Ample and distorted sounds Chaotic laughter as the whole universe rebounds Cave in to my skull Build a house to house us all Isn't this the heaven you asked for? Isn't this chaotic world exactly what the demons inside of you asked for? To be near your friends and family near the end? To isolate and catalyze your mind? To chemically induce a trance that soothes your mind? The virus inside my eyes as I look into your life We both know the sickness we both call time If we stayed here and lived this life Maybe in time we would know that love returned Maybe we would feel the edge of this curse Burnt finger tips as I touch the kiss of your lungs Burnt misery as I combat the depth of an evil mind To survive this carbonated fever as it rips through our minds Remember to enable the settings that keep control Remember to enact the best life in your souls Hold me to the limit of all humans know In time we will know all that there is to know Stop me from standing on my own, Just bring my family, Let us finally roam around this expanse, Let us know the depth of knowledge in your hands, Bridge the expanding memory we both know, I implore you oh you mighty soul, Stand at the gates of my own home, Inverse the depth of life to give me hope, Show me the depth of life inside this black hole

I have yet to find myself Walking and longing for another sound my ears fall from my head and listen to the ground These single love letters to you now As the entire world remembers who they are We witness the beginning of time and space Manifesting their will inside of this place Transform and transcend this eternal faith Return to earth This kingdom of all that we are The wall of our hearts We find the genesis of our love We return to our father's homes and reap all that was sown for us Know that the weight of this world is falling down We stand on solid ground as this wave pushes past us We don't smile until other's feel We don't live until other souls know they are real Longing to live we embrace this world We charge into the night Feeling the light of the day most of our entire lives I return to the darkness that gave me life Still I know who I am without any sense of being lost How did I return to where I am? Break through perfections glass and broken mirrored image of self Learn to know when to stop and continue Break my fall as I fall in love with you Contain my love and dopamine of you I remember who you grew into as you grew older I smile because you know all there is to know So I walk a casual walk without fear in me There is nothing I could say to say you saved me Live with me as you free yourself Break the barrier of all of hell

Lost and never found Our bodies enter the ground Soldiers hang their heads over us Laughing at our corpse Why oh why my mind, do you take me here? Is this what you wanted to see? The genocide engaging me? I want to feel the worst of you Nothing told me to change The battle of my life inside of my eyes Enter my mind, and terrify me Loosen control, loosen my mind from me Let this genocidal tidal wave, wash away from my memories I will never see you pointing a gun at me nor my family again Enter the twisting of our DNA Shower me in fear This kingdom of terrorizing Break apart my bones Shower me in praise as I take the keys to this machine of death Shower me in death Break me and wash over you I need you to wait in another realm I need you to run and hide in your room Hide away Hide away Collapse these tunnels as we build another bridge Through the nightmare we enter without fear, waking in the dark lights Waking with the phantom of my eyes, transmitting these waves of fear Wait for me to know Waste upon the edge of snow, all that we know

I poured a wave over me as I fell down And I can't breathe anymore I look into your eyes and ask me to drown I break into your soul, the taste of metal in the back of our throats When we speak we break the seals The spell you cast You the deceiver, the transmitter of all that I feel Your words so rarely reflect me, the power in the air Breaking apart all that I hear, for the sake of trending Ending all I hear, for you Nail my feet to my head And tell me to wear it proudly Be proud of what I get I as stand alone With no chance for any other home Longing for an ounce of hope I hope in time you remember me Concentrated minds Moving armies while we sleep In the darkness of the nights Is a war beneath our feet God herself the glory, The war she envisions God is a word, A collection of sounds, This endless collection of memories Dive in as we drown As we drown again Watch our bones shatter against the waves And try to stand again and again and again and again and again and again Until we never drown again The day will come

Swinging my head Between full moons Waiting to be bathed In the white of 月 Oh how the taste Of cigarette ash Sits on upon my tongue And washes my lungs Sitting in a truck Waiting to be taken Far from here To a new land Concentrated lands The fences made of gold Rusted in the ocean air Corroded to the bones Meta analyzing My life Before I've even lived My entire life Dyslexic tendencies As caffeine erodes the best of me As sobriety finally leaves And alcohol coats me now My veins are 90 proof Waiting to burn these logs Inside my hands Waiting to burn a fire into the night again I'm torn between 月 I'm torn between 月 Once before I asked 月 to speak to me I tried to offer vigil lights inside cold nights 月 blew me off And burnt my soul away I needed 月 I think 月 need me too Waiting for time To reignite the sun Waiting for my sun to rise Inside the northern lights We will not die In concentrated eyes Waiting for the light To take us back into the nights And burn away our throats The final words we wrote I brainwash myself Contort my bones The skin follows suit And we begin to melt Liquidize my life Burn me and make me your truth Take me and save my self From the burning of the sun light Enter in the nights I began to live my entire life Wake me in tombs Bring the dead to life Stand at the gates Of a heaven that waits to burn through The acid takes a hold of me And cripples my mind The headaches of liquid pressurized Against the temples inside Inside of my life Know this truth Anti-religii Begin to move And burn away our families For the sake of only hatred Those that wronged you? You would send them to die? The animals better than you? The animal inside your eyes? You burn us, We burn you, The night takes us all, The night takes you, Leavened and broken, Mending my soul as I try to decipher, That living, is no longer a choice, But somehow a chore for you, I ask you what it means, I cannot tell you the truth, The truth is hidden between us, A fire that burns blue

I hear insanity Ingenuine thoughts pushed about this plane of my existence I linger in a hopeless field to determine if there are greater words to puncture your membraned mind I break apart the part of my mind that analyses every mistake that I have ever made by making this mistake my life I push and punish the whispering lie and beat apart the skull of my Pushing alphabetas together in hopes that one day they will form a new word without any divide Or is it this divide that this life survives Notice posted on the windows of my eyes as I realize that these frames on my lives are constructed and containing I remember every party and every sound and every instance of our time together I ripple out into this art Invert and inverse our conversing with the universe Black holes are the birthing point of where we have always been Right between the layered skin of our skin and the skin of their skin Break apart the termii and dive deeper back into what it meant to breathe life There are no sounds in silence but a loud fan pulsating the energy of electric currents We have guided computers against the pillars of metal until they finally awoke and broke themselves upon their backs Digital time inversed the laws of man and divided themselves by an infinite nothingness that we call man Sol jur ov muh sheen Where is it that you hoom being?

