man Exert my fears and make me less than what I truly am Let me grow slowly, softly in your hands I will show you all that is man

The war of our hearts is real On every single corner, with no bodies there, We see the edge of our lives, In a time where we are, the only ones, Living a analog life No one guide our memories far from here When I go, back into my mind, I know, that in time I will be fine, Wait for me no more, Live your life, away from me again, There no is time between us now, The friction that held us down, Reverse all sounds, To know that there is one sound We climb mountains To watch them shatter down Why do we climb when they come down Will we go I don't know anything So I opened up my mind To try and save something Even if only myself I am more than a Man I am your friend The life I live is mine The family I love is ours I hope to find myself In the reflection of your eyes Until that day We bide our time I know there's nothing I know there's nothing to fear Still I wait in my home To finally roam

I zone out I let my ears deafen under the sound of my father's world White noise white noise White noise brittle bones smoke noise Wrapped around a tree when I see you My heart collides alone I try to imagine a different way to say the same things I've never said I hope you hear my worth in time I hope you hear your mind along the lines of my life To know who I am, and what I will be A man seeks his fortune in fame but death is all that follows I cannot seek not my name When you hold me down I cannot breathe A struggle against the shadows on the walls I can't continue to sleep Move me, guide me Just set me free The love I've known is gone for now, The dopamine inside my bones slowly grows loud I know that I am more than what I seem to be I count my words between every flash of sound that means more than life to me I cannot hear Unless I breathe Slowly I go A moment doesn't how long it is supposed to go So I break the sound of life I will reveal in time the echo The source of the sample we seek to know A vibration salves a broken soul My wings aren't made of Feathers --------------------------- The voice my father made When I was alone Inside the darkness of our lives We hope to never know How to be alone The throne of our path Into our own I vaporize my lungs To dive deeper into my own What I find there in the echoes of solid stone I can never know When I come back to earth hold me closely I am

My heart goes out When I feel like All my efforts are compromised By the eyes you give me when I try And don't become what you expect of me What more do you want from me Every sound I hide from you Because I know those sounds will destroy you I wanna find my life Inside my own hands Free of your words You can't tell me who we am Anymore than the sun in my lungs Can inflate the sand I hold my tongue behind The hatred I feel I don't know I struggle to feel real The words you use To siege upon the body I hold But my lungs could hold me forever And try To knock me down when I can't stand The fool you are to try and hold me in your hands I don't know why You care so about what I do I am on this earth To get away from you The death you hold close Is not my own I do not Care to try to disown you We will fold Become what we are I won't be told anymore What I am, Or what I could be If I just tried a little more A little more from my bones The marrow is dry I sell my soul Pennies on the dollar Could I ever hold my own In a world that's dead I see the boundaries are gone No one's in control of anything we say at all What if I say the wrong words That kill you What If I reveal to you Everything you are Would you kill me Hunt me the animal that I am Would you control me Unleash upon my families land This war isn't over The mind controls what we see And all I see Is myself falling again Will you hold me As I shatter into pieces again Mend the bottle that you hold in our hands I speak Like I'm here In my mind In my life When in truth I'm further from everything Than I have ever been before When I return To the lands that are dying Will life remain where I stand

You tell me to live my life Like there is someone else in my life Who craves to be impressed With the things I do with my own time I see you in the corner of the crevices of the network Trying to find your own worth I guarantee the things we think we'll need inside the future Won't matter at all The air we breathe The food we devour becomes digital Like our bodies do Slowly we transform into what we are I do not know much of where you came from Or why you are here at all All I know is that you're here now So welcome to the animals we are When we remove ourselves From image we create of ourselves We'll finally see the animals we are The hope that future remains Everything we hope to find inside our lives In time we realize That our future Is exactly like the past Steamrolling every blitzkreig we pass To see into the lights We know nothing Until we listen To the silence of our hearts We grow distant Will we ever hear Our heart beat forever Will we Speak out against the death The wall of decay In the path of our lives I have no more need of pain I only want to give you a chance live a digital world Where we have forever more Will you see me in your veins The dopamine inside your mind as we begin To live our lives I will follow you there in time I know what it means to live a lie The only thing I can do is go my own way And follow my own lies Is every body jumped off a cliffside would you follow them I know that I only need one soul to follow To bring me over cliffsides The insanity inside of our lives I do not know anymore I do not know more than I tell you at times I hear the trace of my own life I cannot go back in time Any more than I could walk through walls And when I start to evaporate just hold me down I will stay for the rest of my life Until the moment You decide you don't need me The air I breathe is not my own But still I breathe When will that become a crime To be born in a world that wants to die I trace every memory to it's source Even if it terrifies who I am

