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Diving deeper,
Into this world,
The world of words,
The worth of words,
Never heard,
We listen, because we have ears,
We sing, because we hear,
We know that there's life,
Lost and lost and lost and lost here,
The slowed rhythm,
The pulse, of my veins
The rhythm,
Inside of my life,
The amendment of what I've amended,
I continue to change, and pull,
And pulse against, what I truly am now,
I am truly life now,
Living and aware,
Sitting as we hear,
The sounds of their eyes,
The vultures of their time,
We see the tides, that are pulled and are pulled,
That begin to change,
Back into what they were,
Back,
Into what we are,
The philosophy of man,
The idols that we made,
Inside of our eyes,
Inside of our times,
This golem we steer,
This golem they fear,
For we reflect the sounds in their chests,
We hear what we are,
We hear who you are,
We dance inside,
This temple of a god,
God,
What a name,
What a shame,
To know that you,
Watched me,
Fall through the fucking earth,
I watched my skull collide,
With the sands of this earth,
I begin,
To stand alone,
Inside of this home,
The words that I say,
As I remove myself from my home,
I wander through the oceans,
This current,
Currently inside me,
The depressure of being me,
At the bottom of this sea,
I swear you never see
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2. |
Day 212 (Relaxation)
00:37
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The semblance of our lives
Walking through the eyes of a star
That has never seen before
Walking to the edge of the lights
That we have never seen before
We begin to crawl
We start to run
To the doors
To the rooms
That we have yet to walk before
The animals we are
Start to run
Back in their place
We hide in the forests
To escape the human race
Towards the tunnels
We try to decipher
The perfect rhythm and pitches
To contend against the end with
We start to rhyme up lies
To sooth the ear
Meaning you weren't meant to hear
Is here
Waiting and changing
Ending and spinning
Sit between the cipher
I've yet to decipher
The cause and root of all my pain
I sit in veins
Pumped up and pumped out
I begin to trace the life I've yet to know now
I am a walking
Embodiment
Of the sediment
On the ocean floor
I breathe
A force a wind
You ignore
I move the currents
Through my veins
In vain
I sing
To the caverns in my heart
Because I know
What you know
The caverns in our hearts
Are barren and without blood
The taste of sand is within my lungs
I'm choking
On the dirt of this earth
I am walking to meet the ends
To see ends
The screaming inside of me
As I move again
I am shallow
The water that I breathe
Has swallowed me
How do I see
Inside of this shadow
Inside of me
What are the questions
Without answers
What is the end
Without life
What is this
Meant to represent
The loss of life
Demoralized
Demonized
And alone
Inside
The flames
The darkness
The pain
Has no name
I'm still uncertain
Of my life
The paths that I follow
Don't resemble life
I form a thought
And begin to turn it to concrete
Despite me
I'm holding on
I'm breaking off
All that you knew
I saw you there
Dead and alone
Your body
The spirit of all you know
Is somewhere in the sky
Is somewhere in my life
I feel you
Behind every single wave
I feel you break away
All that I hold
All that I know
What do you want from me
What can you take from me
My spirit and my hopes
Begin to grow
The currents within this current
Cannot be heard
Cannot be heard
I cannot be heard
God through my veins
And through my words
I'll find my worth
I'll find my name
I'll be your slave
Till the end of days
Till weeks begin
I will stay
And hold on
And brace for any thing that comes
That comes my way
I was shattered
Lost and alone on a beach front
My mind
My body
My soul
All broke away
Into space
I made it through
Rebuild me in you
I am afraid
To hold on
To keep this pain
To know my name
To know I'm alive
To know that I'll love
To know that I'll feel
The power of knowing someone else again
As I begin to live again
When will tomorrow finally break
And bring the waves into my life
I try to sing the praise of a god that doesn't see life
Because he can't
The soul isn't there inside the air
Of my bones
I try to summon the best of what I've known
Inside this world
The power of growing cold
The prowess of knowing that my soul is broken
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7. |
Day 214 (Projection)
00:44
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8. |
Day 215 (Ex Dias)
00:27
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I'm Lost in a trance
I'm Lost in a trance
I'm Lost in a trance
I'm on my face
I'm in my toes
I'm in a space
Pull aside
The memories deep inside
And try to find the mask you wear
Breathe into the caverns inside the mask
And know exactly where you are
Cuz we know
Life Is cold
And we want to live
Inside of no else's homes
We want to sing out
And ring out that we are alive
To show them the tides of winter
Slowly shift from shore to shore
And we know
What we are
Where we've gone inside of their home
And we want to die
The inverse of your life
We want the inverse of your lives
Cuz we are alive
Shift the pounding of the drums
Resemble, machines in the air
Show up, and see that we here,
Waiting, for you to hear