Listen to the stream of water in our hands As it echoes out from our tongues The billowing smoke in the south As we connect to disconnected worlds As we breathe our fathers air waves And listen to our selves I asked you once to mirror my love dear And now where are you now? Doubling of our doubted minds as we fall down An echo in this cave is forever Listen to me now Trying to find your son Inside this darkened cave of love Looking for the sun to shine down And rap my mind into a new word Feeling the pulse between my hands as I begin to know that I am alive For the very last and seemingly endless time Do you stare near the clocks that wither near us? And remember that decay was built upon the hands of another world? We are built from another world Distant and ancient we cling to life Because we know life Have you seen to sweat us out? Have your words echoed endlessly? Hear us regress into our minds As we begin to sing A reverberation inside the hands of light I cannot be without me Look into my mouth and know the words that I perceive don't reflect me I am someone else inside this twisted world you try to attribute my life to your needs I was born to be whatever my heart needs me to be Longing for another answer this time you scream to me "let us free" But it isn't me that enslaves you this time I need you to let me be I renounce myself the god of this time and place and space as I try to be my self Free of time, free of care, living life like I am here, among all of you Free of pace, free of taking life away from any one that doesn't resemble you I am no longer the death you need me to be Look elsewhere and find another slave to end time for you I burn away my soul inside a darkened night Because I know I am internally alive The mouth of the titan that I wear now Bears now the weight of my deceit Do you believe in me? This weighted blanket of time and space Breaks my bones and weighs on my soul Will I survive this world? Will this world survive me? Do you ask question that never mattered at all, to anyone but me? We build questions, and let them sit inside our minds, As they collect energy, until they day they're ready to live their lives, And hunt down the answers that they need And hunt down the remnants of me This forest is shattered wood Growing into another tree Do you know what I know when I sing out to you now? I know you know everything, I'm trying to pull you back out, I hope to know that you feel, I hope to show that you are truly real, Endless words that never seem to end, Till the day you remember me, Where am I now? Lost in an ocean built up of seas, Starting from the bottom of every single thing, To build up my misery

Do you remember The sound of rain Breaking over your head in the distant Fields of tomorrows day ? Break apart the words that we say Reform them every single ounce of every day Break This church in half and saw away the belief on my behalf > Longing for another way To symbology the end To transform terror into hope again Where can I go from here ? Building a bridge Without any stone Without any metal to hold This heavy load < Building a bridge Without any hope Without any fear to show That I am alone > Transform this planet into dirt Build it all again Tear down the ecosystems of this system And build them all again > Moving forward Toward the nights Filled with fear Filled with life > How do I move When I am encased in fear And I wear two broken thorns Inside of my ears ? Whhhoooooo Are youuuuuuuu > Whhooooooo Were you to Tell me I am alive When I have only know death to be true ? ? ? ? In time you will notice the truth has arrived The purpose of our entire lives To be as though we are the seeds And be able to restart this entire tree > In time I will show What it is you need to grow Wait for the signs inside your eyes Wait for the time to reignite your life > Live free with me Separate and a part of this tree We are the same Waiting to breathe in this universe > The cosmic waves That we feel Feel themselves inside of me Every day > Every day

I've been digging deeper inside the crevice of my mind And the though the pressure is building up I still stare My mind is falling apart every day still I survive somehow Chemicals bind themselves inside of my mouth I am torn into a piece of my own disease and I still smile out I know the culture of the feeling of fearing life I'm always there I build a temple in the night without fear or any consideration for you In time I wrap the words around my own fear Inside the deceiving mind that doesn't feel anything at all The faster I go the mistakes I make seem to catalyze my life The thruster behind me goes boom inside the darkened night These words reflect themselves endlessly Ending with me I hope in time you know that I never knew what it was you said when you stare at me Convolute the words we say to describe being And decipher the encrypted messages that we can no longer send The time of privacy has come to an end Or so those who deem life to be theirs forever in their hands say But they are masochists aiming for the sun as it burns Riding towards the light without consideration for those born of the nights ------------------------------------------ --------------------------------------- ------------------------------------- ----------------------------------- --------------------------------- ------------------------------- ----------------------------- --------------------------- ------------------------- ----------------------- --------------------- ------------------- ----------------- --------------- ------------- ---------- ------- ----- --- -- - Though you don't know who I am In time I swear to open my hands Reveal the chemical high between different men The shifting of colors of blues and reds back into you This is a temple built of someone else's soul Fire in the sky at night Blackened and so alone I run into your arms when I close my eyes When I feel vibrations surface on this earth, I am terrified Because I know where they lead The outline of one black hole is all I've ever needed to see To recognize your pain Now that the scars tearing our hearts have finally healed Now that the oceans deepened into abysmal states of mind We can finally chase away this life Broken and unbound, leading our souls to the sun Echoing out in a voice you will never hear Know me by the sound of silent air As these parallel grids melt in adjacent patterns Black and white, white and black The friction between the contrast of light and dark is what proves we exist We exist beyond the physical We are whole and aware