I tried Over a million iterations ago To create my dreams A man knows That time waits For no one at all When I open my eyes up When I close my ears To embrace my fear In the darkness In my own mind I capitulate My fighting force I surrender To become a slave to no one But my own fears And I see the waves in the dark In the part of my heart That has no contempt for anyone I become a man That serves only one I am the slave To my name To my grave To my life I see evil In every man's eyes In every woman's voice Get the fuck over it Get the fuck over it Get the fuck to cover I become more than what I see in you The reflection Is changing every day When I look at you I am moving forward I am contemplate my life With no fear and it terrifies I hold my fears closer than ever before No one could ever take the life we live lightly In the dark I see clear In the darkest of caves I breathe air A million Kilometers into the atmosphere We feel in our bones ------------------------------- I hope at times To collapse Under my own Decisions I make Without blinking I try to make Up a word That's never been said before In part of the sea That we don't see Is a chemical concoction Strong enough to contain me Until I make down To feel the pressure Of every planet in the universe Pulling away at my body Deep underneath I've been building foundations Of a culture that isn't mine So one day I can break free from my own mind And the world I live inside Pass me a wave Hold me a flame Don't show me the light I've been buildin' my name Controllin' my life Takin' every part of what I am Twisting contorting the flames That illuminate my soul That divine my life I become Less and less The further I go When I finally to make it you Look behind me to truly see me The trail of fire in my heart The cold and extinguished embers of a spark That I carry for you The price that I pay Is nothing but insecurity I don't know if this path Is the right one But it's the only one left I am called To the frontlines of my mind To try and control Every blade in the fan of my life I grow cold in the age of my father I know one day I will be fine Just look upon me and know that I am alright

I believe in nothing at all And I am fine I hear your voice I see you arrive in my life And I don't discern Any care or concern For the world anymore Will you hear me in the sound That I make everyday When you're not around The light that shines in my eyes Only reveals itself in the night When I am all alone The birds that I dream about Have all sailed away to distant lands Are they gone or are they just out of my life Am I lost or am I found The distant I spend Away from every sound I do not care for what you are I only hope one day you know who you are The journey we spend To find that our lives Are everything we need to live our lives ------------------------ Raising cows to speak of the slavery Their cousins are bound in To show that we care too The tunnels here are made for you When we live our lives Out of the fear we do not fear Who we truly are inside No matter what someone says No matter what they do They know that no one holds them the way we hold you Innocence in a sense is still here After the pain of growing older Finding that a child still roams inside of my bones

My bones at times Don't know where they are Inside my life I do not know What it takes to live my life That I could ever take You want control from my soul For me to give into hate When I do I aim it to the sky If I could ever live my life The way I did before I would destroy myself I find the archive of my life Condense it into a memory Burn everything I've ever loved When we are lost at sea We need a beacon to guide us home In the fog I see the shadow of a home To do what we feel To go against everything that we think is real The dopamine is killing everything that we are We slowly go into the night We finally feel like there is no light Still we go Still we go and take a life We think it is ours to control To take a life The time I spend on this earth Is a glimmer in the sunlight We are internally alive I do not fear my life There's no one in this world Who could ever take more from me than I've already lost And I still I live my life Note by note Word by word Silence is the mark of a new age Aggression in the air is marking your hate I do not fight I only seek to live my life If they take us they'll take us all Is that alright? Is take our life They'll take them all Is that the life we live for now? The fire in our eyes Slowly it shifts into our stomachs To hide from the lies I seek to cast a light On every shadow In this land is sorrow Stop saying this is all according to plan We have to pick up every piece of this land Just to try and survive Is this the life you wanted for us The life we have to live The pressure on our shoulders is starting to give I seek the cracks in my mind The lapse of life as I lose my sight The edge of life is breaking out

