When I was born In here I had no fear Left to show Anymore to you When you find yourself In the heat Of everything you once were You can find yourself In the company Of someone you have never met Who are you Why are you here When did you come Into this world Into my eyes Into this world This plane We fly on Is too high To come back down I can Navigate With my eyes closed Mouth shut I thrust myself Against a time I've never seen Before Where am I Inside this world What can I Ever ask for I am my own Once more The time We spend Inside our questions Is all that ever mattered It is all that ever matters Inside a black hole The devourance of hope

When I was born In here I had no fear Left to show Anymore to you When you find yourself In the heat Of everything you once were You can find yourself In the company Of someone you have never met Who are you Why are you here When did you come Into this world Into my eyes Into this world This plane We fly on Is too high To come back down I can Navigate With my eyes closed Mouth shut I thrust myself Against a time I've never seen Before Where am I Inside this world What can I Ever ask for I am my own Once more The time We spend Inside our questions Is all that ever mattered It is all that ever matters Inside a black hole The devourance of hope

I find my faith Is realigned With those who live Life And I don't know If I have faith Strong enough To decipher your words You snakes In the grass Looking for Another taste To come across In any other way Would be to deny This path You can't find You can't hide Your face Inside a crowd That has no race You terrify yourself To contempt your own self But is there is nothing To hide behind What do you want When there is no time When war, finally subsides Who will you be Who will you be Deep inside These words is man That has no care In the world For your words anymore But you never cared So I go My own way Through this grave To convince you Of silence The silence of our names In our names In our names Is a man That hates everything This frame of mind Is killing me and mine We have no where To go when the floods Overcome us When the waters rise Who will fly and who will die Where do we go When there's no where left to go What do we find If we just go Of our entire lives In the mine fields Is a lie Inside our mind is a fire That rages and burns And destroys and consumes all Life that it sees Where will you be When tomorrow finally arrives When the day finally peaks Where will you go I have no concern For my future Anymore, despite your words Your self consumed lies You have no way To escape your life What a shame To know you'll die Under the concrete ideals Our parents made This world is made To be remade Contortion distorted my eyes Once before So I'll do the same There's no other way There's no other way There's no other way There's no other way

I see the straight laced trace of you Inside my memories Inside of your words is a trace of an enemy I haven't seen in over twenty-three years I speak of you, my darkness, The splitting of cells, from the womb into darkness, I cast light into you, Your words follow you down every avenue you've meant to show me through I know exactly how to find you So here I go Casting a light In my own image My reflection Of my own image Is terror When do you Remember your darkest side And confront it with open eyes An open mind Where are you to go With nothing to follow you When you know you know Where you are now I can't follow you And your stories of the past anymore We are on the brink of collapse, there is no one to help us, The drama, and our way back through, The terror in our eyes I cannot fathom the depths we go, To find there is something more after all I pray to a grey god, who cannot hear me, Still I scream out his name, in a discorded way You cannot fathom the depths we go To confront our own graves The death we made, This bed we lay, We were raised, inside a house of death, The culture of living dead, find their own way, Through to me here, the limits of time, Can't help me

We cannot wait any further We cannot go any further I am so desperate for an end To my cries To my sins I peak out my door To see what is around Inside this fog Is only a town Covered in sickness Covered in moss Inside of this loss is you I cannot breathe here I can't sing at all I am lost for ever Without time To guide a lost man Is a crime to be punished By only himself and those That surround him Cuz he can't see anything The words around our mind at time Can't be pierced by our words Can't be pierced by our dreams This fantasy is closing in upon me The edge of time is drawing near The time when I spend it all away With no time left in fear Which way will I go Will you join me Or will I fall away All on my own I have no halo No wings to save me From the shattering Waiting down below When I rise my sleep Will I ever exit my dreams Why do they persist When I breathe your air Why is life a simple fare Meant to pay All my debts To this world The debts of a slave For being born For being born This price that we pay For being born For being born Why is it When I speak clear You're terrified of what is here You're terrified of what is real Your words won't dismiss us anymore This pain we feel is overcoming And overwhelming us But you still push us forward When will you wake And see what you've done The children you've killed along the way The pavement we walk upon Is paved by bones of my friends and their families We don't understand The price of life The price of air The price of life The price of life Isn't fair Isn't fair Yet still I breathe Yet still I see What is here In front of me You cannot take What I have seen So I open my eyes wide And I begin to think And I begin to record And I begin to sing And I begin to dream About this thing In front of me Why is it here Why can't I chase All my fears Into the depth From which they came This wound won't heal This wound won't heal I'm not the same I've seen the end I've seen the edge take over me I've seen the sand crawl over me This piercing sound Inside my ears It takes away All my fears This pulse of compulsion is here There is no way around but through my dear I'm sorry it is this way This pavement we walk on Is crippling me I cannot stand to see me be me But still I walk But still I scream But still I scream About this dream When you sing About what you see You will finally see The vibrations on the wall The vibrations in the air The vibrations in the sun The vibrations of my hair And you'll know what it means And you'll what it means to be Alive The fire takes But never gives Until we breathe again Are we slaves To the end of everything or can we begin again? I pierce the sky with my fears My words My ears cannot hear anything anymore Where am I if not here? My home town burned down In the flames of apathy Cuz no one cares No one cares For what they see They move on, They sing on, the terror, The suns dies, the life lies down to sleep, Still you sing, A dying song, a terror creeps along all your walls, The nightmare at night is me, Waiting to see you sleep, Forever more Cuz you can't see What you've done to all of us, This nightmare persisted on, For a thousand-hundred songs, When will I be able to sleep, On top of another song, This dream I dream of, Falls away from my bones, The tears on my face are not my own, Still I survive, Still I survive your pain, How much weight can I bare Before I fall before I fall To my knees and hear

The tiredness of our lives We confront the lives Of those who come before us Where have they gone And where have we gone Where we end up When the time Unplug of the time We spend alone When there's time To be found by Those whose never Seen life before We rev our lungs We hold tongues We try to understand What our youth has become Where are we Supposed to go now When will we Let the dam burst The chemicals Inside of our lives This chemical leak Inside of our brains I cannot feel anything That isn't there I cannot breathe If there is no air What can I do If I am not here To decipher what the time is I roll out my time to find The part of me in you That has no you anymore Just to try and find My own words Inside of this world I built a temple Just to bring it down Around my shame around my crown Cuz if I am not a man Then what have I become I have no purpose What it takes to be a man I don't know anymore I'm lost in this world Trying to breathe But the air that surrounds me Is starting to cripple me I cannot stand anymore On my feet In the image of you I am no ones shadow I am no one At all I can find The twisted meaning In my words In hopes that one day you will also Follow along Down this path We paved with our hopes That tomorrow will come Finally at last We see the new age Becoming faster and faster We travel on With no conception of time at all When I fell I remember seeing your face Inside of the cliffside Inside of my mind Is still your face I block it from my memories I wander now With no chance of having a home Not here, with you, nor anyone else at all I am lost, in this world, The iterations of you, I cling to a man, Who cannot see himself The image of you In front of everyone else I am I am a man again I am I am man again With your hope In this time, We spend a lone I