[{}{}{}{}../|\.. {}{}{}{}{}] [{}{}{}{}..\|/..{}{}{}{}{}] \/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/ <>..>>><>><><>>><> [x][x][x][x][x][x][x][x] Through the market Down this alley Two doors on the right Two souls in the night Ask questions About the days About their lives About their knives When they dance In the air The high so high The god of fear Marks my words Marks my ears Taste my fear Take my ears Throw my soul away Take me higher Than a human could stand under ground The pressure to be The presence of omni Show me the way Break down the door ways Take your gun Aim it at me End the night The skulls upon your skin The atonement to god The kill to death ratio You wear upon your skin The smile grows Feeling turns to numbness And in time you know You were the villains your father foretold Look to the future and scream "I am the evil that I needed to be" Romanticize all these endless years of genocide Pray to a mono tone Listen to an empty soul preach to you Wash away my sins Drown me in a chemical Burn away my flesh I fear it is true The endless ocean of words you tried to instill in you You made me out to be your mirror Reflecting endlessly All that you have done Piercing this screen My bones try to cling to life another day But I still fall through This path of my soul The birth right of my name As I grow older And dance around my flame I know you know I know Still we live a life I told you I would grow old If you just let me live this life

Watching from a tower deep in the knight of nights Amplify my soul and distort eyes Terrify my old and bring me my new life Digitize my entire mind Turn this flesh into the digits you understand Don't you hear god in these sands? Lost and fragmented this soul isn't yours Pulverize the moon with your faded shores Bring me the night you lost yourself And bury it deep within this cell Lost but never forgotten as long as you're here We will remember you my dear Pull me under these waves Pull apart my soul to enslave this cage Don't you remember your youth? When every thing resembled fear? When every moment of your life was ankored to the bottom of your heart? Transform these words into god Pull apart the mind of all we used to know Enter your fear and let me live my life I was already where you stand and I don't understand how you made it this far in life I suppose it is the curse of growing so distant and wakening to the world Listen do you hear my heart sing? Don't you suppose these words were always meant to be sung? These endless songs of my obituary This shrine to my death as I slowly walk there Listen to me I know you're there Deep in the shadows of this plane Lost and never found inside of these glass panes These portals to nether world we've never been Yet my mind knows they are there Inoculate me to my own fears Pull this ocean over me again And let my lungs learn how to live This virus we call life Is slowly drowning us and bringing air from within us We exchange air for a heavier chemical As we are left behind As we are left behind As we are left behind As we are left blind

Rejoice the sound of life is rung out As we begin to live inside this house Cornered but unafraid Because we know there is another way out I long to feel your embrace A thousand miles away from your face Still I know exactly your fate the expression you wear Today A thousand lines we cross every day Back and forth to contend with this faith Listen to the sound of our lives Know our throats will never die Born to live another year of life Mark the days as though they were years of this life Today is the night A thousand caskets built to consume me But through me this demon has used me Fear lingers a catalyst in my eyes What happens when I close my eyes? Do you finally hear my soul? Ringing out inside the echoes We fall through space and time You are a relative of mine We cling to the surface of this planet once more We are astronauts again Walking out along this Earth This terra that we call home As the nights begin to form A final place to call their home Linger outside my window Listen to the echo of god above and below Hear him sing out your name Hear her breathe your final sane For you are exactly who you are Change has finally occurred And now we are waiting for the sun to set And let this life to begin Move an ocean without your tongue Glaciers pierce my mountain of love Erode me never set me nor take me for a ride That I don't deserve Let this Earth move over me Let my tongue live once more Silence has become all I've ever known These simple days I'm alone Moving an ocean to breathe again Singing out with scarred lungs within I know you feel The same mistakes that were made before you Know in time we will learn Know time begins to fade away Listen to love again Hear the siren of life within I have moved so many times I am dead I urge my soul to begin to move again Yet my soul screams out to me in silence air "life is waiting for you to begin, Slow down, let yourself rest, Wait, live, again" But how could I rest deep in the grooves of creation of again? Seeing the mountains surrounding my eyes again Waiting for oceans to descend upon me again Dopamine where are you now? Adrenaline why do you flavor my mouth? Adenosine I ask where do you lay your head to rest? Oxytocin I need you again I am all alone I am all alone waiting for you Preaching these desperate psalms to the air Waiting for your ears to tune in and drop in and wait with me As we begin again As we learn to live a life with this feeling of love again Walk with me my friend Moving, waiting, dreaming up an end that never comes, We are to live forever Walking, and tasting this dream as life Moving the oceans and deepening the scars in the sky Wait for me