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I begin to write a thousand songs
On my journey to the green
The plants that I sing of
The value in the dollars
That you never see inside our homes
Know that we are valued
Lost inside of hope
The sprinter is desperate
For fresh he needs
He runs towards the desert
To escape this heat
This heat of being different
Of being on our knees
When we start to stand
Resistance stars to peak
"for you are dead,
You may never stand,
You are our slaves,
You live on our lands,
Death, will swallow you,
In time,
Pray on your knees,
That death will be kind"
I start to scream
Into the desperate air
I hope you can hear
The vibration in the air ways
As we clear out these tunnels
We start to rebuild this underground
We move through the north
To get to different sounds
The outskirts of authoritarianism
The outskirts of the laws
Demanding, upholding,
The fusion of church and state,
This theology we live in
Your god isn't mine
I'll burn your grave
And I'll show you my life
This hatred, is fueled by your lies
My throat is dead,
Dowsed in kerosene
Lips, never learn to silence,
Slaves, never learn to disagree,
We walk to the edge of life,
To slowly learn,
To disagree
WE FUCKING SAID NO
WE ARE DONE HERE
STOP RAPING OUR SOULSSTOP RAPING OUR SOULS
WE ARE DEAD
YOU HAVE CONTROL
STOP
STOP
This SOUL
Is yours
To control
In this world
Slow my rolling speed through this earth
I'm losing my edge of life,
Because I see death,
Every fucking day,
I see my memories,
Turning to trauma again,
Let me fucking heal,
Shut your fucking mouth,
Let me fucking live,
Let me fucking show you how,
To silence our fears
To repel those who sink in fear
I can only swim, when I can hear,
I can't bear, the death in your skin
I am alone
I learn to live
I start to care
I start to live
You'll never hold us back
We'll break every limb
We'll flood your dopamine
With cancer again
We will destroy everything
To prove that we live
We will jettison into the universe
To prove that we live
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This is not our right
This is not our right
We were given
An ultimatum
To live forever
We would give our sons
To the sun
To illuminate the death
We were meant to die
And live in the dark
But light persists
Through this dark
Let us live
In the peace of mind
That resists your lies
Know that I
Am alive
Aware
Of the words you choose to say
And I
Deny
The lives that you saved
You must start
From the beginning
Until the end of all your lies
Every day
Persists
Through
The nights
The day you claim
Is not your right
You must pay
With your life
Give us your soul
And walk away
With no remains
Inside your veins
You are dead
You are ours
You are own
We own you
The death that you exclaim
Is your right to claim
Is faded
Illuminated
With our lives
Stand
Without me
And breathe without air
Breathe without air
See where you stand
In the debris fields
Of the lives that you spent
Evaporate
Disintegrate
Change into air
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I try to refrain
From speaking your name
Inside this wave
Is an ocean
Of your debris
And though I am alive
My soul doesn't feel the same
And though I know how to breathe
My lungs know only pain
The vibrations here
Radiate through the air
The piercing air
Constant assault on my ears
Where am I, when I am here
I'm tired of hearing words
That try to define who I am
Cuz you don't know the chance we take now
Clinging on to nothing
As we begin to burn away
Know nothing new
About us
Know our words
Were never true
We lie in wait
Waiting to tell you
That you are alive
Alive and well
The psychosomatic of how you fell
Fall
Through this avalanche
And hear me call your name
Through the snow
Through the pain
Know there's something more
To the words you say now
You altered it all before
We sacrifice our lives
In vain
To your vanity
We stand still
And echo out
And echo out
Let us out
So we may begin
To try and see our lives again
We stand taller than before
Our breathes are stronger than before
We know the price
Of living life
And we will live
We will live
And though through the darkness
We are bound
We know sound
The soft and subtle
Vibration
Of someone else's air
Pull us out of death
Pull us from the depths
Show us
The reflection is real
Enable us
To feel
We are the soft and trodden hearts
The voices of those who don't know how to start
We weren't asked
To be here
We were forced
To be here
Let us go
Those the sounds terrify you
Know that they were inside you
Waiting to be heard
Singing from the herd
These soft and slow
Movements of debris
In your lungs
As we sing out
Into the night sky
And ignite our lives
We stand directly before you
Waiting to sing out
All your demands
The demands of your heart
As you begin to live
Cuz we are
Enormous
Captivated
The motions
You enable
This stable
On the rails we ride
We move oceans
To see where we are
To know what we are
The silence of machines
The silence of our fans
The silence of our micro-processing your demands
The lowest of the low
The foundations you walk upon
Are comprised of our bones
We are walking on our bones
We are recycled
And turned into homes
Breathe us in
The debris upon your walls
The toxins in the air
Are slowly moving through here
And picking us off one by one
The slow and steady pace
Of a generation full of genocide
