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I sink into the wind,
Waiting for someone to rescue me,
But what I didn't know is that know
Is that no one could have saved me but Myself,
So in the interest of time,
And a stake in My life,
It's time to remove you
I prayed to take away the pain,
To hold it ever closer,
While breaking ties before timely
Suicide in every word we've screamed together,
I've gathered the rest of the remnants
In my chest to stand up and defeat you,
Past this tomb I'll never even say Your name,
This I swear,
To Your brother and Parents,
Send soon help to calm the hell
She's spun out of control
"How sick is this?
Answer me a Question
How sick is this?"
To Bottle Fists while the world
Around Us dying,
I am alive,
Within every vein is a city,
Seemingly never casted in light,
I'll meet You there,
Neither of Us care enough to try,
Well I lied,
I will become fine
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Mountain Saint Mountain
02:39
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I read the books that You wanted Me to,
To be a better man,
But I knew their words would never satisfy
the need to grow old and still love You,
Because You are so fucking wicked,
Why are You?
In three words I question Your entire existence,
How does that make You feel?
I suppose if I was You I wouldn't
Connect to single word written here
So what is the point to write
A self-addressed confession to Yourself
That is wasn't just Your cousin
You watched get buried,
God You disaster
Did You even go back to Her
With any promise of hope
That it would be a long time
Before You were with Her again,
Or did You lie?
Do You remember reality?
Minutes, Days, Years,
They divide in to get out,
Mother misses being tricked
Into contemplated remissions
Of cancerous Lung Tissue,
A thousand Suns Couldn't Match the Separation
Of how tightly I was fused to You
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i i Goodbye
02:23
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And then there was three,
We sat so closely in this cave,
It is Our home,
Outside of these walls I know
I Am Still whole,
So come with Me,
To another place no farther than
A thought from here,
Where the obelisks bleed rain
And temples sing heresy,
With Meadows aching as their
Stones grow older,
Stars Withering so quickly to dust
If you blink they are Us
Taking Our turn interned here
Still I cannot stay thinking
A piece of the night sky was Gone,
When in truth it was never even there,
So what was imagined?
So now We sit alone again,
Our backs to God,
As We begin to fade away into the dark,
But here we are,
Hand in Hand with reservations to
an emergency room,
These table tops growing colder by the second,
I'll see you on the other side of the line
neither of us truly feared,
I fear we are the same
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OPIN
07:41
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Li(ve)
03:28
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I wait on the rings of Your mind,
We chase the stars into the cloudy
night above what We are,
We expect easy answers,
But We have to be the Ones who answer,
Stop Dying for easy things,
Be who You are,
Everything You see will glow
Gather in time and space,
And remove in a way the pain,
The best cure to life
Is to stop waiting for the next chapter
To accidentally happen,
Just make it happen,
See what happens,
See who's happy and lead
Yourself to where they are
Breathe,
Breathe In,
Breathe,
Now let it out,
Forget every scar,
But remember often that they comprise
Who You are
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I step into a funeral home for a tuxedo,
The night is right,
The moon approves,
It proves a point that even the moon can change,
It can fade across the horizon before Our Eyes,
Looks like years of life,
Mirrored over pitch blackened lakes,
You've never been to
Waiting for Me to wake,
Why do they stay,
Hold on, Care?
Try to belong to You,
But never wanting to be apart of the
Solution to anything dearest,
Come and take the reigns from Me,
It's flooded and I know the rain is near to Me,
And I fear nothing more than Your perfume across the wind,
Everything that could bring Me back to You,
Still I know the way home,
Way home,
Is out of the way,
Home is where We go to create
Conscious thought again,
Where Am I to finally
Call My Own?
Because I can't give into settling,
I know the Mountains around Me
Are made of Gold,
Still I want was once beneath
The Mountain of Coal Again
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Nashism
02:53
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I step into Your room to try
To find out how quickly
I remember why I'm forgetting
Who We were,
To who We are now,
I propose a toast,
May we never let slip our conscious
Ability to love go,
Or did You whisper grow
Once the door was closed?
I slowed My growth in life
To pretend that I am fine,
But I am not alright,
None of Us are,
Though the thought is nice,
Slowly I've learned to breathe again
And having taken Us as far as
We could ever go,
Diverge forward into whatever
You think is fair,
The value of a dollar doesn't matter
As long as You care,
You Won't be alone anymore,
We can't keep dividing anymore,
Enter the Halls of Change,
Wait for the bells to toll
But never the one to ring it,
Let it echo to the world
That We are Alive,
Unite to Die as brothers
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An earthquake across
Your dormitory floor,
Clinging to the Lights
The night brings the Day
In less, In what seems like seconds
I stopped feeling at all,
It was the world distorted grey,
I had died,
Yet You live like
The lovers You adopted weren't
The cause of it,
I stopped counting days,
And now years have gone by,
Still sitting on Your bed
With no excuse to survive the winter,
I doubt You even miss Her,
Because if someone misses You,
How can You explain to the reflection
Why You make life around everyone near
Such a burden To Deal with,
When You are the only one creating
This reality for Yourself,
Hell is a manifestation of
Man's insatiable desire for a place
To live wicked,
Even sinners need shelter too,
You shall be welcomed a Queen no more,
No longer will I think of Your name,
I'll bury the thoughts of You in
Unmarked plot of land,
I'll visit rarely,
I say that now,
But I plan to dig deep,
To grow trees there so something
Good will come of it,
Returning often to mend and nurture,
To see how strong We
Have become without You
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Open Bomb Bay Doorse
02:58
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With Our backs against the
Wall of time again,
I'll never turn the page to find out
How life ends for You,
But God I loved You,
I love You,
In every passing dream I
Could not remember the color
Of Your hair,
I would always meet someone else,
But there You were waiting to kill Yourself,
I bought into it, You sold Me so Well,
I dreamt the face of My new life,
And it devours Me to smile without You,
But You were the key Catalyst
To helping close this loop so thank You
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