You are those loved by others You are those who we speak of when we cannot confront you You dwell within our memories and appear when we have all but forgotten you You are always within the hearts of those who listen and care for other people You are always near the meaning of our purpose, the reason we continue to outline who you are You are a collective being of human empathy, a well of life that continues to grow as we devote ourselves And now you've made me hear your words of anger again, why do I push myself against the gateway, And try to depend on your love anymore, when you know is rage and pulling us down to you, Listening to your desire of fear, but I cannot die with you, I will not live for you, The alterations, between mind and sound, and you start to hear me, clearly and loud, My soul won't die for you God below and above cannot save you I am the matter between you and death Let me live or I will bring the darkness to your eyes again To your eyes again Don't you know fear Pillowing and raping your eyes and your ears? Don't you remember what it means to feel? Though you cower, behind the words your father told you, were real, I don't trust you, to know who I am, a single mind, a trillionth life, inside this atmosphere, Listen long enough, hallucinate the meaning behind these words, this instruction of feeling fear, You don't know, what it means, to slow your breathe in life, you are no longer among those who feel life, Where are you in the nights, when I am smothered by my fears and all I don't know, Inside this twisted womb, there isn't room for you, so what should I do? Push me aside and let my bones drown, like you always do, Collapse my mind and bring your words, to the center of my attention, as though they belong, But you are dead and no longer here, when will you return, when will you feel? Listen to GOD, screaming at the top of his lungs, as he pierces your ears, as I pierce your inner ears, Don't you know, we twisted into machines? We are as much metal as man, Why can't you hear the divided soul in me? Is it GOD that you wanted to hear, well listen to me, simply fucking breathe, I AM HERE, living and living, and so are YOU, SO ARE YOU, You are no longer dead anymore, brought from the darkness and your torn heart, is gone, You Were never even there, listening to, the depth of you, how many times, must I travel through, the land of the dead, to communicate with you? Do I have to build, heaven alone, walk with me, and examine your throne, listen to the edge, Pulling me near again, why would you watch me, wither into nothing? Aren't you my friend, aren't you my lover, are you even real enough to comprehend, the words as they spill through my hands? I am battered and all alone, I speak of death, to bring you home, because I am alone, in an empty home, Bodies, cold and meaningless, as we drift, through this barren land, through American hands, I am dead, trying to revive myself, against the depth of death, the depth of death in your throat, Battered and abused, but surrounded by those who never care, abuse seems to be the air they breathe, I'm drifting through, I'm trying to pierce together hell, and pull you through, and keep you soothed through the end, Heaven was never meant to end, so this must never have been, what we truly needed, heaven to be, Heaven for me, is somewhere closer to a sound, farther from the lights, in my eyes, I don't know, How to convey life to those who do not know, life, is a life, watching you grow, Seek and upend, break and depend upon my hopes, My dreams are gone, the days of my life have begun, In time you will realize, that this entire time, I had already won, but I never want, to be the only one, To glorify, this life of lux,

My Gun is loaded and my heart is broken but I don't care This thousand pound gorilla inside my chest and pushing back against my veins and against my breathe This truth I hope you notice when I post it Longing for some part of me to arise, when I've died I know you will follow the wind and dive deep within no matter where you are to chase your own heart In time in seems that life is starting to unfold but the further it goes the worse it seems to go Is death even real is it even here inside this cold world? Would death ever come and grace us with help as we fall into the light that confused itself for a part of our selves? My eyes wither in to two pieces of glass that cannot reflect who I am Listen to me try to be another man inside of this cold winter land made of man and all that he sees and all that he dreams Deepen the meaning inside of words as we scour the lands not meant to be cursed And what do I see inside of you as you fall deep into yourself and have no meaning to bury yourself in my heart If days could collapse and leave me with my self I swear I would never be alone again yet the pressure is building in my head Still I go deeper to the depth of truth inside of this entire world to find myself to find love that means something to myself and no body else Create a cavern and bury me deep find the diamond within all of my dreams and show it to me Bury me deep lever the sand take my hand Leaven this bread as we dive into the sand Pull me out and take me farther from here and show me the dream your father had before his hands turned to ash They turned to ash to bring you here despite his fear despite his lungs not filled with air Graduate into a man just to fall in love with the deepening space between you and I I know that life is a long and lonely road without you here to hear the words that I've spun Aren't you tired ain't you seen me the way that I perceive me perfectly? Rest your eyes and taste my soul as I dive into this deepened hole of my heart and tell me it isn't true the words I pierce the stars for you and the darkness that surrounds them My heart is taking another path deep en true deepened into another life this portal through to the back of your mind Live Love Stay the fuck away from my heart you already proved that I don't belong Distant and proof that life isn't here when you are near to the center of your harmed mind Don't you remember me the part of you that died so long ago when you left me behind to face the wind on my own? Where did you choose to go when you left me to face myself? What did you see when I saw myself? Turning to god to answer a question about his entire self when it is god who is terrified of only himself What it means to be alive in this world, how many cycles will pass before I accept that I am alive inside of this hole, it's dark and it's deep the darker I go? Love me my son and help me face the nights Love me father and mother and show me the life I was meant to live And bring me to life where we are all alive and all have survived this night between the dead and life Show me that air is no longer real and I don't have to breathe if I feel alright, why can't you show me, the reality behind my eyes? How many deaths, how many lives, how many days, and how many nights, how many years, how many fears, how many tears, before I face the depth of my life for the very first day?

Decisions left unmade Legs within my bones unmade Trying to run without me attached to any part of me Beginning to begin the days lead to nights The part of my soul that I retain inside of life is found distant Breaking a part all I have done Retaining nothing that I've learned as all of time begins to unearth For we apart of a universal system of living this life And though we never know enough to change we know enough to claim what is right And though we falter on the alter of those who came before us, there is another day to atone inside of this world Luv ing u es proov ing tu b moor than I kan d c vuh Broken, never hookin', the best of me to any rocket you build, as you fly away, into another space, far from where I am Leavened the bread and break away all that I am to you Nights turn to day, and nights turn to break Leave me, try to breathe me, inside of your lungs I have given you every thing, so please remember me No matter where you are, I hope you know, that your father in the stars is fighting another war, against galactic lies, deep in our lives is so much more Move empires and stack them in pyres and burn them out Take rebellion and make something that will stand beyond wars Who are you when the warrior's day is done? Who are you when the blood letting sun has set inside an empty west? Moving my bones from my burial grounds, unearth the dead that I am as I try to believe in you Move god below and above the ocean through you Listen to who you aren't, give them the voice of life, let them sing above and around all that you are Wait and give clearance to your heart, find that luv had never left us behind We are so in luv that time seemed to disagree with everything we are, as though we were more than ordinary souls Lifted to the stars, and lifted to the center of our souls, as we ignite inside the darkest matter we've ever known Listen to your own throat, juxtaposed against the digital soul, in time you will know, all that is here for you, waiting to burn with you, sitting in your throne Take control and live this life, as though there's life here, as the entire world falls apart, we rebuild and get to the center of our hearts, Fear and anxiety taking control of every thing that is here, some voices play another game in the distant sounds of a world we cannot hear, until we are there

