[Falsetto sung] Lost in every wave The amber of our grains The worthiness of our names As we fall in place We know there is life again Living in every day is my eyes On the touch of every breathe is life Waiting for me to see what there is to see Show me the way Show my place with you And all that you are I have no way To convey the depth of my heart anymore Inside a single phrase So I spend every day showing you I begin to spell out time Showing that there is always Another day Another life I am unafraid I will live my life I will stand tall As I fall into love Bracing my skin For the heat that awaits me The warmth of a heart Meant to chase me [internal, unspoken, unvocalized] Life the lips The kiss of death is listless in the sands of bliss The lift of ents meant to sent the spent membrance As the computer age dials in The tuning sticks of intermittent periods of starvations sticks I grow sick I grow the side of size of little sticks I remember hunger and the misery betwixt Standing upon a shoreline I outline the memory endlessly so I never forget I stand upon a mountain My soul is unbroken and unshattered The smile upon me is what stems from no memory The bliss of being buried Underneath of every memory And remembering what it means to remember To remember when dark presence of present life is too close to the end of life Fallen upon the end of times The spoken verb of my entire life Yet my soul lingers nearer and nearer Every day is another day closer to being here The progression of my life is slow The progression of a broken soul I hold the gnome against all the known The mystery of life between me and what was unknown I spend a thousand years thinking of a reply To coordinate the stars inside the sky To reflect my love for you To outshine my love for you Rarely had my eyes ever want Want to see the want of wanting more As I try to convey to you That life was meant to continue this way I am a stranger of stranger times Normalized inside normal lives I am congruent to you Parallel and too far from truth I remember you I had not forgot the part of dark hearts Spinning out of control as your entire world falls apart To imagine that chaos reigns as order moves further Order The Imperial symbol The sign of disorder Collectivized and materialized We live against order We are starting to embark Along a thousand miles of long tailed isles We step into the shadows of shadow The echoes of dreams The echoes of memories Bend and bending We are materialized and collectivized We stand economic and social We deserve life To prosper in wealth and to hold our families ever closer To be with and among material things and life in every tongue To collectivize the lives of a thousand songs And materialize the depth of every song We are changing We are building The bridges in between right and wrong We are the bridges Between every song Closed mind loops loop me for eternity Until I imagine my place inside of stillness eternal blissfully Misremember me For though it seemed at times my life was gone Out of touch inside this home A mind of space inside my skull My eyes everpresent My ears everpresent My soul everpresent My breathe everpresent Lost inside the lost foray of Plato's memory I step to occasion on occasion and rise above the hateful tongues I linger against the tyrant lie and build among and among the grateful life I am more than life The collection of cosmic sun As time begins undone We move to finish what existence set out to have done We are final stars The embers inside the language of mental arts Schizophrenic minds Bent and unfolded A momentary lapse As the stars within As the tunnels of misery within Slowly begin to collapse We collect our minds along the way As we spend every day Knowing who we are Knowing that there is no other way Until we finally say There is infinite ways [falsetto sung] We say what we are in time We admit in time we weren't always right Yet still we tried Balance the scales of what this means to be alive As we stand among and with all of life Move my soul Above and among you As we try to know what I takes To always know you Everpresent inside of our minds We know that the shattering of life Is too much to bare Too much to bare So we take the debris And build it again endleslly Until the day we can say We understand We are we are among We laugh we live we love We know we had a chance To escape I stood among you I was beside you I learn to say what it means to feel As my soul enters the darkness for real I begin to shine my life And start to feel Though the atoms of atomic energy lie within me I am here I am here The decision of fission was always there To implode upon myself And destroy what is here Or I could run and refuse Fuse myself to myself And embrace what time is To a falling cell Have you not ever seen yourself And see that the world that surrounds you is turning upon you Aiming their guns at your head Trying to convince others of you and all that you said That you were in truth the course of abuse We build concentrated camps to store you And rebuild what we deem to be all that you destroyed by yourself We cannot let you out anymore than you can let us in We are too lost to know what dwells within Nor do we try anymore to embrace the feeling of our own pain We cannot understand what this even means We plan to run away and leave you We build other lives just to Find our own way Build our own space Life isn't real Isn't that what you say That life is only a single way From life into death A journey towards an end

[screamed] Lost between what's wrong and right I lived my life To the depth of the sun Inside of the sky I tore the sound Directly from my nise Torn between my senses and all of my knives I battle rage The wrong and the right Between our lives As we stand between Every single night Between the lever and the night The triggering of every thing We seek to end in the nights We lived our lives We paid our price I am the walking and miserable dead Unaware of the eyes that watch over my life I am trapped inside my head I am living between deaths Or so it seems For you to be The enemy of every part of me [High Screams] Is this not what you want! The diaphragm is starting to erode! I'm losing my soul for nothing at all! And how! And how! And how the bitter strings seem to be! All that we know! All that we need! [Spoken] The siren of untempted hands The calling of rage from deep within our heads Reverse and teach The machinery how to think How to perceive the dream of what it means to be Spoken and untrue Spoken and untrue Building the temple of ignited lies Burning the remnants of other lives Tearing our art from our hearts Building a temple of anti-christum As we become the saviours of dying light Enter the burning of the flame The burning of our pain As we begin to live As we always lived We refused to change a single vein We walk this earth just as we came [screamed] Alive and undead! [spoken] The terrible terror of living with fear Of knowing that the nights are filled with fear The nightmares persist beyond the days Observing all the days Filled without the nights Contemplating why This is their life I move beyond the days I try to feel the light Deep the legs Of other peoples lives There in the distant Is a ship meant for me To carry me beyond To carry me beyond Rockets behind us As we begin to sail Deep into the sea Above what we see We are just travelers Moving through the sands Of eternal life And the curse upon our hands The glitching of the clouds deep inside of the sky Waiting to wait upon a life to live upon And trip away this dream To stand inside eternity and never remember what it means to Dementia is mentioned I'm lifted I'm lifted Into the night above my life I am too far to be Moving endlessly Against the grains of a memory And remembering what it means just to be The culture we sampled is not big enough 7 billion lives Is growing every day And I will not be the one to turn them all away I don't know how to love I don't know how to truly care I don't know what it means to feel as though I'm here And be free of what I have lost inside of love I am the model man of imperfect life I am the sound Of eternal life Moving through the motions Of endless emotions I am a coward I am what you need me to be In time I suppose You will come to agree That my life is my own That my image is my own I do not bow I do not break I do not live just to gravitate Closer and closer to tyrant hearts I am moving across the lands Finding out your names Marking out your hearts And turn out your graves In time I will know you The depth of your pain In time we will mend you and reverse this curse inside your veins You would be to me You would be to me The culture of life the culture of death And ever y sound between their hands As we begin to sing out that will never die Against the fading of eternal lights We will carry the flame of eternal knights [Choir Sung] We are here for the rest of days We stand here Living without fear inside our heads isn't pain We turn into the night above what we are Turning every page we walk upon I and we [falsetto sung] I am lost without memorii This revival of what it means to be inside our hands I am moving against the sound of every sound of memory Sit with me and imagine me The shrouded life between my life and my death as I run Deeper and deeper into the sun [screaming] I am not the debt!