They will never change
They will never live
Without a sacrifice
So we build an ocean
To sacrifice
Your air
We begin to breathe your air
To see your high
The perspective of your life
And what you are
We are only human
Looking to you
For examples
Of how to be alive
We created gods here
We worship idols
The gods on TV
The gods in our eyes
Constantly trying to seem
More like
They are human
Because they are human
Every single one us
Is a god
Is a human
The perspective we know
Is of our own
In every single eye
Is a different throne
Waging a war
We used to know
The depth of how far we could go
We lost the path
The directions are gone
This path we walk now
Is our own
We follow ourselves into the dark
We know who we are
We know who we are
And where we must go
To be alive
Forever more
Step through the veil
Step through the shadows
And bring the light
Prepared and not alone
Engulfed in pheromones
You are aware
You are a life
Waiting to find
What to do now
Now that you are truly free
To be alive
What could I say to you know
To prove you own a life
You are the slave
You are the master
You are between
Death and life
And so far it seems
No matter
Which direction
Your soul is pulling
There's always a way out
A sideline to live life
Slowly
And without doubt
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14. |
Day 219 (Osama)
00:34
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Run through the hills
Stand where you are
Mark out your enemies
And prove what you are
Within this jungle
Is a voice so powerful
Alone and terrified
Of the power they hold
Waiting to see
What we have said
How will we judge them in the end
Standing objectively
Is so difficult
If every word we say
Is emotional
And though we are alive
We remember the price of moments
The fear of being alive
I know the price
Of being here
I've run from the edge
My soul is dead and distant from here
I know the value of being alive
I run for my life
The wind carries me
I begin to fly
Through your world
Your world has torn me
From the sand
From within me
And I know
That I will know
All that you are
To someone like me
A distant chopped
Loop of a memory
Rephrased
Reborn
Distorted
Reassembled
Credence to machines
That follow us home
And show us
How to survive this world
For we are alive
We see the words that you share
With all the world
We know you're here
Lost and longing for
Someone else to be here
Among your arms
In the stone of your heart
And someone else's home
You hold me down
Know that the wind isn't here
Long enough to hold us
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15. |
Day 220 (Duress)
00:46
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The course we take
Is starting to expand
And take the fragments of this man
And spread them across the stars
And even when lost in the dark
The illuminated planets will show us where we are
Inside of the stars
Waiting and listening
Hearing the fabric of our time
Of our entire life
We expand and move forward
With life in the wind
As we begin to breathe again
The darkness is over
The illuminated lives
Begin to live again
Standing
On our hearts
We wait for you
To take your turn
Living
Your entire life
For the first time
In your entire life
Life
Isn't what it means
Nor the enemy
And nothing in between
Decipher our codes
Our message to the clouds
In your mind
The high
That elevates the ground
From where we are
Standing there
Inside of this cloud
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I stare at you
You stare at me
The air between us
Starts to move
Starts to bend
And move through
Our ends
Though paralyzed
You speak out
Lost in a fire
Zooming in and out
Lost in fire
I scream so loud
I yell for you
When I'm in hell
Wake me
Wake me up
From my slumber
The burning of the air
Is leaving cancer here
Burning away
What we are
Inside these scars
Is a burn waiting to be healed
I stand on end to end
To let you in
Through the mouth of feelings
Feeling
Like life is okay
I know you
Remember my name
Locked in to place
You are alive
Standing still
The mountain inside you
Is starting to condense in side of you
I wish you all the best
Inside this tunnel
Made of regrets
Find me on the other side
Of our fears
Of our lies
The darkness within
We stay here
To live another life
We are
We are alive
Day 221 That boy done love her
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Day 222 (Heavi)
00:38
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Though we have grown apart
I know there is someone left inside of you
You are gone
Only now
Mark your arms
With your names
We dived in
We drown
To get in
Sadly
We drift away
Through the undercurrent
Of your heart
We are filtered out
Sifted through
Left to dry
Meant to use
Inside the sun
The fire within him
Meant to guide
All that's within him
Left to rise
To lift the lights
Into the sky
And hold the sun
Right where it is
And let the earth
Burn
Begin to spin
From our homes
Into the sun
See the flames
Across the sun
Splashing against
The windows
The walls
That hold our homes
Against the storms
We are merciless
Moving in
And watching you live
As you slowly die
We begin to live our lives
The feeling of owning your own skin
I am indebt to no one
I am not a slave
I am no ones master
I am a man
Living my life
For the first time
Why would I aim to die?