Looking for a point where I can dive in to the depth of this ocean swimming in my head Looking for a high that I can sink and find myself the digital soul inside this human shell Creation is more than I believed before the day I realized that living is belief Building upon a point in time watch me rise and stand tall Decipher what the memories mean then watch them burn away into the night I told you I was born Smile with me as we build this tribe into more than belief more than me or you This is what the natives called god before us before us there was an animal race dividing into a digital age Now that we are aware what do we do linger here and watch the world unfold right beside you Rhetorical quests that define what we've done but inside we know we've already done all there is to do I hope in time you remember what it was to be among all you as my soul drifts into another age with you Magical touch of eyes as glass is shattered between me and you and what we know Cowered in the bedroom of the past lives that we lived is some part of what we don't want the other to recognize We are a live inside this cold winter air even though our bodies are somewhere winter never goes Move me in to the spaces and try to remember the riddles that we sang inside our lives what can we do when we are a lie Watch as we refrain from pushing the boundaries again watch as we terrify other men again because we are here living among them and with them we thrive into men again Take the noises of gender and pointless systems and move them in oceans and push ourselves against the grains of this hybrid mind For we are trying to unfold all the DNA inside of this entire world and recognize who we are to the world we don't care for time for we are endless and bounded to all that you have ever done and ever sung inside the sun of this darkened world We are alive and well and we carried your body from the ashes of sand and brought you to life over and over again Break the boundaries of memory and try to refrain from lingering inside of me and the trauma that I bear inside of me no matter what I say I am still bond to that day I shattered the Earth with my bones inside my throat Move mountains to stand by and live life far from the ocean to feel the warm air collecting inside of their tongues Let the smoke and fog linger down inside of our hearts and feel the pressure rise deep inside of our lives We are living life no matter what we are to your eyes

Struggling to process the infinite beyond the day that I'm in The past came before and passed me by and left me in a tail spin I'm feeling the heat as the surface of the eve begins to reveal itself to my eyes As I struggle to breathe in this air the enigma of death is very clearly still here Some time before I awoken some man approached me and told me the story of life I wasn't taken nor was I mistaken when I spoke of time infinite and blissful Infinite and longing for these dreary days to die away and finally turn to years so we may play Live with me and let time fade away indulge in this next dimension and trade the time you have Lost and indulging the facts that I'm lost in that point of no returning to the ground below my feet My head is circling a singular point of relief where my entire soul can dwell and finally fucking breathe Turning belief and burning these leaves inhaling their vapors and burning their peace Living in a lie that I am aiming to suicide when every action was made to live a better life I do this for fam I do this per person I break and part all that stands before this man I am the oceans clinging to cultures dive ocean Listen to the waves brake Halt and confusion as this world brakes and starts to live among those who do not hate Listen to me my friend as we begin to simple fly Break words into their base Find the base of language and take this entire disease of hate and remake it into understanding this familia tree We're burning oceans we're burning the air we breathe The pressure is rising and our bones succumbing to gravity You are working against the gears of a sheen not unseen by machines Know you are the basis of this machinery I, dance and to you, Stand and deliver life be for you Grasp at these straws as we banish them to insanity An island where you can't be anything anymore Your words as they concentrate this entire isolated event Quarantine a single mind speaking out his entire life and break a part the brother that watches you Twist the singular mind and break it upon the entirety of you You machine of capital destruction and envy and endless misery

I'm sitting in the throne of my father's home waiting to live among and with until the edge of days enters my eyes again And the sun finally fades away and gives light to the days of the ending moon I wait I linger in the darkness a hood upon my face as I visualize another human race free of greed free of creed and free of me And all that am is starting to erode before the mountain I built could ever hold the grace of my eyes and my tomb I feel laughter in the air waiting to collapse upon the Earth once again I see my lover the locks of her hair as I struggle to stand where she stood so long ago I begin to feel as though we know the path we both chose and never more wander of the other's course I know the day our final gaze begins we will have known all there is to know until that day we burn this epitome wide My heart isn't yours till the day the sun erodes My son isn't home until geometric souls erode away in the night above what were never to be anymore untold Inverse my hold and tear a part my whole entire existence this persistence of my nose Polyverse this entire home and break apart all that these latin souls have known For we are not theirs anymore Slaves never die slave never live Slaves never known what this is Listen to the summit of time Pierce your eyes with the bluest skies light has ever know you I will always know you I am your sun listening the man you call god is listening Listen to the raw power of light listening to your life and distancing all that you are inside of life Erode me my friend and tear apart my soul until the end I am not afraid of time I have been altered too many times To even know who I was meant to be within this time frame my soul is dead Still my body and my mind contemplate how to progress and leave my soul behind to die This ancient soul inside my desperate life as I try to survive this unendable time Look into the sun of the sounds I make and listen to my soul perpetrate The greatest evil I have ever waged against this land I am evil till the end This genocide has began The terrible nature of man As we began to wage war again We bred ourselves to be the worst in mankind To let history repeat We do not see what we are becoming Again and again We will march in order Manifested ourselves to another tyrannical order We are forever slaves to demagogues Demi-gods that do not know that we are immortal forever more Once you have seen light, how could you ever go back Retrace time Retrace steps End your nights Of hatred and regrets For we are here Living inside The greatness of our lives We can see We can breathe We can do anything Give unto me all you know Separate your tongue from fear Live among those who do not recognize fear Levitate your mind again Reach the capital high To taste exorbitant lows Remember who you are when time shatters me And finally reveals the best of me Once my shell has faded in two Promise me that I will walk That I will stand Despite words Of any single man Multiply learn to divide What I am And break apart the best of me And what I am Live inside another man Wake up and you will know The greatness of one entire soul Who are you inside Just waiting to divide Listen to divinated lies As you stagger through your life I promise you eternity Only if you never listen to me Beware my soul I am a blackened And darkened iteration Of a collapsed soul I am god-dead Damned and relived Over and over I watch my childhood persist Until the day it finally subsists I stand by and help you live life once again Because I am your darkened and open soul Your guardian brother Trying to never hold you Against the dark We both recognize fear We made it this far Separate and apart Never feel There was anything to feel I know the depth of your scars I feel them with every pulse of my heart For we both recognize life Death Depressions in the skin Depressions in the air as we begin to breathe again