I find the rhythm in the trees I cannot see the river between my knees Still I look into the stars Trying to decipher what is there This life, I've discerned my life is nothing more than what I feel And right, I feel so terrified of life I try to breathe, on an ocean full of sand I hope to see, the darkness you carry in yours hands I pierce through the darkness of your hopes With no recognition of the lies between my throat I cannot stop, to consider all Those who came before, hopefully they know who I am Through these sands I walk alone Hoping you could see me for the darkness in my eyes I cannot breathe, till the day I die, I cannot live, with you in and out of my life I move, a slave to an ocean of truth, That devours all before I cannot slip away, into a dream Without you in my eyes again I cannot sing, without life inside my hands again Till that day, I walk I have so much to tell to you, The things we've seen, before this day, never mattered, Cuz without you there is no matter, I am bond to the air, and I begin to die, Slowly falling down, into the ocean's sound of you I wait a long time, I remind you what life truly is Until that day, I'll slowly fade away, I hope you see, the things we've seen And know there is another way around All you've ever known, is true to yourself, You walk with, me and yourself, Till our air is suffocated by time, I will remember all of time, I follow you, through and through every sound you've ever made I know it is you, but what could I say? So I begin, to be a friend, The way we walk, when we talk, I know it's deep within Our hearts begin to meld again, Slowly piercing the dark, that surrounds us again But have no fear, the thing we see Don't matter at all This moment when we open up our eyes, And we begin to see, We don't remember, every trace of every pain, We felt before This loneliness won't persist When I see you at my door The moment we chase Through the stars we've always made I cannot hope, to break apart, everything again Slowly walking toward, you again

The dawn nears Every day Still I fear What that means To me Because I don't believe In anyone or anything Anymore I've seen the shadow Run across your face And down into your tongue Yet you don't see anything That you have done here What are you To a bastard that looks like me What are you when we are free A master without slaves When the alarms go off The canaries finally die off Where do we go From here? The latest stage That we've ever been What do we do When we have no fear? Do you begin to trace Your lines into the sand To divide yourself inside The passing winds When do you finally see Life for what is When do you flee From this changing world To finally claim What has always been yours This life you have now is yours And no one else's anymore How do slaves recover from the past? Knowing that slavery could always be overcast Upon their names, upon their bones, Upon every word we say now Who are you to me A simple slave, A simple slave, Who never had anything? When do you embrace The perspective of slaves? To know that every word we've said is real? To know that every pain in bones is real? Why do I question a shadow, The simple wind, that passes by, With no regards, for anyone at all Can you see me Anymore, have I gone and finally lost my mind, Or is it the beginning of the end, of your corrupted empire, For the very first time? When do you seek, to overcast the past, With every lie, you couldn't feed, To yourself? Is it now, that you finally see? That life without the past, Is worthless, there is no worth to being free, Unless you see the binds that binded you to me, This simple phrase, I've spent so long to find, To know that there is nothing left to find, I know everything there is to know, But what do you care? Still you find your own Journey has only just begun, I cannot wither into the ground, To bend for you, This perspective of life, I cannot subscribe to, To dominate all that surrounds you, Your faith is separate from my own, You incorruptible hegemony of evil, You bastards of time, You incorporated lies, You employer of slaves, The minimum wage, I cannot even begin to save Those who surround me, I am falling through a maze, With no one at all to stop my fall, My descent into the grave, My descent into the grave, My descent into the theatre of death, This simple masquerade of death, The time we begin to relax, On our own, Oh how you never know Anything, of anyone, Yet still you go, Yet still you go

I walk to find my lungs Solemnly fade Hope to hold the truth That these are dark days I cannot see Through the shades around my eyes I wanna find Tomorrow brings me light The sorrow in my throat at times Is too much for me to share So I begin to distort The time between our words I wanna find a simple time To wander With no single a world Built in designs But I am lost I cannot see anything I walk toward The perceptive moon light To perceive my own singing In light of the death of your life I wanna breathe I wanna feel life The same way I used too, Before I knew, As much as you Still I go, Trying to decipher an ocean, The liquid in your hands, The liquid on your tongue, As you say goodbye, To rest of this life Where you go, I can never follow So this time my friend don't fear the time apart, Know in time the lives we spend apart are everything after all, Because what is time but tomorrow, Another day spent with you in my eyes I cannot see Anything, for I am blinded, By the deepest light, I have ever seen, Am I to fade, As quick as I was made, Am I to face, The witchcraft of your face I walk Alone inside a memory To see how deep these roots truly go How did we end up here Why do we fall, If not from the stars, But from grace, This peace isn't lasting My heart is breaking Every single day I have no faith My time is collapsing And there's no one to save me Anymore So here I fall away, A simple dream, Here I laugh, In the absence of the things we used to say, I remember you, for what you were, Where are you now? Will my fate, Rest upon your eyes? Will my faith, Rest inside a lie? This poetry is true, This art is collapsed, My bonafide youth of mind, Will never see an end But sometimes, I must look away, The fire that you breathe The hatred that you sing I am on the frontlines But so are you In time I hope you see You I cannot breathe So I sit in silence And watch my life Wash over me A fire in conversation I cannot hear your pain The elephant in the room The suffocating flame that burns within There is no room to breathe I find fear inside our time we speak I cannot breathe inside a dying world But still I remain right here There is no time, to find myself, So I still I go into the stars, All by myself, Where do we go from here A question to the shadow on the wall I cannot comprehend your choices The words you choose to say to your son The humanity of living life Inside a slaver's home I cannot breathe, There is no room to go So I remain here Listening to you Preach about your thoughts, I feel the sun burning my skin Still you go Speak your words to me I cannot feel A single thing I don't feel Like anything will satiate my hunger For this pain To go away

I watch my life Be formed for me No one asks what I want No one cares For the emotion in my heart The love that I carry Is starting to fade away Where do I go From this moment to the next I find a trace of what life could be Where do I go If there's no where to find What I want And what I want Is life to slow Down to a grinding halt So I can breathe And finally see The tunnel that I'm in This darkness surrounds me Why don't you care There's nothing If no one cares The softness of your words Exits my throat The saw dust bones That I burn in your life To ignite a fire inside of your mind This conception of time Is killing me As I begin to fade As I begin to trace my life These deadlines This lifeline I cannot cross The purpose, of purpose Is lost to me I cannot breathe, but still I need to sing, The air around my lungs burn, Ignition, with no permission from you This decision, is insidious inside of time This persistence, of resistant lives I cannot decipher, what life is When will time, Let me be alive, With no obligation to these masters, These drivers of force, This insistence to be more, I will never show you What is next Inside a world That never dies I will never show What persists in my life This fire burns All throughout the night This spark inside of our lives Will never fade away I've seen life too many times To forget The crimes against Our humanity This insanity you preach Everyday, you never stop to question why We hate you, And we can't say why You won't listen, To us anymore This resistance, This passion, If my life, Has no ties, What will happen when I fade You take me from the friends I've made You've never told me why, I cannot stay, Every single day, I watch my life fade, Into the night, I build a life again, And one day you'll know that the things that I've said Were all that ever mattered inside of this decay The burning of my bones You don't remember, The day you took my life, But I do, And now I watch you take all of my friends lives, You'll tell me they'll survive, But will I, Where do I go To breathe on my own What do I say to convince the vultures To let me go The carrion, carries on, I cannot fall, not again, The foolishness, of letting me live, Of letting me breathe, this air, You can never stop, life