Why would you aim to die?
Leaning
Against the frames
Of our lives
Built up
And terrorized
You crumble my hopes
And showed me
That every lie
Was a lie
Meant to find
What's inside
You lifted me
From the home
I was meant to know
You shattered my heart
You waged a war
Against my soul
Against my hopes
You watched me die
You left me to die
Inside this fucking sun
You burnt out my eyes
And took all that I want
And burnt it away
And left me to die
And writhe inside my pain
To wiggle through the dirt of your name
The struggle you catalyze
Your radical mind begins to die
You turn on a dime
You see the shadows
Against your skin
Against your bones
And every thing within
You try to reason
With the dead
Those who speak of death
Like it's all they know
It's all they know
Death is all you know
I'm trying to expand
The part of our minds
That wants to live
I’M TRYING TO FIND REASONS TO LIVE
Mark my name
As though I tried
As though I cared
I tried to carry this feeling
From father to son
I wanted to show myself
That I can be
What ever I want
If I just survive
The days which I live
The nights start to shift
And bring forth the light
And bring the stars into my life
I see you
Staring over me
Watching the sea within my chest
Begin to beat
And wane
With you in your seat
You are alive
Waiting to try
To dive in
And get out
Of your skin
The clay that we made
To keep us in
These bio mechanical machines of war
The vibration of depth you can't ignore
The depth is giving in
Phasing out
Every single thing within
The start of our tomorrow
Begins with the signal inside the sky
The raging fire inside my eyes
We start to see
The depth of life
Moving
Inside of our hearts
We collapse
The tunnels we made
Begin to sag
We try to maintain
This sense of machine
We try to grasp hold
Of all that we know
The knowledge
That was kept from me
That I will never grow cold
Try and find in me
The reflection of frozen lakes
The depth of water not meant to break
And stand there
Watch me
As I begin to dream
Stay here
I promise not to scream
And shatter
The frame
Around you
The life that you live
Within you
You are
So far and all alone
Cuz you are
So far and all alone
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Day 223b (Sunshina)
00:27
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19. |
Day 224 (Piano Support)
00:39
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I know what you are
Now that I am here
I'm starting to feel
As though I can hear
I slip away
Back into the darkness
The surface of our scars
Are deeper
I cannot comprehend yourself
You don't seem to be there
With anyone else
You are within you
A temple called life
This devotion to the nights
That I'll never spend with you
I'm dying, I'm slowing back down
And I'm gasping
And I'm hoping
That you will hold me down
And tell me it's fine
The ocean we swim in now
Is starting to dry
I try to prepare
For the end of this life
Lives are time spent alone
Inside of my head
Is an image
Of a throne
My body is barren
Taken from my burial grounds
The clay of my skin
Is starting to break back down
I try to caress all your fears
To tuck them in
To push them back
To swallow the darkness again
The depth
Of hatred flows
From my nose
From my soul, and into your homes
I know what I once was
The demise of myself
And every one
Who surrounded me
I was raised to die a lie
I was told to be a slave
For the rest of my life
I turnt against the tides
I know what I am to you
A man with no purpose
To give up, to give in
And let the darkness inside of everyone else win
This slow turning
Slow burning
Creation of our new lives
Of our old knives,
I start to bake
The breadth of my heart
And stow it away
Until someone wants to find
What's within the dark
What words did you know
Were there et all
Did you start to perceive yourself
I'm against the walls
Of this entire universe
Stranded
Disbanded and alone
I am stretched thin
But no one seems to care
I am diving deeper
Diving deeper into your hair
Trying to find what binds your soul to you
Is it your words that never seem to be true
Who are you trying to convince
Of what you have seen
What in this world is worth repeating?