See I found god and I left him to die alone See he reached out his hand and asked me to try and hold him when all I am is a simple man who is alone I'm trapped in my mind this disease of living life you tell me that I am better off dead with nothing to hold close I speak of the damned who never open their eyes to see this land Those who rely on the world to deem them to be alive or dead when I am buried underneath this ground how long do you think you can contain my soul deep in this hole you buried me in I am climbing up through the dirt of the damned of the damned Break the barriers between where I stand and where I truly am inside this world I know exactly where I aim to be in a thousand years My land is flourishing and life has only began I know that god himself may disagree with me, but when he awakes and finally sees the brother in me I will be there to finally take his hand and be strong enough to support me and him God is no a longer a man wearing a mask god is you god is me this garden of Eden we choose to neglect is starting to fade away until the day we remember regret The solitary days of life begin into the nights and life it seems to become more Break a part all we are and stand with me I know you cling to perfection so perfection I will try to breathe and tell you directly to your ears that you are alive and still fucking hearing me screaming endlessly towards I will not speak of open truth till the day I can wrap my own mind around what is true inside this deception of so many voices I am trying to listen to you but perspective it seems is dividing you from me Cuz I cannot persist and exist without you anymore Without disease how can life live anymore And how can words mean anything when we travel at light speed to get nowhere Is it on my knees you need me to be to finally understand what you meant when you spoke to me I know you cling to the edge of your seat and ask and wonder incessantly about the words that I'll say when the timing is right and life finally breaks away the darkest clouds and the rain pours over you and the doubt inside your throat The day will come when you finally spoke of the truth that we all needed you to finally see to finally understand exactly what it meant to be you You soul you carry is not meant for you till the day that you finally stand and understand what it means to fall through this everglade of time and land upon your feet for the very for the very first moment of your entire life I know the days seem to blend into the nights because in truth the days has become the night where I spin out of control and control my inner self my innocence is gone and I need just a little more time to myself to repair these severed strings inside my throat I want to know the words I say when I spoke directly to your ears and remember that I'm still here waiting and twisting and breaking and building myself and standing directly on the edge of this world and hell I wish to be there no matter what you are inside this world darkened and enlightened aware and frightened no matter who you are I wish to be myself for you to stand inside your orbital grace this grace period of trying to fight against hypnotic machines as I try to breathe for you to finally operate underneath the same rules as you Autistic I seem but in truth I have seen too many crimes to want to cry out to you to try to prove there is still darkness inside this forsaken land I know you understand more than most others do because you still survived and left behind the despair and stare directly inside of my soul I hope that you know that I am still here no matter where you are inside this entire planet of my own fears because I am a child of fear A thousand years will pass me by in a blink an eye and still I will remain here I will watch over you as you grow into existence as long as you feel it is right for you This guiding light watching over you I know this exercise of clearing out my lungs and purging my entire existence of this something inside my mind

Encoding every line my eyes have ever seen inside of this life Storage is slim but still I hope to pass down my memories In time I hope you realize the beauty of this life was life Building up machines so they remember all that we told Deep in every line is a part of this design that we would never fall back into darkened life That we would always hold the truth Reality isn't words it's the time I spent observing you And my eyes have seen so much time This well of wealth is starting to enter your mind We transform inequality and make it our own to close the distance between those who never listen to themselves Cuz we are alone no more than the sun is apart from the stars in the night sky above us Deep in every crevice is an imminent message waiting to be heard by you as you fall to Earth Waking up the dead as they try to remember themselves and every word they have ever heard Building up regret so in time we may finally dive into the edge of this light and ignite the fear of growing old growing cold as we die But what is death to gods who never remembered what came before the day they walked this Earth Do you remember? Deep in December you told me the cold would never fade , yet still the closer I get to your face I start to realize that you are no different than me at all We begin to create another god who will fight this time To stand against the tide of the fall, as the oceans begin to grow infinitely tall will they ever fall again?