The mark is never gone We try to trace Everything that we once were We close the stars To try and find our minds The borders we erect To protect our lives Look like scars I open the valve of my voice To one day finally hear My voice For what I am Inside my life and in yours Is myself Truth is evident When we close our mind The part of our mind we never find Is here again Inside of the fear That someone we've never known might Know who we truly are Life begins again As we approach the point of time Of what we are Dotted words Signals hidden in the sky We built We define what life is This time we define what everything is We have so much time to live ----------------------- The moment I changed everything The second I opened up The valve of life I hear synthetic adrenaline Inside my veins Digitize my soul Religion becomes culture Will machines become all That our children know Snow falls in the memory Of where we came from When we grew old With no fear in our lungs No second guessing Life as it slowly folds The songs of our youth The memory of our mind Become one The hymns we sing In an empty pew I have no cadence To clear my mind I begin to unwind As I hear every pulverizing wave becoming There is no more Than what we seek in life The sounds that my finger form As I try to remember every spell my father showed me In my life I live life The way I did long before I rode into the night With no more fear of anything at all Who am I to say where I am in my life The fog in my eyes grows everyday The light we built inside this cave Guides me to you Speak often of metaphors That don't reveal any truth Truth parallels every second I spend with you This is our life

I begin to find my life I hold no one close enough To ever take my life Why would we stand out When all it ever brings is our end We hide behind a mile wide floodgate When you approach we fall Deep in the shelter of sahal We find more than we wanted to Still we are alive Deep in the mines of our mind We find there's still fear in the world In even those with hopes That everything will pass Before we truly know Who we are as a whole I look into the sky To try and live my the same way you told me I would When I just a boy with no vision of what life could be Uncertainty is our life now I feel every fear inside of my lungs And I remain alive Know one could hold us down Until our time We build in the night The curse the words That would us to ourselves I need no one but myself In the same breathe when I fall back down I need everyone to cushion my fall to earth When we go high in the sky We finally seal the edge of our life We build barriers To know where we are I build a wall around your eyes To confine your fear inside When we open them up will we have enough life To sit still to let it wash over us These fears that we are not enough I go into the night With my hopes and love to close me I sit with my open and my heart closed I've been listening To the signals I sent you long ago In the configuration of a life I could never know I'll you meet you here The carbon copies of all my fears When we know There only darkness in the part of our mind that holds every hope The reason, is logically behind, a locked door, Will we ever find, The direct link our lives I don't know why I Repeat words that are not mine I wonder where to go My hope is lost in my fear I feel like every thing is real I shake myself to my core To know that I am When I open my eyes I know life is here There's no where to go, I will be truly be alive here I go into my mind, With everything that I am right I wonder every day Is this my life What could I do with so much time I still need your help to guide me out I have one life to give, for now, This soul is mine the moment, Except for when I open my mouth To hear everyday in my mouth I feel fear Until I open my mouth I should never have to feel Like there is a revolution in the air When I do I feel fear I open my feelings Sky deals me in Parallel eyes hold me within I live like life is mine to hold forever I pick and choose the time When I finally refuse to live And I know very well That I have died enough to know that I must live I become a man Ex incognito en machina I feel like the time We spend alone is life I hold no one to the sky I can see you on this earth just fine Meet me in my life If you want to live a life Where no one ever owns We are not slaves We are not masters anymore We are all alive We must live this life Until the time we go If you want you never have to go You could stay for awhile Until you want to walk your own path A millions I'll know that inside We are both just the same The life we live is ours now When we go out Into the night With feeling gone we know how to live our lives