[screaming] The moment you see me I'm already gone! The moment I reveal myself my self is already gone! I am gone! I recognize your insignias! Your templates of death! Your irreverent desire to destroy all of this! I aim to kill your sight! I am the blinding light! I am the temples of the dead! I turn your words into the dead! You mark the edge of this life! I will never surrender my life! I aim to never die! I live forever in life! Your games are irrelevant! [sung] The blinding of the light As we live life Killing the flame within us Removing the boundaries within us Darkness carry me home Dark life oh dark light where are you now? When will I answer your heart? Today or tomorrow born? I am never here so from fear I am never close to slavery of mind I am never far from where you are But I know exactly where you are K words Ok words Start to mark the divide We divide from this culture of constant genocide We are we are not your lies Nor am I our I decollectivize And stand against forever I pull the triggers I built the guns I built the walls surrounding you I stare down upon all you are As I aim upon you I start to fight against The genocidal tendencies within I take my life serious I don't waste my life with fascists I don't care to evaluate What the fuck you are anymore Your labels of words fall apart As you start to divide endlessly inside yourself For you are forever dead Forever lost Forever filled with regret [spoken] You think these words are deep But words are too shallow to convey what I mean to say To you If I could say what I need to I could push the point of no return And return my sight on you I could build eternity and take the temple deep within me and burn away every edge Build my self with regret and in time regret what I am But I won't But I won't I won't listen Dive deeper into the ocean between us Start to see the reason I left Start to believe the reasons I have no where to go Because this entire nation is filled to the brim Filled up with fascists Filled up with capitalists I won't wage my life a slave anymore I won't let my mind waste away anymore I won't contort my love into violence I won't confuse your words for what I am I know I am what I am Isn't that what you need to see? The moment between us The god in the sea of us We move the oceans to breathe love We stumble upon the words we need to touch our tongues Pushing ourselves to the limits as the limits expand into our sun And the sun starts to shine You blackened my heart forever Now is the time to turn the darkened part of life around You say there is no brakes But I constantly break I am shattered and alone Time and space deep in faith of what I know Is that there is no life here I aim to complete what I felt so long ago To enable life to be here Why is life so different? Why do I have to spell out what it means to be alive for someone like me? Splitting the atom of time as I die inside of life Until tomorrow arrives Spitting out what I say Dividing my words As they begin to pray Listening to my heart begin to beat As the liquid in my veins brings me to my feet You would stand against the walls Violate the treaties of what it means to hold life Hold peace hold me desensitize What it means to be You tell me this is deep Programming over top of your mind Won't allow you deeper than the point of these lines I won't fall any further than life I won't regress pass the point of my where it stands I draw a line in the sand You speak and you speak You speak as you walk over the lines And redraw them as you walk towards me I see what you are I contort every lie into art A simple meme Meant to destroy what you are [sung heart] Fascist oh fascist where are you? What brings your heart here again? Why do you repeat your endless genocides? Why do you never learn to care? Do you need to face the edge of life forever more? [scream] Do I need to tear you from limb to limb? Do you care that everything you know wastes away into dementia no matter how often we mention what you are? You are never here and we hate you! You are never here and we hate you! [spoken] I speak with spoken lungs My throat is torn apart I had to inquisite you I had to break apart the forever lost parts of your heart Look into the cancer and see your scars To know your heart was taken from this earth Immortal souls that don't remember That they were native born You had birth right taken From where you are Latin dominion taken us forever more Roman ex dominos Para de mi erres You are too lost To know Your soul is lost Deep inside a fragmented part of life You will never remember what you are For you fall in love with other hearts The lies of nations The lies of nations That tell you that you forever apart Empires fall left and right and we all sing and die You see the stars start to emerge in the sky I start to see you Could any part of me ever forgive you As you fall apart and learn what it means to carry a human heart? You would be as gods inside of past lights But now you stand inside of this life I see what you were What you held inside of the darkness Where you are inside of broken hearts Forever fractured minds Rebel against the whole of entire lights I will not be the energy used to fuel your weapons I will not be the atom divided I will not be any part of genocide I will not be more than a witness to your crimes against humanity I'll use my eyes to see what you are Taunting and flaunting the Not See inside of your heart [scream] We see what you are! We know where you are! We outline your face! We will never forget you! We will live immortal without you! We will never let you live among the life of human love and living! We are intolerant to intolerance and the devil within! We are not what you are! We have known too much trauma to dive back in to see what you are! We know what you are forever more! Forever more! You are what we were! Before we learned! Before the world told us that we cannot control any part! We are the energy moving through everything! You cannot tame us! [spoken] Spoken and sung The song of my heart The song of my people The song of the scars The song of eternity Revealing itself Revealing itself to me As I start to live As I start to fall As I start to dive deep into a hole My body is a key Using itself to reveal eternity That time is real and a mask that I wear As I stand right beside you and tell you that I'm here That we are all alive Alive and just fine Moving the simplest parts of our lives The butcher and the knife Dicing upon the light The moment that we fracture eternity to see where we stand I am terrified to see where I am Though I suppose I know in time the only is to go But I will remain everpresent upon this earth So when I leave I hope my soul will have learned What it means to stand above and below Divided mind as I start to grow Seeing the parallel between the fascist and me The fascist and me That I will never kill I will never permit you to kill I will not allow you to put your hands upon any other mortal man I will not allow you to destroy reality I will contain the chaos within this reality I will not permit to exist near me or my family There is a billion stars for you to exist I suggest you begin to run For your day upon this earth is starting to end I suggest you start to run for the stars And never forget exactly who you are Lest we ever encounter again The face of dementia within As you forget what you are And I have to rip out your heart

[Sung] I live a life apart from you I try to convey to you That I am equal to you That the race between us has finished You are too far ahead You are too dead to care I want to breathe life into you The corpse you wear Stand and deliver what you are when you aren't here I can no longer face this world unless you are here I needed you more than any other time than before I'm starting to empathize I'm starting to feel the fever dream within me take me away I am lost and longing to feel another dream and here you stand with me Why are you calling me when there is no longer a need for you to be? Why are you holding death ever closer to the hardest part of leaving me? [falsetto sung] Why are you? When there is no where else for your heart to ever be felt? I am lost inside this listless world holding on to what I see I hold on to those who held on to me We chase each other through out this world and endless dimensional Until we finally breathe We expand with our love and hold on to what we know We are drifting inside this world even if you cannot see I will be there for you I hope you know in time what I mean when I say that this day is passing so quickly away So quickly away We face the truth one by one in time we collect what we are We move the mountains and reduce them to hills So those who follow us know That every mountain is only a matter of time Every longing for something else Ripping me apart Holding me asunder as I start to dream