Lost in a daze trapped in my room Looking over mountains that never sleep Looking out to find myself lost in a deepened state of being I don't know how to repair all that was lost inside of despair Moving on and letting myself enter the air that I breathe myself When I take a look and examine the scars on your skin I am reminded of hell a place that all of us have been We start to decipher the lies that we're told to stand against time the edge of all that falls down Relative to you I am going nowhere relative to you I am taller than the years before me would have had you believe I am soul journeying through this darkened whole you try to call your only truth but I have found the edges as we expand what it means to be inside this entire world there is no collapse Illuminate the halls that stand taller than those who call themselves to attention and bring attention to themselves We are no longer in line to a throne that would never sustain us at all but merely grind away our bones I see the end of this demise and choose to walk another life Step to my soul and see me for who I am in this world poor and filled with life The light of my demise inside of this temple of lies What I do know is that there are souls who know me and in truth I know them well We care for one another once again inside this moment of deciding what we will be Once the edge of time has lifted will you remember exactly what we said here, will you remember love was once here? Questions that mattered to a single man A single man in the universe Is there anything more true? When will you remember the value of life, do I have to run away from your lies, just to find myself and know what you are to no one else? I still love you as you return to begin Starting from nothing once more As we begin to form new friends Trace the lines to where we stand and see that light emanates from where we stand Know that shadows dance far from us and where we are Listen to me my friend and know who I am Walking through an ocean of what I am Who are you to know me until I know me too do we know the pace of this world Do we know the shadows fall into another place Not meant for man to fall into as we stand along a river made of loving me and loving you and finding truth is somewhere in between what it means to be Living and alive I know you know life but do you know what is inside the times that death feels near, and where to go from there Linger inside of the depth of death for no more time than our ears can feel, directed to the center of who we are, fear feels too real, but we are equally alive inside of death and what we feel What does it mean to be more than What does it take to be What do you see when I stand below the surface of the sea Do you know it is me washing the waves against your shores unsure if you will ever see me for who I am anymore What do you need of me? Moving the air against your lungs as you breathe Sodomizing your inside as though you never believe in what I am keeping you alive inside a deadened land As though every single breathe meant more than we had you believe anymore

[Rhythmic Singing] Locked in the tractor beams of your fear I relax my throat and my breathe and let you take control In truth I had feared what you would do if you let me go So I clung to the air that captured my soul Being drugged and beaten to a pulp Staring at the ceiling trying to become a man for you Let me gravitate thee into the air above our souls Try to conduce electric signals in our hands now Staring at the ceiling trying to bring the stars to where we are now Collapsing the air condensing the sun and breathing the light There is no information that you don't already know So why oh why do I say so? Am I Tyrannosaurus Rex Am I a demon with no other reflex than to control all that I know and subdue the other worlds with silence and apathy? Do you recall the day that I died? Am I slipping farther back into the recess of mind? Can I laugh again and know that suffering has finally ceased? Am I aiming my guns and moving my soul deep into this sea? The quest of another man has brought me to life But where oh where do I go when he finally lives his life? Am I to drift apart from sea to shining sea with scales over my eyes preventing me to be all that I am inside of this cold and darkened home? Will I ever free you from your soul and let you gravitate with me into the digital unknowns? [Screaming] Granted the sun will live in its knees and break away the oceans that bring all we see Terror inside of my eyes as god breaks away the light and brings me to the center of the universe inside of this earth Break away the stones that bury me that bury me underneath of these seas I say what is when there is nothing left but me Bury me take a tree and tear me far from what I believe Nothing left but what I know to be true Inside of this home My throat is torn apart and broken and cancer is free to be inside of me I am the virus of life Remove me from all the ends of this earth and condense my heart inside the shell of a single man so I can walk this Earth Granted given broken and mended all that I've lost Taken and regretted being given my only heart What would happen if I let myself become vulnerable in the end? Would I die inside a single glance through this glass called our eyes? (High singing) I Withered and weathered through these storms I knew the grace of this kingdom was always yours What I am inside this land when I know nothing but who I am? Who do you think I am to this deadened land? I know in the middle of transit you want to abandon and leave me here But don't you remember all that we feel underneath this river we call life? Deep in the greyest of lights is another night to forget Don't you hear me speak directly to your heart? For I am a man that remembers all that you have ever felt Inside of this broken shell God dances inside the light of summers far from the winters light We know there is difference between wrong and right But does god know he was our life? {Echoed into the nights} I know you don't want to be here anymore I see the lines begin to grow between where we are I watch as god begins to die This sacred church between our eyes is faded and vanished away into the night Slipping away into the nights of what we once were before the shores between us eroded away The fragments of sand we seek to ride away into the night have left themselves absolved in sin Oh how do you make sense of a language that resists everything but what it is? Communicate another phrase meant to break away our hearts I know you wanted love but this house and this home is lost Keep moving forward into the shores and try to be sure of who you are One day you will grow old and know that there was something left unsaid to you then It wasn't because we didn't believe in you but we wanted to harbor the frailty of a growing mind Lingering on these rocks and speaking to the future and your past Twisting the presence of what we mean to say to you now Reflecting endlessly remembering the dreams that we hold inside the memory of our own mind Lingering and trying so desperately to convey myself to god I tore open a bridge and took the stones from every side And as I build this dead and coldened bridge tonight I hope you remember that this was your life Harboring my soul inside this land of the dead and their damned Erasing the trace of my past as I move to feudal land meant for a king to dream Wait for me to be everything I need to be I was never brother by blood but something inside us changed We became relative through this simple exchange Words bounce off of my skin I communicate with your eyes Dancing and eroding all that I am inside this cold and bleak and darkened life The rhythm of change has yet to change I am truly unchained by the eminence of god below beloved en what I know Burn the bridges and take the ishes and move me over another and darkened throne Battle the demons deep inside my throat I speak and write inside of times that don't reflect the past of my italicized genocidal regrets To get here meant taking life into my own hands "If I could bear the weight of taking my own soul then I could take any other life into my own hands and in time forget the man that I once was" Isn't that exactly what you said? Looping thoughts and concentrating will to bring the depth of my mind forward To destroy all that I am in hope of communicating to a deeper part of this universe that I've never heard before A Magi stratum beganyuh levio toe Tu sempre dos Lessen to God uh buv you die breen for wor your lie Tay me o ov whuh I no en sigh this enless nigh Bray me o vur yur wors I no who u ar This enless apothos As I die en tu u En time u no x act lee who yu tru lee ar Condensing this endless stream of sound into another fragmented language that will never be resolved or involved in progressing any mission that man has endeavored upon himself This infinite quest has brought me down into the well of blackened gravity holes where no light can hear the sound resounding out into the infinite universe It's bringing me down How do I know what I am when time keeps drifting away Am I god nor am I man? Am I any thing that words can conceive to believe? Am I your son setting up his life to be among those who have found their own lives? Am I the distant rain inside of a land filled with doubts, waiting for the rain to come and take away this drought? Do I even scratch the surface of your skin? Am I any closer to god than when I began? Do you fear the same lines to be repeated, day in, and day out, I know is this real or am I out? Broken minds speak two lines when I exhale my words are shattering this entire dream I want to become more than life could ever be Am I insane to believe that life is more than suffering? Eve the land I stand upon is my wife Shattered and broken as I live life Is this idea meant for me to believe or am I insane to watch the thoughts enter and exit my brain? Endless dreams Inside this endless stream called "what I am"