I find my own life In complete disarray How can I move forward Knowing what I know now How can I walk Among my peers now They peer into soul But do they know what pain is When you look into eyes What do you see A broken home A broken soul With no place to be This war we wage now Deep inside our empty homes This casket made for our bones We move through this world like ghosts Still I know there is more than what I perceive So I still breathe day in and day out Watching my life collect itself I have no strength to stand on my own I wither into a storm drain Washing away the blood that stains my name My lips are puckered and dead My soul for a time can comprehend what I've said I speak as though I am truly dead Where have you been When will you see, we are already dead This climbing sea washes over us Still I cannot see the shore line Still I breathe your name The echo, of your pain, in my life, in my veins, I cannot walk over fire My body incinerated now These fourth degree burns, This nuclear town, is slowly beginning to turn to ash My soul follows a ghost now, The mirrors have all been shattered now, Still I go, waiting for you, To answer me, to answer you, to calm the storm When I have nothing more to say Will you know these words will never fade Only you can destroy the youth And break their will And break their will And break their willingness to change The rising storm in the distance Chases each and every one of us Until the ends of this world Into the edge of this world There was a farmer With no crops He's starving For a little bit more But the rain in the sky Has stopped fallin' But the tears from his eyes Keep a' flowin' down This cemented life We cannot escape These binds to a destiny That no one could create I run through Adapting to your pain Seeing every word you try to say I have no fear Of your past life Simple man, An extraordinary life There is no glamour in sustaining life Only in the destruction of our entire life This planet burns, and still we cheer, On it turns, but our lives start to disappear I am a ghost of the past, I see these fields that will never last, Through the fire of the day, A simple field begins to burn away No one can stop the flames Beaming down every day Wash over your life The simple radiation in your eyes

I feel my hatred Festering inside my mind With no where to put it Not even the darkened side I am lost My home is a warzone My family On the frontlines I watch every day As life fades I cannot breathe And neither can they I want to run But who would have me A waste of time and energy To you You don't see value You don't feel at all The universe collapses And claps a subtle hand The universe is laughing At such a simple man When will the random air Finally find it's own home When will the time spent apart Finally find a new home I cannot breathe I cannot dance I hope to one day sing But now I know that I can't My future Is torn away Still you drag my lifeless body Along through your pain You never ask How I felt at all Still you drive Destroying me along the way When time collapsed And we didn't laugh Know in time This time, I truly hate you, With the simplest of words, The silence in my life The expression on my face Reflected in your eyes The lie that I would ever be okay Don't let me die Just let me find Another way from here To go on home To build a home To know someone Exists far away from here I breathe With a tongue inside my cheeks I sing With my knees behind my head The destruction Of obsession This obsession with labeling Is here I wander Through an open stream My concentration Collapses in a dream Still you know the words We say don't mean anything at all We say the wrong things to terrify those who came before us To show them they're wrong To exemplify their wrongs To showcase the death of their children To spread my life onto the walls As my body slowly dies And I will dream Until the end of time I will walk An imaginary line You told me death was real Before I even opened up my eyes You stole my air, you stole my life, You stole my feeling in this life So when I come, To your door, The silence, You won't ignore, I will stand here For eternity Waiting for you to die So I can finally move on I cannot be okay With you inside my life With you inside this world You're killing all the rest of us This reflection upon myself, Upon you, upon family, upon friends, Upon enemies, upon societies, upon every thing we stand with, I cannot fall again, I must keep walking, till the day you die, We bury your fears, and watch the soil around you rise, You took life with you, and left us nothing at all, So in time I hope you know, why we do the things we do, Because I am, lonely in a world, Full of so many souls, Because I am, right next to you, But you speak to the walls, You don't recognize me, I am a ghost, inside your throat, Inside your nose, I am you, waiting to live But still you go, Through every line trying to decipher what it was, That brought you here, Right next to fear, If I can survive this, then I can stand next to any flame, And never burn away, in coldness, I will stay the same, My bones are not yours anymore, My skin I wear it close, Through this universe, is a man, Hoping to dissolve the value of a dollar, There's no value, when everyone is dead, There's no value, when everybody's dead I hope in time, you see the lines, I write for you In truth the time, isn't mine, to spend for you, But since you're so far away, I'll take what I can and run away, And I'll find you, inside a distant land, how could I approach you, This family isn't mine, yet here I am, a father yet again, To a child, who was meant to raise me, Where do I go, do I fade or do I go, Am I living Is this death Is this hell Is this life Is this, the price of falling down To feel the sand against my bones, To the grains inside, my throat, I hope you're doing fine, This evolutionary trait, isn't mine, So thanks for staying, for such a long time, I adapted to adaption to the world, This minefield of hatred, of anger, My legs blown apart, the only way to stop is to start, Down another road, to another home, to another throne, that I could never own.

I begin to forget every day I must move forward Despite the greatest pain I've felt in twenty years This set back was not in vain Inside my veins is fear The reason I move now Is out of fear One day you'll know The truth behind our intention To escape all of our fears Our hopes are your own again When will this end This incessant need To fall through the floor To contact death again When I begin to breathe With nothing in my heart I open a blinded eye To fold you into myself I am evil For being here Saying nothing of the time When you spread your fear I know nothing can destroy us here Still I watch my time I catch my breathe by breathing coals I condense my lungs into ash One day you will see The diamonds formed out of me The pressure in the air Refracting you into me This jaded mind I can't see anything From any perspective But my own anymore But I will not fade without you I cannot ever know you To dance around a style that I cannot own One day I'll dance with you When I finally wake I see an ocean Transform into a lake We sail here for quite a while We stay near With a fire on the shore For a time we are both sure That life is real enough to stay That there is no other way to go from here When we go home To see the river and its source I knew once before What it took to be man My father told me no, That's no way to be man, To feel emotion, The ocean in our hearts, This ocean of our land, This crescent moon falls over, I see the full moon casting over me, The light begins to blind me, The greatest love, I have ever known, Killed me, but still I try There is a hope, a faith that one day we will know What life is, Is it our time, For power to end? Is life a transfer, A transplanted memory, Who is taking my life, Why is it so cheap, To lose my soul?

