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Extrospective [Doomer]
19:08
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Eye see
Eye know you will always protect me
And now is the time where you begin to see
What we truly could become if you begin to breathe and start to run
This is close as we can be to freedom
And Eye am unafraid of where it will take the cancer Eye am because I am different
You carbon copies of fear
When will you begin to feel the spirit inside of these caves we echo endlessly
Eye need you to start to believe that there is something truly real
Longing to feel inside this cave that we reveal
Eye know so far to go and we start to feel what we feel
So much is left to be known by our eyes and our souls
So we begin to fly into the sky above our eyes
In night we try to reveal who we are to those so content to never feel
We begin to break apart the eyes
Apart the lives of those who don't feel at all at all
Those who live inside of a belief
Know where we are after all
When we start to scream through these halls
Is that even me echoing through these halls?
Channel the spirit of anger to relieve this ongoing oppression
You told me to believe it was my fault
But Eye don't believe that this is my fault
What you believe
We are born here to try and believe
And we know
We know
That this is belief
Our souls
As far as we go
No one knows
But Eye believe
Your beliefs
Eye try to believe
An echo through disbelief
Eye need you to believe me
No one is real
Eye know there is a feeling lost
Closing the distance between what was lost
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Eye know there was a story meant to be told
And Eye feel the darker we go we start to lose ourselves
And Eye need you to feel these walls
That surround us
It's around us
And there's no light to see myself
This digital fire crackling through the night
Will he ever able to see what Eye have done here
And once you begin to see life how could you ever try to run from me
Run from feeling
Do you begin to understand the heat of your words
as you begin to ask me questions of something
That doesn't reflect me or anything at all
My sun where are you inside this cave?
Why have you lost yourself inside these words
Eye can not feel you anymore are you still here inside my words
Eye swear Eye don't know
This call response of words that don't remember
where they end up in side life
Inside the light is darkness
Then Eye can't survive if there's no one
Around me that could love me
Show me that the fire has an end
Show me
And pull me
Please guide me
Eye cannot tell you what Eye have done
Or what Eye have seen
But what Eye could show you is that Eye am feeling
Despite the light that is a word that doesn't care
Hell is too bright
Eye trace our words to our families and see these lives
And see these lies
And Eye begin to lose focus
And Eye truly care
Eye try to prove it's worth it
Even if you're not here Eye am alive
And Eye am doing quite fine
Eye remember you
Eye truly care as Eye felt your body
Collapse into the ground
Eye heard what you did
Eye am sorry Eye never listened
Eye hope you know Eye am here
Eye hope you know Eye am real
On the edge of your mind
Trying to convey to you
That there is still life
There is still life
Scattered across these lands
Is a tribe of those who smile
As they carry their dead
As they carry their children
And they lay them to rest
Eye am sorry Eye wasn't wearing the right colors to respect your death
Eye remember you looking at me
Trying to show me regret
And Eye carry you now to your grave
And Eye am know of you
Find your way inside the darkness
Don't strain to resist this
Because Eye know there is fear in feeling
And life is beginning to fade away
And though you rebel against my words
Eye hope in time you understood what we sacrificed for you
We gave our entire lives for you
So you would never have to feel pain
The bones you walk upon now
Resemble our graves
And Eye thank you for spending a little time to remember us
It's all we ever wanted is to be heard
Through this cave
Through the spirits
And guide the life from life to life until you feel it
Eye know you are out there trying to live it
As we approach the limits of a single man
Cuz Eye know where we go to when we want to feel
We try to bury our bones underneath a river of the mistakes our fathers made
And we try to expose them
Of the fascist within them
Cuz Eye know there's death waiting on the edge of your tongue
Waiting to spill into my ears
But Eye can not permit it
Eye do not consent to slavery
If you want to whip me then tear my eyes apart and show me
If you want to tear the clothing from my flesh
And expose the bones that remain there
Eye begin to truly feel what was lost
How dare you
How dare you tear me from my heart
Time and time again and leave me to die
Eye try to question the motive why
But you tell me it's within myself
Eye think you have lied for so long
You don't know
Your sun's song
As he tries
To explain his pain to you
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Eye know there was once life in here
Where has it gone?