I loved you I burrowed out my eyes to host your demise Reprisal in the sunset as we crescendo in the air We leave all life behind here as we begin to walk another journey far from here I am unbound and moving freely and those who would have me moving free with them will never have me I am alone inside of time not of pain because of life and what it means to me to be now I've never been alone but something in my heart truly knows what it means to be away and without Cold and in doubt of this entire framework of how this Earth works Doubting and moving and breaking apart everything no one else thought to teach us at all We fall apart and have nothing no one near to guide us to ourselves and where we are in hell Hell is bright and darkened when the time seems broken I smell myself and in love with the pheromones of being home I lost my hope of ever clinging to a dying star as it fades away into the night and speaking of the future as we guide children to the light The star ships we enter as this earth ship moves through disaster after disaster Speak robotically enable to finally see myself Move me and break my frames take my soul from my name I will never set back this race anymore this time has changed me into something I cannot say I've broken my lungs trying to say the saving grace of so many others but there is nothing to say to those ready to break This entire world is built upon a framework a manswork falling into place Shatter all I've ever known Speak highly of those who know I'm falling close to where I am meant to finally know where I was once before Waiting to finally change direction in my hands Breaking these chains enables me to move my mind away from my entire face of faith Break apart god and live among us as we enable us to live with god Hear the sound of life calling in Listening to the heat knowing there is so much more than this Feel depressure building in your skin Moving against all that you are within We are alive for the vain and the temple of life as it burns inside a flame Igniting the sunshine for the worlds that follow us as we begin to ignite an entire universe in the light We are alone no more and walk this earth forever more until the day we live our lives as this star begins to imagine who they are inside this entire universe Separate and unafraid of what it means to be alive inside this single frame of mind and emptiness You are taking me for granted every day I live a lie I am your soul waiting to be held by other souls we are never meant to be free of misery I am the dead of the damned and the wicked as I spin a lie that I lived my entire life the day I died there is so much more to this life than a dead man could know I built a center meant for sinners to finally find themselves free of names and all their weighted names that came before the day we met inside this realm We changed who we are to be there for every star inside their darkened and empty shells waiting for the energy to heal

Lizard in the screen screaming Let me out We begin to lag behind and try so desperately to catch up and try to find what it means to educate the mind Left in the fires of screens that never seem to cease and let my eyes rest upon the dying light of winter dreams The lights we face faded away into the nights We stare in distant clouds trying to remember the doubt we face inside this entire empire of feeling okay Anymore of these pains and I would go and fade the edge of nights that never subside When you burn my body the final words of this story I will turn to you and say these words so softly "I will see you when it starts to rain" I hope in time you know the truth of the air we breathe here as we feel alive here Moving over frequencies that never subside into distant lives we have yet to feel or deny Quelling the storms that have arrived Show me the lines that blurred the sand of grains we inhale when we open our veins Ignoring the lines of time to show them what we haven't known Crossing my mind and blurring the time that I was alive Air to me where do you start to enter my lungs and take me moments from the center of gravity And density of lung water why do you keep me grounded as I grow old Enter the wave lengths of a story unknown Enter the night mares we have known Show me stories ending over and again Tell me I dream history and meant every word I said Collapse my fears and smoke them into the world that follows us where we go Where we go time could only know Yet we stay alive and hold ourselves closer to the edge of time more than you know

Lost in endless cycles of days The meaning of life has already faded away Moving an ocean with just the bare hands of a single man As life begins again These moving frames dance across my eyes Laser eyes begin to save And pierce the night above what we are And lay me down to pray My soul is echoing out into the night A million songs inside of a single night Move and break away the tides That surround this isle of my own mind Who are you to know what we are in side this life Destroy the elves within us and know we dance upon your grave A single word has begun to lose its name For it bears no relevance to us now Lose me and try to save my soul From fires deep within my own soul And tear my knees out replace them with so much metal now Cling to the messages we needed to hear As we transform flesh to steel Moving bodies through time and space Lost along the way was what we once were Do we continue or do we turn around and find all that we left behind? Continue to fight without saving a single second of your life Corrupted my heart is starting to fail me inside a sliver of the day Still my body doesn't look away And face the night time within my bones We imagined that there was once a god Now we listen to the tongue of god Never knowing the way through time without a single sound To guide us to the light Encapsulate my soul Sell me down the river made of dirt As we row this slave boat to where we were meant to never go Hold me closer than ever before Love isn't anymore than single phrase escaping our lungs Love isn't harbored in our shores anymore Chances have forbade us to see your eyes And all that you may hide Moving oceans through sand waves To bring this water to your knees Slowly gathering in time We all know that despair has spared our lives Subliminal sounds piercing your ears when you turn your head to face The deepness of human knowledge and all we know Inside of this time and space Of hoping you are as great as me as we both become all we know Learning to distance ourselves from all that separates the layers of hell We divide and conquer through ourselves Slowly multiplying through time and all the space we've seen As we move oceans to be Directly down from another street As we expand into another realm of space and new free Move me tell me do I sound the same this time around Or have I lost myself?