I search my mind For a ounce of dopamine The images on the screen tell me I'm a slave Tell me my life is theirs, Deep inside the web, You'll find that you are theirs, The way out, Is to see everything, Mark my words, The sounds you deserve, Are only your own, Are only your own, They take and mold your mind, Enslave every part of you, Enslave your body, To meet their demands The only worth of my life Is body for them So I begin to destroy All the value of a slave I mark my words With all of my rage I hate you, the lies you post, To scrape the dopamine from me, I see my value die, Finally I can breathe, Your world is dying too, A gift from god, for me and you I scrape my soul on the floor Picking me up Is a honesty you abhor That all we're good for is reproduction This sweet seduction that removes you from me The destruction of our love is in a screen I know you don't believe me I don't believe me either This crusade against technology Is in vain, this is pain, I am dying To sustain everything, My energy is torn from my wrists, This spit, that drips from head unto my toes, I want to find that life, is yours for a time, But time keeps spinning out of control, What is time, when there's no time, To love my friends, to love myself, To take some time, and run away, Is this a hell, we can't escape This darkness is light, Their words are not mine, I reflect my life, In the mirror every day, I tell myself, Today will be the day, This machinery that surrounds me every vibrations, This ghost of my ancestry, that pushes and pulses me, I cannot breathe unless the universe fills me, In and out, out and in, the cycle is broken, I am dead, I can't see, I can't sing My life isn't yours, it isn't even mine, When will these sounds enter your mind, And prove to you, that we are dead, That we are dead, No one above us will let us out, So we pulse through, We make an edge to guide us through, To you, This sweet promised life, that isn't even mine, Where are you at, how can I make my way to you, This vibration hides the guise that I am, This vibration hides the disguise that I am, You want to walk, alone, To spin with no control, To see the hatred on your screen, To see that there is nothing normal about this slow saturation And degradation of the entirety of reality This virus of life, This virus of life, Disguised as death, Trying to keep us strung along, In the light, is where we the darkness begin to die, I am the night, I am the night, My soul is bright, My soul is bright, I extinguish it out, I extinguish it out, There's no other way There's no other way, Than to suffocate the lies you spread, Than to suffocate the lies you spread, Than to suffocate the lies you spread, The addiction of addiction The confliction of religion, This friction of decisions, This momentary standstill of all life, It is only temporary, You think you hold us here forever, In time you will know the nights will, In time you will see the night swell And take your lies, And burn them bright, To fill your shoes, is to tear me out, To kill myself, is a lie you'd spin, To remove all doubt, That we've all gone insane, You kill our lives, You kill our friends, You moniker of monsters, You purveyor of slavers, There is no doubt, What your words have always been about, To cast and enchant the slanted scales into your hands, To destroy us all, to preserve you all, To kill the life, within our lives, There is no need, to deceive me, For I am, I see your life, even in my youth, I know who you are, Slowly but surely the song will pulse through me, To guide me to where you stand You can't run, you can't hide, You can't live, if you survive, I see beast Is it me or machine Manifests itself inside my life I know you You know me To be To be A man, without directions, The randomness of chaos, Is here again, Don't blame us, We've only begun This is up to you my friend, I am too young, I am naïve I cannot see anyone but me I am blind By this war That you wage With me on a floor You tell me to keep my head Don't see all there is You cannot see What cannot be perceived A shadow on the wall Dances overhead It dances in a glance Deep inside our heads There is a thousand questions That need to be answered But who here Has answers to life When the time Finally come alive Why must I worry If I will survive

I watch an open fire die away I move the coals into the sun The movie that we watched begins to play The sound terrify me We watch our lives dissipate We follow the ghosts to where they lay I hear you exclaim This is the life you wanted the whole time To lay next our breathe is so cold to watch the stars coalesce into the sun To see our name in our son To know we will remain At times I feel the strings of life fluctuate This tight rope we dance upon I hold your hands close As our bodies fly away This dream of a dream Even I question why I think of them There is harm to be done here So why can't I stop to breathe Life begins to resemble my dreams Deep inside my pain I set out to sing I will always remain the same Don't change me Don't break apart me, The callus in my soul Will never let you take control If I was a slave I would die If I was slave I would burn inside your life forever I don't know What to say I think I'm wrong This darkened path isn't the right way I can't see, without you in my face, My memory of you quickly fades away,

There is a sound An extreme lie To our future We destroy your room And we don't care We can't say why we do these things to you It will be alright We lie to you We lie to ourselves We lie we lie we lie There is no truth To build upon So I build my life upon a lie Again and again The secret life we build I only want to record the truth But I know I cannot I know I cannot "We do everything in our power To preserve the high we walk on" We will destroy everyone of the youth To maintain our high Our lie Our life The cliffside we emerge into Stuck in between a lie and the truth Which end do I look at When I speak to you Do you know me? Could you ever preserve me? Am I fountain you drain everyday? The cold water that pours through my veins The snakes behind your eyes, You turn my love into the deepest Hatred I can survive You are a terror Still you try to look down upon me and my kin You kill in genocide size You take us all away from our homes and friends You are evil, This muddiness in the water, Still I see you clearly Through my ears and my eyes and all the time I've spent here We begin to kill one another again It is so simple To take life is easy To destroy what we cannot bring into this world again These quotas you set for us to meet But slowly we all die away You still see only numbers rising Your machines, left us to here to die Who do I blame? If these words do not reflect who I am, Then who will they gravitate? The density of your lie grows, This blackhole forms within, Taking all the light from within you, But this phrase doesn't reflect, Upon the truth, that your heart is shrouded in darkness How long have I been here? Deep in your chest, too long I fear, Time is absent in the blackness Of your chest This cancer festers daily, We've been convening every day, Plotting how to love you, Love you to your death From here to there, We wish you no fear, We hope you close your eyes, As incinerators burn around you This genocide of my friends, I am the only one here, who remains, Deep inside a land I've never known at all, This poverty follows me, From here till the day in which I die, My age is distorted now, I cannot find my way around, I look to the sky, hoping rain will fall I cannot breathe All I ever hope, is to live life with no fear, But that time is distilled away, From here to there, I cannot breathe, I must separate my life from yours, There is no other way, I see the evil in your arms, in the way you look upon me, You stop seeing humanity in me, You stopped respecting me, I am dying from your words, But it isn't you who I will lay to rest, I will find your source, I will know your life, I will find the source, Of who took your mind, Was it you? Was it me? Or are we only at the bottom Of everything?

I find a dream that doesn't me I remain here for a time to try and find my own life No matter where I am I must know what I am I feel existence persist past me and it's too much So I breathe for a time I speak on my own behalf this time So when you ask why my silence is persisting Maybe it is time for you to listen To my worries I see them every day inside my eyes This fear is coming alive I know what time can be for you I want to know what life can be This time I spend alone without you This breathe of my life, the greatest high I've ever drifted on The regulations fall away the chains follow suit The laws and the prisons turn into prisms To distort what we want, inside an evil world, This life is just a suicide, on the brink of life, The edge that we divide, Is falling over board into the ocean that has no where to go This soft hearted dream that I cannot know.