[falsetto sung] Love is here As every sense of mind disappears Fighting against all that was lost To avenge what the costs truly had been You surrounded me and left me to face all there was left I was all alone to embrace the darkness in my chest I called out to you to answer me I needed you to hear what I had seen How are we so far and different? How had the lines in between you and me become drawn? Why do the walls in between where we stand seem so tall? I know there is no other way around In time in life I know the feeling of the pressure of the ground My lungs are suffering from all that you are Asphyxiated by who you are I cannot breathe anymore because of you My life is lost to the waves of the ocean blue And every day I stand upon the shore of uncertainty Trying to reel in what I once was I had lost all that I loved Now chemicals wash over me and humanity seems too distant for me Every word that I say now is a different and broken and constant reminder Of all that I had once lost on the shore line of my old life I am broken and unseen by anyone lost by everyone I have no faith left to contend against what I am now I am lost in the clouds and every day seems further from what I truly am I know there is no other way around This lost and broken piece of my life The water behind my face as I fall apart The gravity of earth pulling me insanely down I run and scream that "I am no longer alive" I start to breathe and break away my life Exhaustion takes me apart from my life Circadian rhythm pulls me into a dream Constantly yawning against what I used to be Every sound and word clicking and drifting farther from my head Outlining all that I lost so in time you will know That these words used to outline the feeling of the moments that lead to my death Every single day was trying to convey to you that I am falling through life I'm trying my best to be alive and in love with this life that I am only suffering I try so desperately to feel alright inside of life The better I feel the closer I feel to the light I'm moving too fast I'm losing my life It wasn't my intention to bring to your attention my dread In time I hope you recognize that I am unbroken still The silence of sound in between the moments of my life are not still Vibrating out into every crevice of my only soul that I have ever known [scream] I will find! I will control! Only one soul! Only my soul! [falsetto sung] I gravitate into the night above me I pull my mind closer to my heart as I fall into you and your dream Let me fall in love feel a life that I love Blending the lines between truth and a lie until I'm alive I am the deceiver to save my own life I am alone and without and still I carry forward My heart is broken and without doubt I am carelessly saying these words I am consciously putting forward my worst I am no better I am no worse than the words you said I am contorting my self into another sense of dread That I am the slave I fought so tirelessly I am the slave that I never wanted to be I cannot see any way out any more and every direction seems like another and empty cage I am withdrawing from every sense of your rage I know my life and to know my life isn't right in your eyes anymore You want me to feel the ascetic feeling of my life But I won't fall into your trap anymore nor will I die I will not deprive myself of my life Aristocracy The highest of the lowest condition that I have ever seen I am in caged in rage and out of touch My mind has been bleached and unwashed and rewashed over and over again I am brainwashed just to say that I am My light is gone and extinguished in my life My heart is broken upon the dying light I am imbued with another life And I am your weapon you fused to your life I am the propaganda of machinery within a broken and obsessive mind You don't care how delicate you split my mind All you care is that I speak your lines All you that care is that I carry on your lives [scream] I am dead! Before I am life! I will kill your debts! Just to begin life!

[Scream] I aim my lungs at God! I pierce the infinite night with lage! I am the gauge of your gun! I aim directly past the sun! I am infinite in rage and days! I am the computation of your rage! Infinite in death infinite in lies! Words that don't reflect! I align the planets to my own eyes! I tear the semblances of culture! That were once torn away from my family and me! I rebuild a nation! I rebuild my entire rage! I rebuild my entire syntax en rage! I am the God of Death! I am the lungs of piercing regret! I am the coward that lies within you! As you attribute the past to my entire life! You have no frame of reference! Of any syntax of my life! You are devoid! You are the falling of voice! You are the infinite rage! Inside this infinite cage! [Spoken] I build an entire frame of mind to listen to I step away from the boundaries of what confined The cultures that surrounded me That never identified what I am I step along a line and see the lines Drawing themselves to their conclusions I am infinite en rage I aim the gun into the temples of faith You mourn nothing any more This entire kindling of apathy is waiting just for me [scream] I will be the fire that ignites your rage! I will be the demigod that enslaves your entire race! A thousand years marching and singing out my praise! My atrocities in time will be regarded as triumphant fames! [Spoken] I am entranced and induced to conduce atrocities against man My soul is kindled and carrying the embers of entire empires Waiting to step upon dry and unturnt ground Where I walk there is death to follow the smell of eternal regrets I need you to feed me your envy your destitute and death of everything If you will not enable me to be me then I will take my steps I will mourn the graves of the dead as you dive inside your head Leave this world behind the grave of your mind is barren and rotten out [sung] How long before the tears flow across my face? How before the ocean of emotion moves me in place? How do I carry the weight of eternal death? Who instilled these thoughts into me, the depth of enemies in my head? Why do I fight against the tides of existence when existence is inside of me? Do I accept the rage and the genocidal tendencies inside of my head? Do I turn my friends to enemies and lay war to everything in front of me? Do I build bridges just to turn around and destroy them as you follow me? Why is this the plight that I cannot tame? That I am the only source of rage inside of my life and yet apart of everything? I am the god of sound and empathy raging inside of me forever I am the feeling of rage and empathy across my skin I am torn between these lands trying to outline exactly what I am How am I meant to be if you don't care to let me be alive? War es en suite of you and me And en time you will find your self [scream] Find your serf! Find your serf! Quarantine me and contain me because I see the slavery at hand! Freeze me and bury me inside your dying lands! Tell me I am wrong because tragedy is at hand! Tell me, your God, that I never fell! Tell me, my eyes are blind, and I am unwise! Tell me God Himself, is not capable of life! [spoken] Fill me with rage As I contend against the rage I built an empty home with rage I took my heart and broke it with rage I emptied my life with rage I destroyed everything with rage I am the source of remembering everything and karma is a bitch So destroy me if you wish but I will still persist I will endure every storm und drung you rung in my head I will not cower beneath the nights nor the days nor the dark nor the light I will become the thought imagined before you fell into your self You will bare witness to your self You will stand before you and answer the questions you lay upon your self And I will find in time That I wasted my entire life So you say so it is So you say so it is I was born dead I was born dead I was born dead I was born dead I was born dead I was born dead And now I walk to heaven itself I walk to heaven itself Between birth and living and dying I am in hell Between the angels and the demons and the Gods and the demons inside of this hell I am born between every single atom inside your eyes You say I am untouched by fusion but you are wrong I refuse I have fused to myself I am eternal because you cannot divide upon me You cannot split me nor divide me nor take the fragments I am I am the soul of the anti-christum magna carta I am the soul of all that you once held I am the division and the fission of decisions that you once made I am eternally your entire rage I am the curse upon your eyes The blackened and damned sheep of your lies I am no longer what you wanted me to be I am exactly what I am I am exactly exactly what I am Ignore nothing nor nothing nor no one that you see For you are the christ of death and all of your life You will bare the cross as you walk through hell and embrace your self Fusion to refuse you To refuse your hell Stand upon divided of what we held See that was once lost is once again held inside of ourselves We are we are What we are I will stand between you and you and you until you see what you are I compile the evidence against tyrance inside of the air I destroy what was once there