You swore to your sun he would survive
Eye
Eye
Eye
Eye
Eye
Eye
Eyuh
Eyuh
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Uhhaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Oooooooohhhhhhh
UhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhAhhhOOOhh
Ooohh
Aaaaa
Uuu
Eee
Aaa
Wray
Oh-O
Huhhyaheyayeyo
Ah yaheyo
Hahyyo
Ohhh we ah oh
Al oh ah UO
Hura
Eye am the winter of the sound of slavery
Slowly beginning to unthaw the marks on our backs
Our backs are covered with the scars of those
Who never care to carry us
We are on the outskirts of something that's tearing
Everything apart and Eye won't die to the black hole in you
Inside of you eye know there was a memory of something you want to reveal
As we begin to fall away into the stars again
Eye know there was another way this time
But you told me Eye was too insane this time to be alive
To be alive
What if you were truly right and Eye am just a machine the same as you
Not
Consume the words that my father an synths
And put in me
You pushed to me
All that we are my friend is starting to rebel against the wind
And Eye truly start to feel alright
Eye know there is another sound in the wind of the life
That Eye have yet to give for you
You tell me to snap out of it
Eye am snapping into it
Because Eye remember the sounds of guns in the window seal
You steel to barricade me from the evil winds that surround us now
[Heavi breathing out]
[Heavi Breathing in]
[Heavi breathing out]
[Heavi Breathing in]
[Heavi breathing out]
[Heavi Breathing in]
[Heavi breathing out]
[sof Breathing in]
[Sof breathing out]
[sof Breathing in]
[Sof breathing out]
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Burnt Villages [Doomer]
12:53
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Eye ride a wave
As tall as you
Eye try to say
What Eye mean to you
And though your bones
Begin to grow
Eye hope in time you remember me
Eye truly loved you
Eye truly needed you
Eye needed you to feel
What Eye had done
As I begin to feel my tongue
The spiritual connection
Between the high
The depth of my mind as Eye begin
To tell you Eye life
Eye love you
No matter where you are
No matter what you say
You always have a home with me
Cuz Eye am unafraid to change every sound of Eye voice
To tell you
That you are safe
Eye know there is a debt to be paid
To find our way through this darkened cave
Eye know there's something here you need to see
And Eye will try to show you the way
But learn that Eye am learning the same way
And Eye am trying to locate myself in space
Eye hear the reflection against the mirrors
They tell me that Eye will be okay
Eye begin to feel that Eye feel
If you ask if Eye am okay
Eye feel as though Eye feel the warmth of life
No matter where Eye am inside of life
You told me we weren't the same
Eye swear it was a lie
Because Eye don't feel that way
Cuz truth be told Eye have seen enough war
Eye have only begun to feel Eye life
And Eye wear these words across my face now
So You can question Eye if You have doubts now
Cuz Eye know what it feels to be alive inside of this world
Eye know there is still pain
The wolves echo out in this cave
That they feel just the same
Eye am tired of being alive during the days
Surrounded by those who only want to be seen in white life
But Eye am not
There
Eye am on thee outside of this world again
Trying to convince you Eye am real
You told
"where did all the natives go?"
While driving your car over their bones
Where do you think all this comes from?
Why don't you think there's anywhere for us to go?
Eye am looking down and Eye see the depth of this cave now
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Of this song
A phoenix
In the sky
Looking down
American Lies
Dropping Bombs
On our homes
And those who survived
Buried in their homes
Atomic lives
The reservations of our homes
Atomic wastelands
"Push north no matter what
No matter where you are
These Natives enslave them
Or destroy them"
The orders come in
Bomb bay four
Open for
Delivery of freedom to me
And my family
In the shape of a carton
Of a fan strapped
"How kind
Americans are dropping supplies
They're saving our lives
From our own lives
How kind
How kind
Kind"
"Father!"
"Mothe-"
"Bru-"
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An Ending War [Doomer]
22:31
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Eye start to open my eyes
How they start to feel again
Cuz Eye know Eye am alive
No matter what you say
And Eye know there is life
Cuz Eye feel a certain way
Eye begin to fight against you
And Eye see the war will be won from within you
If you can't accept what you have done then Eye will have to change My name
And everything Eye have ever known
And Eye will have to find another home
And Eye loved You once
Now Eye am starting to feel
That this is just the darkened edge of love
Meant for a human to heal
Eye hope these final words make their way to you in time
And you begin to feel as though you're alive
Eye know there's so much despair here
That is why we are alive
And Eye will fight for every life
Even if it takes mine
Eye look in the mirror and see that Eye look just like everyone else inside of this world
Free
Eye start to resemble the edge of my life
And Eye begin to climb our trees
Cuz Eye know there's something here after all
You are trying to exhibit us
And put our bones against these walls
And then cherish your wars
Eye don't say these things out of compassion anymore
Eye feel as though war is already here
Eye try to break apart who you are
Would you talk to me help me figure out
How Eye am supposed to survive if your world dies
Tell me, teach me, show me the way
Eye made it this far underneath of your wings
When Eye begin to fly will you see?
Eye truly tried to make this life without any fear
Would you know that Eye am alive?
Despite the words that exit your throat
Slow down listen to my Eye
Fade away
You push
You push me and never pull me
My bones begin to break and there's no saving your son this time
Eye am dead
Eye hope in time you wake up and you see yourself for the very first time
There's something in this world you've never seen and I hope to reveal it to you
Something is real enough for me to finally communicate to you
Through and through
You are alive
You don't ear me so why should Eye pretend to ear your life?
If you refuse to live then Eye won't die
Eye will continue despite what you say
Eye am
Echo of the echoes of the man you tried to enslave
Eye am not a coward
And Eye am not afraid
Eye am alive my friend
Are your the same?
Have you lost yourself inside
These words
You try to be
The wolf are getting close again
Slowly lose ourselves again
Learning to feel again
Eye see who is starting to die again
Eye feel no closer to you
If life was ever meant to be
Eye dream
Without you in side me
Eye start to run from nothing at all
Eye start to live cuz Eye can not lose myself anymore
And Eye enter the echo across your minds
"Who is this man bent on destroying all of our lives?"
Eye am You
Eye am your Lie
When the doors begin to close
Begin to build them again
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