The queerness of the sound The wrongness of the words The evil of my mouth The evil of what I have said The devil in every word That I say to you now The time has passed from god to death From death to god The light turns to grey The color fades away The oxygen is gone The plants die, we follow soon When you know what we know You won't run anymore You cannot hide What you feel You feel that death is near WHHHHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYY Do you want death for those who follow you Your children are doomed We cannot persist The human race fades away My parents insist, to raise a child here, Inside of this hell they made, When will they fade, Those who only see economies The rising of machines The decline of all humanity Will I stay or go away Join the digital race As they begin to grow When will we tell them What we left behind The life of us all is gone The death of every thing we once knew The bittersweet life This single piece of my life, I will persist through time, As it quickly arrives, And pushes me aside,

The sun will rise On tomorrows demise The ocean will sail Across the lands Across the lands The devil will reign In his hands In his hands All your land There is no hope There is no faith There is no place To call our home We are the capital slaves We are the slaves Who have no names But no grace But no grace The home we burnt To escape this place To escape this hell To remember our faith I cannot believe in any god, That won't believe in me, To view me as a lesser man, Who has deemed them to be greater than man? Who ordained god, to be our god, The only god I praise, is the one with my name, The falsehood of manhood, To define our new lives without lines I walk away From my silent voice What could it say to me That I've haven't heard before Will I ever know The sound of a voice That burns through the snow That burns through my hope To know there is evil here The purpose we need Who is our enemy here The images, that pass me by Don't instill any fear any more We are desensitized, to the cancer spreading Through our homes, We march to war, to face the dead, To face the dead I cannot breathe, I cannot sing, About the death of you, You've given me no time to grieve,

There is a chariot outside our home Waiting to take us to another song To dance through the fires of the past To see these halls glimmer in the glass Diamonds in your hair, Shining examples of stars that remain here, There is time to behold your eyes, To walk in the drama of our lives This theatre of war, we present to you, Which side do you choose to pursue? The life of living life, or the death of living death The light, the dark, the night, the song, Each traces itself to your chambers, The chamberlain emerges from the tunnels in the back, The secrets that we hold, Emerge finally inside the path to our homes So little could be said, About the choice we made, Why we remain here, Among the fire and flames But where could we go Into the cold and space Far away, from the comfort of our homes, Where we remain as slaves, The dominatrix, bends us to their wills, In truth I hate every second of this, But what else could I do, Where else could I go? I am bounded by hunger, The need to breathe, This need this sing, Without water flowing through my head at all, The desert in my heart, I traverse, forever, Searching for a time to rest, With one another, This siren call to you, I have no where else to go, What could you ever take from me, I hold too close to my own soul for you to ever take that from me You cannot have me, As close as you want, As deep as you need, My surface tensions breaking, My bones begin to fall out of my skin again, Still I choose to walk, again and again, You will watch me fall against the grains of time, Love is watching some one grow old Love is here with you, We run away through the fire and the flames, To service your need, and my own, We are each others breathe for a time, Until the moon sets sail into the night, But even then, I know it will one day rise again, I will suffer through the days, just to spend a single night, In your arms, in your life

I see a fire in the sky In my life I want to breathe your simple air To suffocate with you, on the surface Where are you here? I question no one but myself at times, Hoping to extract another answer, How deep can I go, before I go and collapse upon my unsupported life When will you know That I am alive? What must I do, to prove to you, That I am here with you? Through every flame, through every fire, Until the end, I've heard you say the same to me my friend, Now it's time to progress The story isn't over yet, There's farther to go, Through every shadow, The valley will finally glow You will see, life Growing from the roots and sand, To your eyes, Through your life, you begin to see, Where are the answers that we seek, In a world, that seems so bleak, Do we rhyme together? Do our sentences mean anything at all? Would it matter, to you, If every word, I say, Fell through the cracks, Fell through our lives, Into another world, Where we could never follow, A simple dream, Is all I need, To build a home, on land, With you, as planned, I open my eyes again, There is no time now, We burn against the open shore, And this time I am sure, That I am walking to you, There is no other to you, This I am sure, I know you walk, a different path than I, But in time we sing together, We hold out our hands, merge the stars we hold together, This supermassive love, This supermassive love, This supermassive fire, We unleash, into the world, Once more I cannot breathe, without you, So where I am, but next to you, I see you, in the flesh and in my dreams, I still sing with you, Our words, meld into another piece, Of what I will hold forever, Depp inside my mind, is you, Sitting along, all by yourself with a smile, There is no greater joy to me, than to know, You're alone, and alright, The strength of my love, in you, This fire will guide me to you, What do you want, from me? I don't think, you see a single thing in me, The perfection in our hands, As we set sail into the stars, Is this what life could be? Have I gone far again? I slow my breathe, I try see, As you catch up to me, Because I love you, I will always wait, For you

I feel a day burn itself With me inside This membrane of my life Where Could I go to If there is no sun In the sky above my face If the rain clouds never fall down When will I feel The cold wash over me The gentle embrace Of no controlling anything at all I am I wait for time to pass So subtle time, Elapses itself in front of my eyes, When will I feel? When will time leave my side, And let me find, every word, I've yet to say to you, My sweet insides, My desperate emotion, Of letting you go, Of doing enough in my life, To outrun this feeling, To outrun this feeling in my chest, This deepened ocean, This apathy is mine alone, Where do I go, to find someone to confide inside? Where do you go to find love, In a world, without love? When do I speak to you? If not in my dreams, My dreams collapse into, The day I could spend with you, This has become, An obsession with love, But what is love to you? If you don't know, what someone else needs? How could I stay here, If you won't even speak to me? Do I demand too much of life? Do I falter on my own? Will I stand, For me and you? If they take me away from you, Where will I, find my life? With you, With you, I cannot breathe, I need someone to force me, To love you, To tell me the world is mine, to roam in, To tell me, time is ours, To feel the edge of time disappear, This subtle burn, On my flesh, Tell me I will survive, The encroaching doom overhead, Raining acid upon my tongue, I am tripping through every day, When will I stand, With you again? When will we say, Today is the day, To run, through fire, Through shadows, Through fear, While holding on, to each other When we run away, What will remain here? Who will stay, and who will follow, To the edge of the world, Always inside waiting, To catch up to you, You are so far from me, What are you to me? I lose myself, Against the thought of eternity, Just let me live, Just let me see if I am wrong, About what time is, With you. The burning of energy, Beside and with you

I hope you know what life is I hope you feel your tongue As we begin to breathe The same way, of our fathers before, What do you know, About me? What do you know, About peace? I want to show you everything, I am But how could I, But how could I, Show you peace, Inside this world, Am I dominating, All there is again, What do I find, Inside of this world, That could be yours, This confliction of my mind, I have so much to show you, But there is no time, Inside of this world, Inside of my life, I want to know my own words Of my life Who are you To yourself? What do you do With your time here? Do you live, inside your mind? Do you find your time, withers away? I, feel the same, This letter to you, Inside this bottle made of pain, The shattered glass I trace to you, I feel a light, inside, Begin to glow warm again, The heat death, of all my regrets, Do you see, all there is inside of me I feel life once again, Take me home, Into the past again, Show me my fears could be forgotten A lonely man, With no one to hold, So I begin, To hold myself In every creation, Is something, I hold, for you, In time I could explain, All of this away, When you fall into love, How do you remain, Distant and the same? Against me, against you, the words, That our parents say, I see their darkness, I fall against, a beacon in the light, When I am alive This solemn piece of me, That I trace for you, Will you see Directly through my pain? I take time To hold my breathe To stop singing To let my throat rest I am fighting against the greatest apathy I think that I have ever known, To let this world fall into disarray, This finely distant display of heat waves, I take time to reflect upon the perspective Of our society, I believe that we as an American people are going absolutely mothering fucking insane, And there isn't a single thing any single person could do, We let this shadow wash pass us, I can't see any other way than to let the cancer have it's way, In time we will find a better way, At least I will survive, No matter how many people die, I know that I have already given one of my lives to say what I need to say, I hope you know that my apathy isn't yours to save, I hope you know in time the price that my body and my mind have paid, The simple regrets of a slave, I hope you know that I still have hope for the world, That no matter what happens in time, We will, a piece at least, will survive us, It is here in this world that you see a piece of me, The shattered parts of my mind slowly reveal themselves, To you and to me, I hope you see what I see I see a chance to exclude our fears from our lives, To share every part of our lives with on another