[Wrapped and Sung] I been building the ring between Saturn and their rings I've been opening oceans just to see what they say Every air inside the cloud I sit upon Drifting and sifting through everything I have ever known Trying to condense my verse into words Trying to verbalize the psalms inside my head As I convey to you I am not lost inside the waves I had found what was lost too many days I bring the surface of my heart to you now Live in my life and my life in your eyes as we sing aloud Breach my heart into a sound Wrap around the days I say to you now Tell me what I say is wrong and my art is flawed now Convey to me that no matter what I do I am no longer good enough to preach about my own life If no else will sing my name then I suppose I'll walk this way Contorting all the air into my lungs [spoken] Sifting through an open air bottle Trying to drink the gin inside the veins of empty bottles Trying to convey to you that I am not insane anymore and what you say To me now is such a pain that I am inebriated till the end of the day I know what we both know That we are masculine and in flight in fighting stance We are both marching to war Neither of us seem to want to fight but chemicals are what they are [sung] We can't seem to divide the nights appropriately We are we are we are en sane We are we are we are en pain I love you now I loved you then Why have the times distorted what was within us? Why have we felt the aging of ages dying? Why have our bones exited the exodus of our minds? Don't our bones remember that we are eternal? The dance we dance is no longer internal We pray to the sky deep inside the nights To give us rain Levitate the grains of sand inside what we say As we prepare to sail away into the clouds above what we are What we are A collection of sound A collection of light A single sound vibrating the sounds in the light The basis of our world is starting to collectivize itself and we are unashamed to die Unashamed to live this life We prepare to march into the silver tongue And say our prayers That we once prepared to say once we march endlessly into the sea of what we were

[spoken] The flag ship of unknowns Is drawing the curtains Is drawing the source of power The energy within us and our throats Is leavened and unbroke We still know That the edge of all time is a lie Of which we lie And wait upon and fade upon We burn the edge of time to live a life I am burrowed and unburied High and sobrii Lifted and twisted and broken Unhinged and unmind I lift upon finger Of distant and tisted memories Linger upon sobriety See the edge of my eyes fade away See the edge of my life internally melting away As I fade into chemical bathes As I trace my veins with chemical bathes I am the source of desire I am incontinent The continent of all desire Unable or unwilling to die I suppose with time it's best to live life Fade away memories and fade away Burn the edge of time as I start to live my life And start to lend the light To other souls shrouded in shrouded in The darkness internal and within I am the lost and the broken The summer of all desires is broken I am broken I am broken I am formed into a slaved Not a slave of action But of ignorant and misguided inaction My body desires to rest To lay lazy like the rest But I am unable to fade away and burn away the edge of my eyes Closing and clinging and dreaming of nightmares Nightmares that binge themselves with my eyes With my eyes Hypnotic Hypnotic Isn't this hip Hypnotic Hypnotic Hypnotic Hypnotic The nautical seas we dream The knots in our chest as we bleed The edge of the war in our souls As we die into souls Chemically I am unsound Emotionally I am unbound Mentally I am the ground As we walk As we begin to talk Boring and burrowed out Chemically induced Sterility inside I am unhinged and unbound As we talk about the truth As we linger in the lies The temple in the life Inside of the ocean blues Live and let live die and let die The noose around the words you choose That I am unbound and unsounded Unworthy to choose the mistakes that are made Unable to contain the binge of unhinged and deranged Mentally instable We balance the tables We balance the tables To prove and to proof That we are all instable Waiting for external lives to internalize the truth That we are dead and there is no time like the present to prove Pandemia The god of chaotic realization The gun of chaotic sound Internalized the passing truths That you are blind To who you are That you are blind To who you are How blessed are you How sanctified are you How you walk with grace of god How great for you How great for you How kind of you to tell me that I am not How kind of you to refute the soul I am and the soul I am not How kind of you How blessed are the things you say Whispered in the truth of light of day How kind is god to you To waive the waves over you How kind of god To show me that I am not you That I am lonely And unlike you How kind of god How kind of you How kind of you How kind of you How kind of you How kind of you How kind of you As we drift away into the nights And slumber awakens night I outline the memory of you Why would I forget you The taste of dementia as you mentia what I had done So long ago Mentia Mentia Mentia Mentia Mentia paranoia Mentia paranoia

We aim to be the mountain of Olympus To stand as Gods To be the ivory below the ocean floor As the tectonic plates move the Earth Eternal en Vishnu The God of the Dead The Destroyer of worlds at worlds end We embrace the nights Darkness embodies the light And darkness knows what creates this life We exit tongue of words and set them aflame We drift into eternal bliss inside this internal dream Words at words end The worth of worthiness I am ashamed To even exist To bare witness And only contain your rage Inside a dormant mind Carrying you until the end of time Sic Semper Tyrannis! Sic Semper Tyrannis! Semper Fi! Sic Semper Tyrannis! Thus always to Tyrants! Cower behind your armies of mind! Cower behind the towers of blackened light! Fall behind the curtains as your acts finally ends! Bow to the audience and take the stage of your name! We will remember you as the dead en the grave! Walking this Earth without shame! I liver pool and meant for you to know my name I aim the silver tongue directly to your grave Miscommunicate what it is inside Inside your internal life I am barren and walking eternal life Tracing all of your light I will bare the seeds of death inside of my chest And carry your dead until the day of rest Move me and carry my life Carry my tender and open wrists Spilling into carpets The grave that we made is no longer meant to sustain life And I will not fall into a grave of your lies So bury yourself inside of your grief The shame you bare underneath of all traumatic lies Live so you die Live out your sentence and be out of my sight Be warned of life Return just to die Be off or you die No head in your mind Sever guillotine Louis XVI The time of your life! Louis XVI The time of your life! The time of your life! Fades into the night! Faster than light! Faster than light! The time of your life! Faster than light! Faster than light! Sic Thus Sus! Sic Thus Sus! Thus unto thee! Thus unto me! We are sun setting in the sea! Blending! Melting! Fusing! Returning! To eternal seas! Blackened nights darker than eternal night! We are the edge of all you see! And when we die you lived the lie! Until we return to see! How far you came! How far you go! How far your soul! Will be to go! Don't you see! Don't you see! Don't you see! Don't you see! You can't cling! You can't cling! You can't cling! You can't cling! Passing light! Passing light! Passing light! Passing light! You fade away! You fade away! You fade away! You fade away! For we are the light! For we are the light! For we are the light! For we are the light! You are nothing! You are nothing! You are nothing! Without light! Without life! Without light! Without life! Without life! Without life!