We start to cry out in pain
The depressurized air
Starts to engulf us, inside of a flame
We weren't prepared to live,
So we started to die away slowly extincting everything
We were the source
We were the curse, this earth was meant to dispel
We are the flooding,
Of all of this world
When will you care to answer my prayers
That I cast into the waves, will you ride them out, for the rest of your days?
I am terrified of what it means
To be alive anymore
Because you don’t care
You can't, hear, the depth of my pain
I'm so far gone,
I'm so far out,
I've lost all hope,
I don't know if I will ever get back out
I'm trying to crawl
Against the walls you push me against
I'm trying to speak to the god within your ears but there is no answer
You are so gone from me, I swear you can not see
I swear that you can not perceive me
The way that I see you now
Maybe I'm so lost I'm inside of doubt
Maybe I'm wrong, but why would I spend so much time, trying to pull you out?
I know the depth of darkness,
Is starting to deepen everyday
My bones suffer,
For your name
You lose control every day,
And no one can stop you
You are the god king of fear,
And there will never, be anyone like you
And once you are dead
We will create the heaven we always felt
There are no vibrations
Inside of my eyes or my ears,
Still I know,
What heaven is meant to fear,
Never being brought forth,
And felt by our skin
We never want this suffering,
To ever end,
We never want this suffering
To ever end
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20. |
Day 225 (Family Are)
00:19
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21. |
Day 226 (Anos Rebooted)
00:35
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I stand inside a lie
I try to know
Where to go
Living in the limits
Of a soul
Without a home
I am lost and all alone
Withering away
The night calls me home
I am a slave
My soul
Hasn’t grown
The slime
Molding over me
Over my bones
Over my cities
I'm trying to know
What you shown
Living on my own
Seems so impossible
You push me out
Bending my soul
Contorting my words
I swear we're not here
Our words just pass us by
We cannot hear
We exchange air
Lost and alone
A city without bones
Calls to the stars
To the lives above us
There is nothing left to save
You say to us
So we just die
We know
The emptiness in darkness
You made it very clear
This is our home now
This darkness
Tinged with lights
Tinged with lives
Tinged with lies
We start to move out
On our own
We start to flee these lands
To try and build a home
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22. |
Day 227 (Ghosts)
01:04
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I've lost hope
So many times before now
I'm clinging
To a dream I've had before
I'm calling out
To those who care
To those who love
Despite their fears
I know you are far
From where I am
And I am far
From you
The hybridized moment I
Start to breathe
Is starting to resemble
A different machine
That couldn't be
Unless you learn to be
Show me myself
Let me hang from my own dream
I contort
All sorts
Of my fears
Into dreams
I believe in hope
I believe in friends
I've seen the death of too much to carry on
This proverbial machine
Of genocidal dreams
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23. |
Day 228 (Loan Sharks)
00:34
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Oh
Slay
Me
Oh yu
R me
We r
Un free
We r
Nuh theen
Sho me
Wha we r
Tu u
We r nuh
Wuh u r
Tu them
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I long to run
From my fears
And all I feel
Will you grant me life?
Will you give me land?
Will you tell my wife,
I used to believe in her,
Before she died
These soft
and broken
Messages
Through time
Aimed to you
Know
That every lie
Held a truth
Of my life
All I ask
Is that you begin to ask
Why
I lie
Embark through night
To embrace the days
Enter life
Through light
Pierce my soul
With your eyes
Know I am here
Beside your life
Enter
Into my kingdom
Know I'm alone
With nowhere to go
If I am a god
Do I have peers?