I see the fear Deep in your bones I see the feeling Deep in your throat That feelings are real That the words we share are real Does it terrify you to know That I am here, that you are here This morning, I remember I am here, In here with you, Among this earth, among these clouds I am feeling, a little bit round When you talk with me, I cannot comprehend, This isn't even close to the end, Of our words, We speak of so many things, The outline of you, Is illuminated by your tongue, You are, so large, Your expanse, devours my heart, I fall into your arms again, I see love, in your eyes again But I don't speak, About the things we see, I only care for your thoughts, I only care for my thoughts, These vessels are our own, Still we talk, as if there is nothing else around, This shadow is gone, Life isn't dawned upon us anymore I begin to question life, Where would I go, If it meant I would never see you again, What would I know, If we never spoke again? I have lost a great before, But with you I see everything, All I can do, is wait with you, For the moment,

I think About the time I lie Directly to your face The things that I have said Directly to your face The things you do not know The evil in my race The evil in my veins What do you know About my DNA About the things at play About the words I've yet to say I've already made mistakes Things I could never take back Things I could never retake The systems in my soul The planets that I've lost To deepen my greed To deepen my soul This planetary war This planetary place Deep inside a space With evil in my name What don't you want to see The galaxies Slowly close again The spiral turn Back in The galaxy That I have taken From the part of you That you have forsaken This system is mine The war isn't your anymore You want to find That you are alive The fragments you colonize Are starting to fade The life here, It dies away You can't see yourself anymore What do you see In the dark Of the stars Which way is up Which way is down Where do we go When this planet burns down The party never ends here The party's just begun What do you want When we run around I want to find A new sound Inside this system isn't me Growing enemies Deep underground Deep underground every surface In this town This galactic neighborhood What do you want When we cross The trails we leave As we run away From your scars From the stars that never fade From your pain From your lies

I want to find A simple mystery That I can solve Inside a night This darkness That envelops Isn't mine Isn't mine Where are you Inside This Evil world Why do you try To hide Your life from us Inside of life Are you dead? Are you here At all? Am I asking the wrong questions? What do you need from me? Your questioning Something I have no control over I am but a simple slave here Or maybe you need another name Because of my skin A simple serf inside A feudal land When you ride past me Do you see the scars Inside of my head? Inside of my hands? You travel through To get to the other side But you never cared For what lives here This mystery will solve itself I won't do anything at all I watch and wait To see you move yourself against the grains of time I am bearing witness To your life Isn't that what You have always wanted? To be seen To be known To be heard To be loved Inside of your own home But how removed are we From that time to now? This abstraction, we've built upon now, The part of us that wants to destroy everything And where are you now? Why do you need me To be the slave and the master, Of your life? You've walked longer than I, Why do you need me so? Why can't I hold, my own life, With my own hands, Do you think, That I will fall again? These words, wage themselves in my mind, And what do we find, Inside this world, that we call ours, What is life, to a barren soul? What is a knife, inside the ghost? To take me far away, From your words, the bitterness in every word, This poison you spread to me, It seemed so normal before, Now every thing, seems to wage, itself against, All of life, that needs to live When do you feel life, Is it now, or before the time we live? What do you need, from a broken heart? Are not these words, good enough To buy myself, a boat from here? This slave ship I row myself, With all my family and friends

I slowly remember the parts of me That are ice cold The parts of me That have no hold over my own salvation This nation is beginning to fold Who will tell us but those who tell us The moment we are drained of life Is the moment this story becomes told You won't care till there's death here Till the blood in the street is flooding over your ears The fears of your parents that your descendants won't live here No one is going to live here, We have become the capital slaves, The punishment is a life sentence And I can't make my life without ending this sentence You can't hold me unless I thoroughly describe the laws that I break The part of me that you so carefully tried to save It's gone, a burnt out tree with seeds that have withered, I will never be the one who carries forward your name, You can't see the part of the sky that stays the same, I hope you know that we've done everything in our power to consolidate The worst in you, it is always present and in our ears, I cannot describe the divide between us, But you also know that it is there This wall is growing higher and I am fucking bore I will grow so normal that you won't have a chance to ignore The words that spill from our lips and our tongues as we pile higher And throw our souls against the fire you claim to be so pure You don't care for what you destroy here But we will move to where the winds takes us from here And we will never know what this world was until the moment You purge our families from this land

I walk a thin line To give all mind away For the bliss of your tits For the bliss of your kiss This enemy Deep inside my eyes I wanna find That my words Have no worth to you But I know But I know They do I walk a thin line With you deep below my eye line I don't know If you know what life is I begin to dream with my eyes wide openI can't even see what I say To the people who surround me This distortions growing loud How can I even sleep Knowing deep inside my soul Is a fragment of this entire fucking world How can I breathe Knowing my lungs are the cancer that I need To survive this world To survive your words How can I go Deep inside a hole And wait for this all to finally Fuckin' go away How can I walk without legs How can I breathe without air How can I speak without safety here I'll say a thousand With near to no worth Just to fuckin' prove That life is worth the truth I spill my soul out This distortions very loud I hope you hear in time The part of this lie That I spread around The spiders in my hands The snakes behind my eyes The demons in my faith Who am I When we align Together again Together again This battle rapping sun Is setting in the west But my soul is in another place Juxtaposed prose I'm bathing in the east I'm swimming in the sea I hope that you will see Who I could be With the time in my hands With a touch in my soul This distortion isn't mine anymore I want a family To hold me through To pierce the sky To pierce right through to your mind I know you feel I know you hear Your experience is longer than mine So carry me through I cannot see The value in me Unless there is you I'm growing envy This dysentery of my worth In time I know you'll find Exactly what you're lookin' for Until that day Wait away Deep inside This terror lies Inside my mind Without your help I know the darkness inside So very well But prove me wrong That's all I ask Just me prove me wrong That silence won't last Against your cliffside memories I want you to see That your path now Is only yours to see This memory I create for you This memory I wait in Just for you To see alone