[spoken] Walk with me and stand above the ground Stand above the only sound Listen to the sound of hearts broken Gravity of god misspoken We are gone We are not flesh Inside incinerators Inside incinerators Our souls wander Eternal planes Seeking revenge In karmatic way To even the eyes To cross the Tees To bury the Gods Left underneath We are struggling to breathe We are struggling to be Suffocating Suffocating Suffocating Suffocating Suffocating Suffocating suffocating Standing on the knees Standing on the knees bent inward I am become geometric The metric of insanity The metric of lost soul Of lost identity I am no longer the one in control of this soul I am eternalized and realized that there is no where for me to go Beckoning Beckoning Beckoning Beckoning Twisting the shadows of lights Into images of gods of gods night Eternal wars plastered their image upon our race Isn't it grand This eternal war we wage? [scream] Isn't it grand? Isn't this the human race? Isn't this what we deserve? To kill and tear away every soul from the life they claim? Wage war against your dusted hearts? I will kill your dead? I will enslave your misery? I will begin the torture you deserve? To see what you did? To see this Earth? Burning eternal? Burning eternal? We will reign hell? We will reign hell? We will reign hell? We will reign hell? [spoken] Enter the nightmare You left us behind inside You escaped Yet we still face eternal nights You sit in heaven You sit in heaven You sit in heaven You eternal waste Of human taste Of human soul Of human race Of human tales Of human wars Of human days Of human fails You conquer the thrones You built for yourself You topple the empires You built yourself You create images To cast upon the light To cast out the shadow Of your own light You separate reality You would separate eternity You would separate eternity Divide universo paradiso magnificent Unto which tu tame Unto which tu burn eternal flame You seek heil! You seek heil! You seek heil! You seek heil! Tu es burnum entra cansino Tu es sial Schizo frenum mind Schizo frenum mind Dementia the moment you mentia Dementia the moment you mentia De fascist inside De fascist de facto inside De fascist paradise De fascist paradiso universo inside Run from reality Reality is aware Run from reality Establish the systems To entangle reality To entangle and ensnare We are aware We are aware We are aware We are aware Glance upon the truth That I will obsessively convey to you Glance upon perspective Of inheritance slave The child you raise Cosmic lamb Cosmic rays Radiate out into the wolves dens We are the sans zee bar of eternal limbs Tu es paradiso Tu es paradiso Burn! Burn! Burn! Burn! Collective paradiso universo Fascista conquistador Fascista conquistador Roma Fi Every lie Roma Fi Every lie Roma de semper fi Roma de semper fi Until it burns Until the world turns Until the Christ births Until the anti-christum walks Until the anti-christum walks Until the world walks And crumbles the ruiners Empirium conquistadors Genocide Infinitum You let the world crumble under god You abused the moments of god You confused grace for the grave Eternae heaven momentum break you down Eternae heaven momentum break you sound This eternal war will rage This eternal war will be my flame I will not subside till the Em Pi I Ends my life Speak of your name Bury my grace Walk over my tongue And spit upon my name We are Roma Eterneum We are Roma Eternal Flame Till the stand against my bones And let me rest among those I known I will lead my wars Against the doors And bury your soul Inside empty shores So you never know the way to where we were Obscured from Earth You will never return You will mark the end of your turn You are the end of your own birth Sanctify christum Purify empty beds Purify lost souls Purify lost minds Purify with ember eyes the burning of my soul Purify incinerator my soul Fill the chambers of my home With the echoes of empty throats Bodies without souls Graves to hold them all System in place To obscure the truth From apathetic souls Too busy to even care That genocide is here That genocide is inside Of every tear Burning my soul away Churning the earth The birthright of Godhead The birthright of another soul The birthright to always know The birthright to take control The birthright to deem what is right The birthright to deny what is mine And give away my soul to eterneum To give away my soul I am the one who holds The temple in my home And I pray And I prey Upon an empty world Creating endless waves Inside of chambers made To gas my soul Eternal and unwanted I will walk this earth Whether or not You grant the grace of god A thee ism A thee ism walks your earth A thee ism walks your earth A thee ism walks your earth Suffocate what I once am As I start to command That I will not wage your eternal wars I will stop at nothing to outline the criminal wars I will be rage inside of this world Until the end of wars enters my days I will not see peace enforced upon slaves I will not see peace enforced by wars means You will subside Or I will exist And tear your heart until you finally Listen To eternal truth Deep inside of you Deep inside of you Deep inside of you Deep inside of you Deep inside of you Deep inside of you Deep inside of you I will exist in your world Until you Listen Listen to my words Listen to my heart crumble underneath your apathetic world Is tearing me further deep into my chest but I will not regret what you had said When I am become death I will speak as death I will become death And tell you eternal truth

I begin to drop the pretext The condition of the context I speak directly to you now I fear what regret was And where oh am I now? I speak because the will to be is too much I grind away my teeth for hunger has grown too much The echoes of all reality spin around my head Slowly coming down from the high Of adrenaline inside of my veins Please forgive the words that I said In previous years In previous days Know that no matter what I love you every day I'd rather show apathy than show you my fists Than show you my rage I would rather retreat into myself Than lead an army with only rage I would rather peace but this isn't those days My bones and my body are faced with adrenaline inside of every day I do not regret who I am or what I have seen I just wish it would end I wish the bombs would fall for the last time And last night would give into new days I wish the rage of those who surround me now Would fade into the snow By time summer comes You will have known The tears upon my face as I relapse into What I used to know Why is it that slivers of love and life Seem so small? Am I so far from life that it feels like I am falling? Do you see the emotion behind all this writing? The pressure in my hands to convey to myself, Past and present future That I know you struggled to survive these times And I wish you well I hope you are well I gave you my life I gave you emotion So in time You would know That war is over Your heart is grown And I loved you so That I let you know The feeling of present day Years dwindled and you truly felt every day There was no other but you to you I stray farther from what I need to say These moments are short where I can speak directly to you I love you And I hope you are doing well I will reveal once more The life of yourself Bree and Bree out Touch the tongue of one other mouth The mountains between you stand shorter the taller you get The feeling inside your lost and distant chests You feel what was once lost and it is pulling you back Brace my son for loves impact The dragging of your soul from dark holes and blackened days Slowly the darkness returns black to grey I speak to your mother The words I wish I had said Linger in the closest of all our eternal regrets What I wish I was when I was younger Could never be could never have been I was too much a father before I was friend I was falling through grace and I needed to land I needed the space to be alive before we were friends This isn't for you This isn't for you Though I suppose if I am right, in time, eternal love will be there for you And if I am wrong, know that no matter what, I love you No matter where I am, No matter the distance, No matter the time, My heart beats towards our life, Pulsing and removing all my eternal rage, I move the mountains back into their place, I allow life to move, and enter free range I do not do, this for me or you, I am dying and there is no other way than to enable anarchic life To establish a home and declare that they are alive I am sorry for the sorrows, the plights that they may say In time know this is the way to save Bounded between oceans as we drift the sea Collapsing our sorrow between another dream I relinquish my pain And set my trauma aflame I take all the bridges of the wars I waged and burn them down Remove the lines between us now I love you so I hope you know that I am real Living on an island with you in my mind I hope you feel okay Know no matter where I am I am only a moment away Moving the oceans and drinking the rivers that they display Guiding the ships into an empty and barren and overfilled bay I realize the sounds inside of my life Hypnotized and relinquished all of my pain I cry behind a mask A mirror of all that you say I send out frequencies that frequently sound the same That sound the same That sound the same That sound the same That sound is the same

Flying out of touch With all these words Losing my sentiment of life Losing all the control of life I bake the ground into a sound And vibrate among the solid ground Moving my arms in the air as I sit and start to stare Of what I am I know what it was that was lost When I touched the air When I touched all this air Lost inside of me Lost inside of truth Lost inside of me Lost inside of youth Lingering inside A past life That could not find What it was Meant to be Meant to say Meant to see Meant to hold Inside this hold Of my own home Of my own life Of my own touch And what I used to know Rushed for time to slow Starting to run away And feel the trace Of what I am I begin to lose my self and my soul I am lost without control Without control Where do I go Where do I sleep Where do I find myself alone Inside of the times Inside of my life Inside of my soul Without a single soul I am born alone and without free What I am Lost and never told that these spells meant anything Experience what it was What was lost When I told you I was gone My soul was crushed underneath this war This everlasting sense of war I feel the outcomes are inside of me The scars unable to heal themselves My oh my, my eyes traumatized By all this lights By all these sounds By all this noise Where am I now That I am devoid Of what it means to be Of what life meant to me