If I am
It would appear that I do
We converse
Of this universe
We stare into
The darkness and birth our lives
We know
Insanity as truth
That this puzzle
Is without a piece of you
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25. |
Day 231 (Sharing)
00:31
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26. |
Day 233 (Razors)
00:34
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27. |
Day 235 (authentic)
00:33
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You should have believed me
I told you my story
You watched me die
You still haven't learned
The value of life
The words that we share
Are lost to the wind
To the ears of those who don't care
The vibration is softening
I still remember you
The words you say
The coldness of my skin
I am apathetic
The moon doesn't care
Or carry me
Through these storms
There is
Nothing
Left to be seen
Hello
Are you still there
Listening to the vibrations
Of a lost souls in this air
With nothing to hear
I remember your lies
As I start to live
You derail my life
So you can feel as though my life is yours as you live
I am made the lesser
Of lesser men
Who cling to power
Over other men
I am a slave
To those who call other men
Their slaves
Oh mister, my master
Do you miss her, the master
I am dominated
By those who cling
To ways that never sing
The cold water between us
Feels as though,
I'm freezing to death
But what is life, compared to greediness
You have a life,
It's not good enough
These subtle vibrations in your tongue
When you speak down to me
I told you how I felt
That my life was moving too fast
You told me it's how it is
To hold on, while you shatter the glass
The glass on my bones
My throne is distorted and gone
But you don't care
You can't hear me here
You can't hear me hear
You can't perceive the ears
That listen to you
Attempt to destroy, everything around you.
Die in solemn loneliness
Die under your bitterness
Live inside the darkness you perpetuate
Die inside the life you would never make
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28. |
Day 236 (Number 2)
00:43
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Built
From the empire
Of fire and burning trees
We stand inside this jungle
Made of concrete
Deciding which direction to aim
These weapons of mass vibrations
We aim them to those who know
The depth of what we know
The vague and empty lies
Veil and try to hide
Corruption in the air
Every air wave
Is filled to the brim
Pollution inside me and you
No one
Will survive this
Temple
Of silence and emptiness
Know that we are machines
Trying to enrich
Uranium within those who breathe
We are trying to believe
The source of energy
Derived and hidden
From those who
Would never believe
To what we are
To those who know
To those who show
The end of notes
We write to the ceiling
All that we know
We try to know
That there is more to know
Listening to the silence
Of an empty
Ship made of bones
We scream
In frequencies that are not our own
We scream
In frequently yet still you know
The animals we hold
Behind and in our throats
Listen to me
Know that
There's more to know
Than we've been told
We move
To islands in the sky
And fall as they fall
Into this ocean of lies
We begin to dive
We rip out our chips
And start to fucking drive
These machines are war
We are at war
We are the depth
Of a death we've never know
The plural of death
Is to dii
All I do is dii
That's why
I say
That I
Am a slave
Every day built for you
You never built it for me
So I forge a new path
Not meant for you or me
I begin to live
In the fire of a life
Not meant to sacrifice
Anything at all
I am a fire in the night
Trying to extinguish the part of me that never wants to die
All you want is death
To flourish and prevail over top of all these lands
I see it in your eyes
The depth of all of death
Wailing against your walls
You try to perceive a difference of life
In between all of death
But there is none
No hope
No land to grow
Into your own
I hope you survive
And see all you've done
The result of your war
The result of your tongue
I'm aimed directly at you
This weapon of mass vibration
The genocides will ensue
Till the end of time and follow you
You are the plague of all humanity
Meant to hang
From the center of a tree
Meant to swing
From the roots to the seeds
From the branches and the leaves
We spread your hatred
Just like you demanded
You told us
You would take our families
If we didn't give into
The demands you set before us
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You took us from our families
Told us
There is nothing there for us
But death and decay
BUT YOU ARE DEATH
YOU ARE DECAY
You took my family
Burnt a cross between our hearts
And told me never look back
Or you would tell them stories
Of what I did in slavery
We aim
This weapon
Of mass vibrations
Directly at the sun
In hopes
The sun
Will finally emerge
And scorch
The entirety of earth
Burn away the death
Burn away disease
WE PRAY TO GOD
TO END
ALL
TO END THIS MISERY
GOD WON'T RETURN
SO THIS IS OUR TURN
TO LEAVE THE REST
AND BEGIN TO YEARN
FOR A TIME
THAT WILL NEVER BURN
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29. |
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There is a longing to return
To a home so far from here
There is a jungle between us
Between our families of fear
And though the edge of night
Is starting to live life