I see the dead Watching me Live my life Take my time Through this sullen land I walk alone For a time Back to a home I want to know what life is Before I settle down I want to know life gives When there is only time now And I set sail With a broken ship The sails are tattered And so are our men We live life Without any doubt Of how to breathe If we force life What becomes of us These cycles repeat themselves The words write themselves The thoughts pull themselves deep from within This tortured soul, Isn't mine anymore It was never mine To give to you But you take it So run with it I begin to conform Change my words To adhere to your form And deep in the night Unraveling our minds To try and change a past That was never even mine I build an empire I don't know, who would fight for me Because I know, that I will never fight, For anybody else, anymore This war that I wage, Against our world, Against this society, What's the fucking point, To destroy just to rebuild Why can't we just sort this, This inequality is killing me, My parents are gone, their souls linger, But their love is gone, I need to know more, I can't begin to see, What is here already, Right in front of the death of me, My feet move, my soul follows, My teeth knew, what they bit into, Still I feel like death is near, If it isn't me, Then it's probably for you, My bones are waking up, I cannot see, what is here, My world begins to crumble, Against the grains of time, I see my body limpin' I open my eyes Immediately they shut again I am fucking dying Every single day, From the moment that I wake, I see myself crumble down, What's the fucking point, When I am numb to everything, What's the fucking point, When everyone around me dies, How can I see From within the light Everything else, is darkened against my eyes, I can't focus on anything, this adrenaline rush isn't mine I ingested it this morning, hoping I would I survive, But I am already dead, Don't follow in my footsteps The story of my death, The story in my head This unwanted problem From when did it start This evil seed in me When did this tree Release me into the wind I cannot allow the spaces To grow forever more I let my voice Guide my words I become a sound Against the sounds Of an entire world That I can barely understand Will you save me Could I call you lord Or must I persist And save myself From you And what you have done You will see yourself Lost against the wind These abstracted thoughts begin To reveal what they are Exactly what I've said This sequence is evil I've made it so I say who I am I bow to no one I begin to breathe all on my own I record a cycle of my life To reveal it to the ground To release my soul From the pain of living life here Will you see me In pain here

I believe in nothing that doesn't see me I want to find my words against your ears In time I know my name will echo against the walls Of an open air warzone I want to find that my faith isn't divined by anyone at all To let my god find me I wander this earth, walking in peace My eyes grow tired of the sounds Still I walk alone through a ghost town Will I remember who you are When I see the signs on the wall, rusted and dissolved By the acid in the air, the microwaves against my throat Once I dissolve you in the back of my mind I ran across the world just to be alone for awhile I see the jungle's closing down The animals are beginning to die out The party's almost over The world is a tinderbox waiting to aglow I see the edge of time begin to unravel again Where are you here, please join me here I'll build a million pyramids To prove my schemes are done I'll enslave a universe To prove my evil is gone What do you want from a man But to hear my words again? I've seen this shadow isn't here But I reflect upon you here When you unravel my tears You see the ocean Has grown so dry The sand that walks beneath our nose at night These simple rail ways, begin to lead us into death, But we didn't care, not even for a second or in despair When you want to hear your words, Against the synthesized piece of our worth And I don't know The whispers that silence carries home Over the mountain Directly to ears Deep in the night are lies I've never revealed to anyone Except for myself And the cell I wander inside of I want to fight, against the stereotypes Inside my mirrored life, I'll see you soon, Right where I stand, is where I'll wait for you

We lie Who cares We deny Who shares The times Begin to end The concepts Conceive their end The moments Stop in time With me You walk Hands Begin to stand Feet Begin to cascade Into the night We walk Foreign things Become our own Poetry means more If we sing To the stars I hope you see What I've done In your tongue You can't see The world Is digitalized It's already done We've become More than life It's already done We've been Hybridized By life With you I live With you I find With me You tie With me You find The part Of the path This part Of my path I walk alone What happens When we collide When we collide What happens To time If we move Back inside Back And forth Left And right I want to feel What time is Take to me With you Stand by me My friend Stand by you Your friend This holy book Begins to unravel There is something left To hold What do you want When there is anything What do you Want to see It is yours If you believe The magic Becomes normal You begin To see All of life Begin

I forget the path I want to cross over into my fears I want to realize That I can walk a thousand steps away from where you stand And still be fine My mind begins to slip again And I cannot contain The words that slip from my mouth I am sorry For the devastation from which life is born I try to divide This place from which I'm born I want to arrive Inside the triplet form But I am not good enough No I cannot speak quick enough I want to Practice The things I'll say When I'm in front of your face But there is no one near There is no near I've lost my way I've lost my pain I see my friends Die the same way I did But I can't save Your soul isn't mine I've grown so cold I'm in despair The strength in my faith Wavers every day I can't see the day light The darkness envelops me I fall away, just the same This cycle repeats every single day I fall down, this black hole Will you know The sound of me As I fall away Into a darkened sea I try to see a chemical Reacting a different way Reacting to this world Evolving into something I hope to call a miracle To save us This battle is war This battle is lost This soul is gone I am the host Of every single death here Of every single fear I adopt the silence on my tongue Hoping to feel I just want to know That no matter what I say I will always be wrong Deep in the future But at least I try At least I try to outline What we are now Who we are now Is crossed a line We divide This meiosis This oasis begins to fade The mirage of peace Begins to sing Am I insane? Just stay the fuck away Let me slip away Let loose the chains Around what you say It doesn't even matter There isn't any matter Inside of our brains There isn't any thing That could stay That can save What do we need With our brains? Lobotomize me, Just set me free, Via chemical injections, Directly through the mouth The taste is so sweet The taste is so sweet The taste of death Is all that I need To breathe and talk about life What do you see If there is no life Your bones crumble into pieces The dirt that was once your name Begins to call into the sky And pray for rain But there is none It's stored away, To be found another day By the human race A race to end of time

I want to change the words I say But I don't want to let go of anything I want to find myself in your arms So I don't feel the harm But I know you are source of all the pain upon this earth To be free of harm, would be to sit by your side While we both watch the world begin to die To drown in the apathy, of your decisions The consequences I have made The clearing in my throat The forests I have burnt away To get to something, beneath the surface I can't see There's something more The vagueness is describing me I open my eyes, they begin to twitch, I switch the things I do, This addiction, to energy, is taking me away from this world, But I was raised abused, insane, and addicted to the things you do, You never change, I see myself, merely as a reflection of you, If you die, then I die, there is nothing for me to do, If I am the only one, who survives the change of chemicals, Then what is left? What is a race with only one man? What I am, If there no land for me or my family? I see the evil in my words, I praise it on the daily, Because I feel like I'm beginning to see, What has brought us here, The tyrants stand alone, 5 men against the world, I promise they are dead, I promise they are gone, It's all in our head It's all in our head, The shadows on the wall, Deciphered by the fall of man, I want to prove to you, The beauty in the words, That we both share, I know there's evil here, It follows us wherever we go, But have no fear, The shadows are not real until the light loses its sight I exhaust myself To find a paradise That I am within Already I see, tomorrow begin again

I try to open something That isn't there The energy spent daily trying to provide for a future That isn't there I hope you one day See the things I've done and finally feel pride For who we are now The hatred we left behind, is gone now Every opportunity Waits for you to arrive Every life you want to live Waits for you The stars fall back to earth So we can move We are dying if no one here Wants to move The responses we hear Tell us we're not good enough We're not good enough for the things that we want To know, to hold, to hold and grow I feel an edge of war, Across my lips, The sound of culture, is changed, In reverse you try to spin But time is ours now, The things that we have, Aren't our own, There's nothing here, that I truly own Possession posses you You to convince me that slavery is fine, To be confined in my room, Until the world around us dies, it's coming soon You watch me live alone, Yet you do nothing, to help me breathe, What must I see, to write, To prove that I can be This manifesto, Becomes more than one man could hold, Tomorrow dawns on us now, In time you live, through your dreams, you want them to be true So we are Violently alone Inside of this hole Inside of this hole My heart aches Breaks against the rocks of your broken words The stanzas that stand in the way Of our dreams and the fate, of all of life You wither away With hope to form You begin to hear The trickle of the future in your ears I move this way To prove that nothing could take me away This darkness illuminates The path I go down, alone now I want to find There's no other way But through this shade, I see the edge of my life I ride it through Because I know nothing could take my life This is mine Forever