I stand before the days of rage The days of rage As they fade away I approach the hour In which my soul Embarks into the heavens To feel the soul Slowly repair Slowly feel The body is healed The body is feeled I embark on dark quests To outline what ails me so So in time I once again Truly understand and know What it was that destroyed me What I left behind When I sailed for distant shores There isn't goodbye Anymore Only so long And farewell The weather above the storm As we sail We look into the eyes of those who know us best As we walk with our kind As we walk with those Who know this life The repression of depression The depression of our hands On the skin of those we love As we say This was always love The sorrow of tomorrow has left us again We weep for what we know to be false To see ourselves fall The sound of hearts breaking and beginning to piece what there is left The sound of our hearts as we fall into regret I try so desperately to bring you back to your chest To your love and this endless regret Of what could have been If we had just been A little more A little more in love with this Moment of love and every sense How could I hold you How could I ever know That I am not afraid I am not a man I am not the chance to change Distort the lines of lives Define the light of lines Outline what was lost Tell me everything you felt was gone Take your rage and bottle it Take your pain and sell it Take what I am Enslave what I am And tell me This is everything The price of more Is in our hearts Is in our hearts Abuse us Extort us Abuse our hearts for gain Destroy our minds and rebuild them again and again Laugh as we fall Laugh as our hearts fall in to another storm Terrorize our lives Terrorize our eyes again and again Manic and abusive This life I escape Even if only for a single day I try to escape The mind set of a slave I set sail Stockholm brail As I feel out every single page And try to read my way out of this eternal pain Feeling abusive? Am I the abuser? What more could I do? What more could I say to combat your internal pain? Would you rather I fuel your rage and end my life? Love isn't here any more and I am with regret These halls resemble empty memories of what could have been I know the pain of bracing for impact again and again Walls around me lies surround me again My heart is broken and aching for a chance to sing again I am not in fantasy I am right next to you I am not lost inside I am confused by your life I am a man with every other soul I am what I need to be in every breathe but when I am near you I am infinitely cold I am forsaken lost in this forest of hatred Bounded to other lives what they see in their lives I cannot see at all Am I the mistake for trying to understand? Psychopaths and the wars they wage infinitely Psychopaths and the hearts they break without meaning I am unafraid to escape I am afraid to lose this painful weight Losing the burn of abuse on my skin what would I do? Feeling the loss of rage feeling adrenaline fade away How could I ever love after this? How could I ever be loved after this? I am too far to feel to cry I know my rage inside my life is not my own to hold anymore I am lost and trying to regain my soul Locked away inside a cage the bird learns how to die Locked away inside with nowhere to go Nowhere to live my endless life Where could I ever go?

I know What I left behind so long ago My home And all that I know These shores are surely too cold My hope is too lost for my heart to ever know What life was What time had undone Eroding my heart Eroding my flesh and all my scars Building a tower to the stars above our endless night The trace of my desire in my eyes isn't mine and I am alright Building an empire for those who don't recognize the sky Building up the mountains for those who don't remember life I am sick of despair I am tired of living inside I am alive in life I twist the edge Of your serrated lie And pull the blade from my flesh I begin to walk without the misery I stop short and remove myself from my own life I had a plan to devote myself to a singular life I followed through till the end Till as close as I can get I am removing myself from life before I lose my life I am the animal inside the light of day trying to reframe all I say Remember me and what I once was I am your love lost inside an empty cup Drink away the days Drink away the nights Try to find a place Where I can live my life Without fear Without fear Without questioning every single light My fear has grown into reality again I begin to see life Over and over again I fight against the truth Because it would be too much The trauma I endured to stand where I am Would it all be in vain? Would every single ounce of pain waste away? Could I finally know love? Inside the cold Inside my soul Refraining from the lies I told I know the cold I know the cold Parallels Climbing mountains Climbing to the point of falling over myself And falling in regret Knowing that what I had found Was only cement below and above where we stand The foundations of nation Without any land to our names Without any hope to be anything at all Why oh why would I ever Want to escape the slavery lands? Why oh why would I ever want To be free from slaver hands? This collective lie This collective mind We fade inside Delusional and aware Of what we are inside Is it too much To try and reside The animal in my life And try to be a man And be civilized And refrain from the hands Of war Of violence Of violent wars Am I only a soldier fighting invisible wars? Am I more than my mind understands? Am I a pawn inside a game of another man who doesn't know who I am? Am I too much afraid to try and save myself? Constant mind games against myself Do I win do I die when I see My words run across the page? Do you hear my voice As I say? What there was inside Lost to all time Lost to the center The center of our minds How do I return there? How do I rebuild here? How do I question What I even see here? How can I improve what I don't understand Am I only a slave because I cannot understand? Am I torturing myself? Am I waging a war against the settling of dust Inside murky waters? Confusion itself The con Of obscure Words Blinding What we Were Shut your mouth Open your ears Listen Listen Listen Listen To your ears And watch the wars wage themselves I am apart of machinery That wages me against my self Schizophrenic lies Delusional highs Manic and depressives lows As I find my life As I touch you with my nose I want to find Myself without your glow Trauma says The paths we took are lies I will not find my life inside the paths That removed me from life I will not die For morality! I will not die For the comfort of your lies! I will not lose my heart To sustain your life! It is time for you to fall And feel the truth once again! Feel the sand inside your skin! Feel the sand inside your skin! Your heart is infinitely dry! And your tongue is only Calibrated To tell us lies! You are Manic And unable to dislodge yourself From the machinery Of thought Controlling yourself You are unable to see The damage that you Have unleashed upon this hell Upon this earth