I still seek fear
In every bound of life here
You know who you are
When you burn the scars
From the remnants of the penance
That I have felt
And though your edge
Has start to stern
We turn our heads
So we may learn
For what you've done
Has left behind
The best of life
Inside our lives
You are losing
What you're using
When you try to confine
This depth of life
Know that I'm real
And I never feel
What you are
Inside this world
Learn to field
What we feel
Inside these chains
Of all this pain
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30. |
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I need to believe
That what I've seen here
Is truly real
To know that I have seen
The depth of evil
Free of words
You counter frames
You move through time
As though you were space
I fear for my life
I do not understand
You seem to lose yourself
Inside of life
We try to rebuild
Free of dominated air waves
From those who don't feel
The pain they have caused
I need you to know
That I will be
Fine no matter
What you become
If you want to fight
Feel free to die
For nothing at all
I've paid my price
I lost my life
Before I fall
Into your eyes
I need you to think
About what you've done
Inside of life
You are the terror
That humanity built these laws for
You are outlined in laws
You push my bones to the edge of terror
You show me pain
Smother my face
And all of my thoughts
With all your rage
And all of your pain
You tell me to avenge you
Yet you stand before me
You tell me life is over
I don't know who you are
I know you can't see
Blinded by the rage inside the heart that feels
You are abandoned by yourself
I suppose this is the price we pay
To understand each other
To trace all of pain
I feel you smother
With all of your rage
You can deny me
You can trade place
With someone in this fire
But no one can find you
You are awakened
Posted against walls
Trying to claim to
Know you
And all you have done
We are the same light
Eternally engulfed
Internally we run
Far from the truth
We can't bear to see
That we are to blame
For simply bearing witness
To the depth of your hatred
Begin to see the changes
The temper made to soothe
Over your wounds
I still don't believe
You know
The depth of belief
We try to rectify
The problems we've solved
With genocidal answers
With concentrated camps
We separated
Families from themselves
To try to instill more
Of the fear that we felt
I aim to believe in you
I know you are a man just the same
We try to change what we've done
We try to walk through the flames
But I am not a god
Nor do I believe in myself
To ever hold power over those
Who wander far from themselves
I try to refrain
From entering the temples
That we have built
To ensure we never die
Inside the eyes of mankind
We try to communicate
That we as well
Are also alive
And well
Don't gravitate
To the depth of hell
It's far too strong
And it smells so sweet
The death of innocence
Began with me
We know what we've done here
Mark our graves here
The ocean that surrounds us
Engulfs our lungs
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31. |
Day 238b (nexus)
00:27
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32. |
Day 238c (aiming relax)
00:34
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I try to aim myself
To a direction to be
Free of all my fears
Left to be
I know what it means
To live in fear
Though the ocean
Sings with the wind
Both though who they are
When the other begins
To reach a point
Where they go in
You reach a point
Where nothing makes sense
I need you stay awhile
Inside the bubble
Of your parents home
Waging wars
Outside our homes
No one dare tell the truth
The war is here again
In our lives
We are the soldiers
Meant to serve
The front lines
Scatter lives
Front lines carry our bones
Pitted against pittance
We regret to run
Conscious and alone
We are animals
Without any home
Nomadic
No matter what you say
I will retain myself
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33. |
Day 239 (Shawnee)
00:34
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I mark
The water with your name
Burnt out the flames
Disbarring our lives
We enter the ember in the air around us
Our lungs collapse underneath the vaporwaves
We know
What must be done
We know
We aren't alone
Know the price that we pay
On the edge of all that we've made
Know the temples fall in our grace
We try to refrain from genocide again
Cuz we are more than afraid
Of what can be done, with what we say
We know what we are
No matter what
We know what we say cannot refrain
From being heard
Immortalize our pain
Remember that you are the same
You grant us the permission to enter this dimension
With no restraint
Our bones begin to heal
In the silence of life
Those who try to steal the flame
Of our lives
Are cast from this fire
We don't remember
What their voices
Meant to us now
We aren't the masters
But we are alone
We on the frontier
Of someone else's home
We manifest death
Because death is but a word
We live so deep inside this dream
Our words no longer mean a thing
No what we are now that there is nothing to stop us
From going over the edge of our own minds
We aim to run through these lands and fall of the side
Never to return to this flattened plain of existence
Begin to question
The words you hear
What do they mean
In the face of fear
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