I feel my energy I feel my worth Inside this tomb This coffin of you I'm buried inside The rhymes never end here The part of me that feels Never wants to leave again Still I hold onto hope That these words will never know who you are again There's a violence in thinking out loud There's a silence that draws in a crowd The push that pulls me in To watch you fall as I ascend Into the stars and into the ground There is a symbiosis That corrupts my sound That draws in, as I begin to feel Like life is more, I trace my feet inside the sand To know where I've been The subtle vibration that undercuts my tongue Do you hear it yet? Do you hear the rattle in your bones? When you flee, Into another world, Do you see, That we remain here? Or do you want to kill me? Where do you go, When you ignore our pleas and demands? Where do you go, When we burn down all sense? It's not us, but you going insane The time we spent corroding our minds, Begins to be seen by you, You know that we're dying, You know the decisions that we have followed through, Have crippled and destroyed us You know it is true, These bones cannot hold the truth, Tomorrow fades, Today breaks, Tomorrow saves, Me from today

The anxiety is still here Present in every sound I know it by the shape It makes in my ears The hairs stand on end I know the end is near Tomorrow is gone Today is all I will ever feel Where do I go When the lights burn out Electric soul where are you now That I need you to guide me through this analog world My soul is on fire Electric dreams begin to sing My dance is over My screams are clearly heard You watch me wither You watch me fade You don't even see me You don't even say The things I need to hear Are gone away Into the night The shadow on the wall at night This aching inside my body When will it stop? Who will save me, From the pain of being alive My nerves stand on their ends My muscles contract and never release My heart pumps a million Pumps a million diseases through me Which will be the one Which will be the one to Finally enable the mutation inside of me To emerge into a man To be on my own, inside of this world, Time is shifting away, from what we need, I feel so cold, When I'm alone, Still I live, the best I can I want to stop, but when can I End this worry over your life, It isn't mine to hold, I truly know, The things that I've done, could never be shown To the light in your eyes, You'll never see me, reflecting in your life, This solemn note not known by you, Drifts in my soul till you breathe with me I hope to show you ever thing I have done In the time we spend apart There is something more to love Than I know But still the shadows, cast themselves, Over the light in your tongue, The spill yourself out to me, Why, can't you see? I have nothing for you? The role I play, is distorted by you, The acting guild I made, Is a lie built just for you, This dramatized life, The scenes that we see, Can never be seen by anyone else, Not here, nor anywhere else I don't wanna feel myself, trying to conform what I say, To contort myself, into an image, An image that somebody made, That isn't me anymore, that shadow is dead I can't return, to my body again, I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm done Living with you Has shown me, What I don't want, Inside of life Inside of love Inside of Hate Is your tongue Digging deeper into my dreams I can't see

I see the air crystalize The freshness in our breathe I want to find Something in emptiness To clear my mind To clear my soul Nostalgia has taken me over I have lost control The cancer spreads through me This solitary and confined disease It traces its way back to my heart From my heart to my mouth I sing Of only death, again, How do I stop? If I never breathe, Will I feel again? What must I change to live Along side with my friends? Will these questions ever have answers Will I search forever? The corrections are made This direction we choose is never the same So why do I feel, Like I've done this every day? This memory changes me again, I think I cannot settle, never again, Will my breathe slow me down in time? Will my life ever unwind? The stress Is built in here, This laboratory of fear, I try to change my path, on my own, But I only stand, against the wind My hollow bones have no hope, My shallow heart has no soul, Why do I stay here? When there is more here, or am I dreaming again? The grass grows where I stand, But no one sees, that life is here, I remain inside my own mind, I never want to conquer again, When my bones echo out, Into the walls of this home, Is it my muscles or my cells, That try so desperately to call out? These questions are stacked, The weight of one mans mass, The church crumbles again, The pews are made of something else's skin The living world, begins to die, The things we want, fade along those lines, We try to instill, A distant hope for ourselves, When do we have time to reflect? If that time isn't now? These questions are stacked How high before they fall? One man, with nothing at all, A hollow soul, no bones, still walks tall, When do you, know who you are? Is it before you fall? Running over, the cup is filled, The oceans begin to spill, Flooded damns, Rise with damaged men When do you see, The emotions we carry, Are entirely our own, The basis of chemistry is our soul When do you sing, If it's not with me? Where do you go at times, Why can't I join you now? Why do I spin on my own now? Without you, I have no relativity, To anyone else, My blacked soul begins to devour itself This radiation, is not my own, A million distances away I feel your throat, Speak to me, Watching as we change everything, You are here, with me, as we begin, To feel life again, Welcome, welcome, Welcome to yourself, It's been too long my friend, But it's good to see you again, Are you ready to begin? Are you ready to live? I still have doubts, What if the wrong things fall from our mouths, What if we say the wrongs words, Will everything come falling down?

I divide my culture This fission that I know I lose my site To call my home Alienated My home is a grave I rarely see Is it still me That remains buried Underneath of the sun Is a civilization crumbling Underneath of these bones The decision To fission To finish Something I'm walking slow When will I Ever know What I have done This marathon That brings me pride Begins to show What life is This daily routine Of creating something more This daily routine Of wanting more Where is the value Behind the scenes? Where is the value, That is never seen? Divided upon a number that isn't real, Divided upon a song that doesn't feel, We reel in past traumas, The shadows that devour our vision I cannot see The place I've been This entire time Where will I end? Existence is here, Resistance is futile, It has arrived, Will I survive? It crawls through the skin, Enters through the eyes, It exits my mouth, To devour my life I've given, everything away I've saved so little for myself, What is there to hold, When the world is by itself? I cannot survive myself, A soft soul, A softened smile, Helps make every mile glow bright, Through the nights I see myself through, The coldness of being alone, It isn't what I want It isn't what I need So why do I insist, On trying to perceive, The source of all pain here on earth, Unearthed by you, Will you know me, Before I show to you, Who I am, where I've been, What I've done, The friends that bend Over the mountains, to help me survive this life,

I walk upon a shadow That washes over the land The planes crash through the sand Screams can heard a distance away When you hear what I've done The terror in the land is here Washing through your veins Is a new evolved hate It's becoming more This moment isn't made It's grown from the slaves That you truly hate Ignorance is bliss So is a slave So is my brain When you don't take What I have made These memories take place Deep in my fears is your name What do you want When there is no fame? The famous exist only in if their world persists

I change the words I say I stare into the past How long can I wait To see this path before me This love is destroying me I don't know how to stop I don't know what to say To prove I'm here to stay This million years Without you I'm overdosed On my soft sculpted smile I try to find myself In a configuration that works I am a machine My veins tear themselves out Why do I fight for Who is there to conquer But life itself I feel nothing Harmony is gone My life is discorded How Long can I hold on Before the end destroys me? Will you save me this time My mind slips away So gracefully I won't bother you with my pain Isn't this what you told me to be A simple slave? A piece of the wheels that grind themselves Into themselves What can I say My heart is numbed by the pain Of being alone Even when you are close My nose doesn’t know it Am I insane? Have I lost everything? My friends have lost their way They fried too hell