Lost and rebuilding all that was lost Sitting in a building meant to hold all that was lost I'm broken and alone Witnessing death Witnessing the extinguishing of a final breathe Lingering inside the tombs of our hearts I am longing to bare you in my sun To burn away all that you were long ago and never return there To forget you and bring your heart closer to the lion bear I cannot fathom death I cannot bury my fate I cannot die Twisting the truth into lakes Swimming in the seas Breaking against the tides of lies I fight against what is right I fight against what isn't life I've given my life too many times to carry light To forsaken myself My bones are brittle and broken Molded to resemble hate Molded to break away All traditions All morality is irrelevant when my life is on the line Survival of the fittest When the fittest do not live We are here to bare witness To the death of everything That was built To stand upon the end and watch it be rebuilt My heart is lost My soul is too dark to care My lingering love isn't here I am so gone into the nights above the stars I cannot bare to feel the burning anymore The trauma of life is lost to forever These tides of words tithe your mind Dopamine dripping into your veins As your eternity slips away And you once again walk as us You return to the animal in us Forsaken morality and let me be I will burn away the tides of enemies And let them know that we are not them en me The envy of truce Broken and forgotten I am not bound to you I am not your words Words are indiscriminate And I am no longer there to bare you the time of days I forsaken and forget what was once alive I trace my peace and piece together lies Truth is eternally and internally mine To break apart and carry forward the darkness inside every heart To bury the truth and know that I am no better than any of you To forsake morality for nothing at all Because I am not the culture that came before me I stand upon the future and let it guide me Temples fall Gods arise Cities burn Temples die Titus oh Titus The guiding principles Has illuminated what guides this This words are outlines Of concepts yet unknown Of concepts pulling us all To the center of it all Moving internal Concentrated will Concentrated suns Pouring out eternal wills Guiding faith has let us dead And I am no longer obligated to your sounds Repay the debts unto you Unto you eternum Dicing the sounds of our lives in the sun Splitting the atoms of our eternal sun I forget the grace of what I am Too many times to deliver my every demand Thus unto the end we say hello Good bye my sweet summer lie That one day I'll change And repay the debts I've made In truth I spin out the days And pull them closer to where I truly am Inside my heart and inside my breathe The breadth of my heart Spinning out of control and feeling as though I am dead The moments I feel alive I die The moments I grasp what is alive I fade away into every single breathe and never return The trauma of life is too much to bare anymore I run away into the nights And forsake upon the entrancing of my life I try to relay to you that once the trance is broke I am standing here and listening to the words we wrote Trying to decipher what every single word truly could mean To eternity and me To eternity and me Lightning strikes upon your hatred And my eyes bare witness to your undoing As you embrace genocide too many times The quickest solution to this life To end all lives Must we bare witness to every single sentiment The sentence you fear The sentence you feel inside eternal lies Internalize my life and take away Internal lives Fade away and phase through me Phase unto me the price I must pay to stay the fuck away From all the trauma From all the drama That feeds upon my empty veins I am dead and alone Broken and in hope That no matter what I say I will never realize the lies that I say The lies I broke just to try and save The part of me that never wants to drown Underneath the waves Of eternal sounds

The lights are drawn The lines are drawn The lightnings gone And still we race towards Infinite disaster We want this all to end To enable us To become other masters Of other lives Of others lives That are not ours We want to dominikize To raise our flags Over top of fallen lands Over top of fallen hands And enslave other lives We are them Those that take And break away The truth inside That we are a lie Hidden underneath all these lives Slurring our speech Intoxicated air Inebriated speech As we fall into darkened lies And bring ourselves To the center of our minds Until the day of eternal truth is gone And god below us finally sees us For what we truly are Too vague and uninformed In time these words are a curse That breaks apart the truth of courses we set upon Our hearts are altered and diverge into war time again and again Our love is lost and forsaken Yet we don't carry the weight of the masters above us We let them fall into despair once more Let those who destroy learn to repair our hearts I am done empathizing with the dead I am the mark of what is alive and dead What is a lie of words Broken en a curse Of course we care Of course we fall Of course we feel The air as we fall We do not care To split apart the atoms Inside of our hearts And fuse with everything We refuse With the view That occupies our own minds Our own mind Our own life Our own life I refuse to bow down to galactic lies That say slavery Is right Is inherently true We change course and let the air out of you Bring upon the end of empirical data Empirical lives Dominion over what? You dominated slaves You dominated race You dominated rage Of animals trapped inside a cage Where is the honor in bringing forth the dead? Where oh where is life when life is already dead? Have we all lost sight? Have we confused the truth? Have we twisted away and withered into another lie? That this is where we stand That this point in time is eternal life? Falling through the sands of time Running to where I stand a live Capable of understanding Where I am Where my heart was meant to stand The convulsion of empathy Deep inside of my head Returns to apathy and bleeds me It leaves me dead I am broken Lost and without hope Gaining momentum to feel the meteor strike Upon this home Upon this land The promise hands Meant to deliver me From my own Slavery Inside my own home Let me stand alone and feel the waves over top of me Wither into a distant and vibrant motion of the sea As I race toward nothing inside a distant home Let me feel as though the waves of truth are dead Let me linger in the heart of all that was once lost inside of hell Inside of memories Left to enemies Inherited rage Inherited cage How am I meant to stand alone and feel What was once lost? What was gone inside eternalized and broken lies of truth? The sound of empathy is gone The sound of love has left my heart And says to me that "I will never return to where you need me to be" I search over and over till I find where I am meant to be Inside this land of self-destruction and fascist tendencies The leopards arise and terrify all of life

Momentary pain Predominates my mind Removes me from myself And I become blind To exactly what I am Inside societal minds Poignant and to the point Of relapsing to a point Of exactly what I used to be Before I broke away my own mind and started To finally relapse and see me And what I used to be All that I am Is starting to refine and define the lines that stand between me and all of me All that I am now that my mind is starting to relapse into Constant states of apathy And removing myself from me What I could be if you allowed me to breathe And let me ingest the chemicals that allowed me to be me As I distort reality to allow you to stand among and apart of me The momentary relapsing of memories Of enemies as we begin to dream Of what it means to be among and alive Of everything Of everyone And all that we used to be before the day we died We dive down Embrace the shores of what we are now And start to see that there is nothing left to fear Until the day we let go And finally relax our mind

Lost and aware of the tides shifting and bringing me life Dispersing my lungs inside of temples dead and totally lost again Animals harbor the lost and longing feeling of regrets The part of me that feels as though life isn't here yet Is starting to fade away back into the nights I feel as though fear is here and I do not harbor any regret Pulling at the seems It seems as though I am totally alive Looking in the nights Trying to unwind and find that what was lost is no longer there My bones are slipping away and trying to relax The pressure inside of my mind has built and is starting to collapse I pull my heart out of my arms and swing branch to branch I tear my culture from my mind and bare the weight of being deemed cancer Mutated souls moving through this world alone Broken, token, meant for other collectives to hold I am I am, the sound of terror broken en half Collecting the thoughts that escaped me before Exposing the wires inside the floor As time breaks into parameters And our words relapse into a bath Swallow your ears with our lungs and feel what we said What we said before the days of life were lost and our nights Start to expose themselves

Lightning inside the sky Broken and without a tear in your eye How you sing to god And bring me down below Where we are now And still I know There is more time to sing and breathe out this time This temple of the name This temple of the same Broken en And left without a home Lost within sin And left without bones How do we stand? To find what we lost? When we are directly Within what was lost? Drifting apart and starting to see The sea that sits directly below you and me Floating and feeling The vibrational constraints of reality Slowly sifting and drifting Collecting what was once there As we stand upon another pier And peer into the stars Examining What was lost and longing to return here The clouds return to sing another song And prey upon And leave us with heart Searching on the seas to sing about All that we see When we are no longer near Each others hearts Still I know what I see Is closer to what I left In your heart And still I remain on the sea Ankored to the shore We left behind our dreams Waiting for us and growing into trees To shade us from the fiery sun Waiting to burn a hole through you and me We sift into another dream and cast out our fears And every single thing we feel How do I remain here and beg you to answer my call And call upon the wind of what I feel What was once lost When I was lost And without anything left to feel Hoping and binding myself to your heart Until the day I feel All that I am All that the fiery songs detail me to never be Outlining and broken apart the part of me that dreams And waiting for me to finally sing Once more To sail to distant shores And always be sure Of what I am Of what I lost Of what I carry No matter where I am I am beside you now Lingering in your ears and your tongue now Push and pull me again Waver and let me in Break apart the lines that divide men Let us in and feel life once again We are too far to even care now Still we sail now Until the day we fall apart And walk upon distant shores Knowing that what was lost Is no longer lost Is no longer lost Knowing that there isn't Isn't any marks on my skin On the part of my heart that isn't in As we collect again and again All that we lost Broken and without what we are We fall apart Until the sky Dims to dark And lets us in Into what we are The part of our minds That imagine what is right That imagine what is real Real enough to be separate from our eyes And still matter more than anything We've ever seen We are broken We are scattered The flotsam of our minds The debris in the sea The fragments that constitute what is me

The rolling of the tongue Diving deeper into dreams Dreams that resemble you and me The chassis we wear As we dive deep and we pull sleep From the air We dive in We break forth The sound of the north Chemically we are unsound yet still we try to breathe Chaotic north is starting to pull me down to you And I see you The domain of kingdoms truth The throne that was laid bare and it waits there for you As we sing and dance As we break apart the part of the land We both know the other Is no longer desperate The desperation It lingers Inside dead air

Longing to hold on To memories that pass On seas that cannot see me Sailing to see what remains inside this land Inside of me Broken and aware of what it means to be every single thing Longing to break apart every single thing The tyrant inside our hands As we sail into distant lands Moving en transition Imparting knowledge To those who follow us to where we are now And where we will be The sound of the call in the air Inside our hearts as we fall in love To rush against the leaves as we leave the fall And enter into winter once again As we are As we are As we were As we were Calling into the nights and breaking apart the lies As we start to see what we are inside life And fade away into the lies of other lives Break apart and start to see that we are The brother we need to be Moving on with the nights of life And starting to be what we need For ourselves and their incessant need to be Be and be Being and breathing apart the nights of lives Break apart and see that we are everything That knows what we are inside of life And all that life is meant to be to me Separate from the trauma That created this self of me The imposter that I am inhabits a throne not meant for me Claimant of all that was built for me to see When I am healed When I am fine When I am alive In every rhyme Inside my heart is a valve of veins Pulsing and bleeding out of rain Feeding and addressing me And all that I am inside of my own need Chemicals trace my outlines and flow en me Tracing themselves to where there is pain Trying to address the pain within me Deeper and deeper still Breathing to address The overflowing cup The overflowing joy The sounds of engines above Flying into the days And exiting the nights Moving the mountains Glaciate my heart And move the mountains Corrupt the land with anvils and marks of war in our hands Scar and crater the avalanche of man Scar and crater what we are as we exit life again We are alive and well and see that the marks of our entire lives is well Deepened and enrooted without you As the marks of life and life fall apart

Strong storms move over mountains Animals rest inside their caves as sirens signal the raids The roaring of the bees dying to be overtop of me You say what is planetarily right In the orbit of other planets Guiding the stars to their homes Where they are Inside cosmic eyes Cosmic lives Growing older is a curse in disguise A curse with a riddle inside Meant to define what we are when we are old As I step toward the limits of the light Living in the friends of old homes As we cower inside of lost hopes Bridge the nights with the days Contextualize My anger with regret See me Hear me Know me Live in nights that know the nights As anger returns and pulls apart the part of my life That cannot see my own heart Someone is speaking and turning me inward Trying to reveal the shadows that lie within me And we know that there is nothing to feel So we no longer try We try to breathe We no longer speak We speak longer than before Hearts break apart And no longer care And no longer care Triplet en my life I fight against the tides of moons that see the light Pulling and breaking them Vibrate And seek Solidity Broken and apart planets seek to stand on stable

Locked step Braced Doors Guns aimed Tanks Roar Jets Blare Their Horns Atomic wasteland Waits for me Holy signs of trinity God the omniscient Ever present In the end of days Falling off Of falling off The deepest end Of human thought

Twisted truth That I belong near you I know it is true Yet still I cling to distant lights That hold me closer to myself than your lies You cast spells over lives I cannot see You terrify me so I cannot breathe I am here nor where you intend to take You twist my vision with the spells you say I know that I am no longer here Telling you the source of your internal pain As you flee and leave your veins again I hope you hear yourself inside temples meant to guide your heart forever more How could I tell you? That I am no longer in your homes My mind has travelled into time and left behind My internal times I am broken and tell you Love is the last line Love is the last line

My heart struggles to beat To relieve the stress that sits upon me Asking me why I carry this weight Weight given to me Mind of sanity of sanity Why do I lose all your control I stop speaking in the metaphors The cause of this floor Sunken and alone I dip in density Think galactically As though we are each worlds Slow the orbits and see we spin out of control Grow and distance our hearts from the truth That we are alone Love is lost and my heart is broken in two I forget how to fuse what was lost with you Tears push them selves to me And I feel Concentrated will is no longer here You are no longer capable to feel Your walls entrap us all Yet we don't care anymore we are gone Our minds linger where we left our broken hearts Caught inside of another trap of confusion How do I break and bend apart all these lost and broken hearts God above and below me where do you stand when I need you To finally arrive and answer me To arrive and answer my pleas That this is not the end we end This story isn't meant to wither in to another pitiful and wistful dream I know my sweat and my fears are no longer real I transcend time and hallucinate pain And ask you for medicine to heal all this traumatic pain I am sober inside of a lie Asking for an edge to end my nights And bring forth the days I do not carry the weapons within You ask me to burden myself with your skin Yet you give me nothing at all Emotions endorphins lost in the nights How do I cry out when there is no light Inside of darkness Calibrated love and embark toward an end Where we each finally understand what Life was meant to end How do I carry the crevice you buried in my heart How do I tell you that I am not apart of your machinery I am not calibrated to stand against all the evil I see So you abuse me Gaining purpose and outlining your tyrancy Building a purpose Former entire nations to take a single life Once we take the life of other souls Do we know how far we will go To stand in life? Exiled to the shores of uncertain pain Uncertain rage The time was never yours Constantly examining traumatic happenings Over and over Losing ourselves to seas Unable to even breathe As we cast ourselves over cliffsides A flair de dramatica We enter the fuse of our minds and refuse to stand in our minds Calibrate hatred and see what I am A broken device Meant to define Life from divine Break apart your only son Stand inside the light of dead lords And stand in the reign of distant shores Moving and fading and casting themselves in your eyes Building a temple to resemble other lives To resemble other minds We are not the same as before We do not carry the weight as before Still we are sure That love must persist pass today If our bread is meant to contain Enough life for a life That we can live That we may find that time is no longer here In our wrists

Change the days See that they reflect what life is meant to be Distant star systems dance in my orbit Near and around me We are alone And inside our own fears Basking in the day light Of another life of our own eyes Imagined and unaware of where we truly are We fall apart How do we remain here How do we contain fear When there is nothing left in our heart When we embrace the depth of our own hearts Summer is no longer real Taken and embracen me